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Posted June 22nd, 2008 at 02:49pm

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Happy Father's Day

Posted June 15th, 2008 at 02:16pm

Another day without you

no gazing at your beauty

one more dark and dispairing day without sunshine

a daily living nightmare

(That is if it can be called living)

 

Ladies!

if you have decided to spite daddy to day

Remeber this

You spite baby too.

There is something about daddy you just cant be

something you just cant give

Only he can give daddys smiles

daddy's play

daddy's hugs and kisses

daddy's gaze

Only he can provide her with the memory of daddy TODAY

But you CAN give her a Happy Father's day

if not everyday

then certainly TODAY

(whatever day that may be)

 

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Our First Time.

Posted June 13th, 2008 at 03:06pm

We have not had our playtimes

We have not yet had our dates

we have not yet had our silly times

not yet had our plays

There will be our summertimes

winters

autums

springs

Definitely be our "crazy" times

filled with drama, dance and spins

our once upon a story time.

noisy!

playful and more.

You are my precious "Baby Empress"

whisper it out loud to the world.

 

!UMDALLAH!

119 emergency. in recognition of a disconnected you

Posted May 29th, 2008 at 03:12pm

There is no life in him

what is left is but mere existence.

Robbed of potential

unceremonialy seperated from his source

TRIED

SENTENCED

AND EXECUTED.........

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IVE NEVER TOUCHED YOU THE WAY I DESIRE TO DO

NEVER HEARD YOU SCREAM MY NAME IN GLEE

YOU HAVE NOT KNOWN ME THE WAY THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE.

YET...

I VALUE YOU MORE THAN LIFE

AND .......ONLY A TATTERED STRING HOLDS ME HERE

NO LONGER THE FIGHTER,

MY STRENGTH REMAINS WEAK, ONLY A SHATTERED SHELL REMAINS OF ME

DEPRESSION NOW IS AN ILLNESS

GRIEF MY CONSTANT STATE

JUST A CRAZY STATE OF MIND TO ME .

BRILLIANT OF MIND IVE HEARD THEM SAY

YET THOUGHTS ARE SO DIFFICULT TO CONTAIN.

WHO WAS WRONG? WHO WAS RIGHT?

QUESTIONS NO LONGER RELEVANT TO THIS PLIGHT

A DISPLACED LIFE IS DIFFICULT TO REPLACE

YOU ARE NO LONGER THE YOU THAT YOUVE KNOWN ALL YOUR LIFE

A STRANGER STARES BACK AT YOU

ONE YOU HAVE NO DESIRE TO BE

YOUR VOICE IS A PAIN

EXCUSES YOU MAKE

IN THE BLAME GAME YOU ALWAYS LOSE

EMOTIONALLY IM LIVING ON FUMES

YOUR MIND HAS BEEN RELOCATED TO A FAR AWAY PLACE YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN BEFORE

AN HOSTILE ENVIRONMENT

YET NOW HOME TO ME

WORDS HAVE NO MEANINGS

ISOLATED FROM MYSELF

INTIMACY ILLUDES ME, CANT TRUST MYSELF

MAYB TOMORROW ILL NOT BE HERE


MAYBE ONE DAY ILL BREAK FREE

BUT FOR TODAY ITS ONLY TEARS

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119 CALL THE POLICE

(DONT FEAR HE'S OK)

Caress me with words pt2

Posted May 26th, 2008 at 04:09pm

CAN I CARESS YOU WITH MY WORDS AND HAVE YOUR MIND IN A SWEAT?

MAY I REMOVE GARMENTS OUT OF THE WAY AND ENTICE YOU TO PLAY?

CAN I BE "SPIRITUAL" YET BE EXTREEMLY PASSIONATE AT THE SAME TIME?

RASTA?

YET BE ALLOWED TO EXPRESS THE FEELINGS OF MY MIND?

THE SPEECH OF MY BODY?

DO I NEED TO BE JUDGED BY YOU?

OR DO I NEED TO ASK YOUR PERMISSION TO BE ME?

HAVE YOU ASKED THESE QUESTIONS BEFORE/

AND WHAT HAS YOUR ANSWER BEEN?

MAY MY WORDS SOOTHE YOU, AND MAY YOU LEARN FROM THEM AS I LEARN OF YOU!

LET ME BE WHO I AM AS I ALLOW YOU TO BE!

YOU IN ALL YOUR GLORY!

CAN I HOLD YOU IN MY WORDS AND FILL YOU WITH ANOTHER REASON TO GO ON.. TO MAKE IT IN THIS DREARY WORLD?

IF I DO THEN ILL BE SATISFIED WITH MY CARESSES.. AND IF IVE CONNECTED WITH "YOU " KNOW THIS .

SPECIAL IS MORE THAN SPECIAL TO ME ( THAT'S FOR YOU)

WINK WINK

Caress me with words pt1

Posted May 26th, 2008 at 02:54pm

The power of words to entice

en flame

inspire

to make your heart race

to insert verbs that caresses erotic nouns

but beyond that what do you hear?

Do you hear me?

Do you understand me?

do you know our place?

where do we fit?

what do we share?

have you touched me there?

do you care?

know me !

and know me from more than words.

know me for who i am!

know my journey

know my fears know

the tears that i bear

know me beyond this space.

words.... powerful indeed but more powerful is the source.

ME

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WHAT IS THE PURPOSE FOR THIS "PLANET"?


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What are you here for?

To connect?

For true love?

for excitement?

SEx?

Yes thats always a good one!

But

What are you really here for?

Would you still want me if i were emotionally damaged?

Even though my mind is one of brilliance?

Would you still walk miles with me just to enconter the passion of my speech, the silkiness of my voice?

Would you really love me regardless of my pain?

what are you here for?

have you been hurt by love? scarred by rejection?

mutilated by grief?

I know!

Are YOU here for me?

to heal me....

to lead me gently on the road to recovery, from life's broken heart.....

broken mind.....

broken dreams.......

mutilated emotions.....

what are you here for?

BE HERE FOR YOU !

 

 

 

 

 

 





Well i guess introductions are in order!
Psycholgy says we see our selves differently through our own eyes than others see us through theirs
THE FOLLOWING WAS SEEN THROUGH THE EYES OF A "KUNTRY GIRL"
Somehow i see my self in what she sees
BUT THE QUESTION IS!
HOW DO
YOU
SEE ME
IT MAY JUST BE DIFFERENT!
because
YOU CAN SEE ME THORUGH YOUR OWN EYES ONLY

Unspecified Dimensions of 488

Posted April 03rd, 2008 at 11:20pm

 

deep

you are so deep

your deep is simple

not hard to penetrate

you are uncomfortably strange but natural in your ability to simplify the complex

you make it sound and look easy

you are so competent and

expert at arranging, organizing and interpreting

thoughts

you use humor to dull the pain of truth

you answer questions with questions to provoke and arouse thought

your deepness is unseen and therefore cannot be measured

thus your depths are extended beyond average heights of human understanding but felt with tremendous sharpness and strength

the number 4 meaning practical, orderly, patient, logical, hard-working, loyal, builder, steadfast, frugal, responsible, earthy, planner, materially creative, green thumb, even tempered.

the number 88 meaning spiritual atomic energy in balance, thought power with discrimination and responsibility, truth with honest simplicity, initiation, master disciple, impeccable discipline, mastery of self control, transmutation of emotional and physical temptation.

i appreciate you

thank you




Four 88
FOUR88
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DO YOU KNOW ME?




To all My sisters and daughters who never got an apology and who are long overdue for it. Also for all those mothers who could not or cannot apologize for whatever reason then i speak for you.

This day I apologize


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Discovery

It's not just about exploring valleys

And basking in the shades

Not about swimming, riding or conquering the waves

Discovering places no one else has seen

Stroking silky smooth surfaces

Feeling volcanic heat

Warm springs erupting

Rivers now flowing

The earth charged with electricity

Mountains growing.

Enjoying the sounds

Treasuring the tastes

Taking incredible pleasure in this wonderful place

Awakening from trance

In surprise we see

Discovering your body

Discovering me

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Discovery

Sex should never be approached in a distasteful manner. It should never be rushed. It is the great expectation, the thrill of a lifetime, a most wonderful adventure. There is no greater quest than exploring each other's body. It should be the most natural thing in the world. Some never experience a spiritual connection in sex because it is either used as a toy, or as a weapon to get what we want. I'm sure you will experience all the heat this poem speaks of when you open your hearts and listen. Discover the valleys, discover the oceans, discover true sex.

It's worth it

 

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You are the Hanged Man

Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound.

With the Hanged man there is often a sense of fatalism, waiting for something to happen. Or a fear of loss from a situation, rather than gain.

The Hanged Man is perhaps the most fascinating card in the deck. It reflects the story of Odin who offered himself as a sacrifice in order to gain knowledge. Hanging from the world tree, wounded by a spear, given no bread or mead, he hung for nine days. On the last day, he saw on the ground runes that had fallen from the tree, understood their meaning, and, coming down, scooped them up for his own. All knowledge is to be found in these runes.

The Hanged Man, in similar fashion, is a card about suspension, not life or death. It signifies selflessness, sacrifice and prophecy. You make yourself vulnerable and in doing so, gain illumination. You see the world differently, with almost mystical insights.

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