To my friend I know what you're thinking: I hate feeling like there's no hope in my life. Always being lied too, always being yelled at, always being let down all the time...what's the point to always get close to someone who'll just hurt me again? I wish I could say I'm done, but really I just wanna be your only one.........( let him go baby girl there's too many men out there. I preach about this everyday if you let him you always be his 2nd. So don't turn the page close the book and burn it). Hope you're feeling better today sincerely your friend Derrick Calip.