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Hello all, I am 41 years old and very friendly and sweet, I like to draw, and meet people,I also like to make friends.If you just need a friend to talk to when you r down and out. I am writing a book about my mother and my past. This is the time to post your past to help others future! I would like to have your feed back on my story! Here is a short over view of my book.This book is about my life growing up and It is about never giving up no matter what! My mother had 11 children by the age of 29, and she died at the age of 39! We don't know what she died of. I am 41 now but when she died I was 14 years old and my mothers life has always been mysterious. The first thing I found out about my mother was that when her and my dad met she was dating someone else but my dad always wanted her no matter who she was dating. So he had kept begging her to let him just take her out to dinner one night,I guess she got tired of him bugging her so she finally gave in and she went out with him. He had stolen his dad's truck to take her out and so they went,But as he was taking her back home he took her out on this dirt road and made her get out and he tied her to a tree out in the dark woods and told her that if she did not marry him the next day that he was gonna leave her out there. Well as you know she married him even though she was in love with some one else. But after they got married she started having babies one after another. My dad was a truck driver and as he started traveling from city to city he start seeing other women. Well my mother had began to have emotional problems.then came the divorce and then my mother was stuck with 11 children that was born 1 year apart from each other, Then my mother started having nervous breakdowns after her 3rd child my mother had her first break down then my mother began to see dead people and really going out of her mind it was so bad that she had to let this older lady keep my sister for a while and then my dad's sister invited her to church and there she found new hope she found out that she could make it with the help of Jesus Christ. She started going to church every Sunday and every Sunday turned into every Monday Wednesday Thursday and Friday we were always at church.But still there was a challenge because she wasn't making enough to take care of us so she had to get on food stamps but still that wasn't enough so my brother would go to the car wash up the street from where we lived to dig in the trash cans just to find some change so that we could at least have some bread to make sugar sandwiches ect. and we only lived in a 2 bed room house that 7 of us slept in one bed and the others with my mother. We was so poor we had no glass in the windows so just to stay warm we had to put old bed sheets over our windows .So then our church moved to another city and then we moved, we finally got an apartment that was a 4 bedroom low income apartment in the new city. but my mother always have said that God would take care of us and still even though she struggled she never once gave up on God. One night after church she called us all in the room to tell us that she was gonna die in 2 days and we did not believe her because to us she wasn't sick but the 2 days came and she died and we still don't know from what right to this day she had died from. But It did not stop there at the funeral my mother did not look like my mother she looked totally different. she looked so different that our preacher had to ask my Aunt if she was sure that it was her sister in the casket. But my Aunt said that she wasn't sure so you see this is a mystery still but i wrote this piece of my book because i want to let struggling families know that you have to hold on and never give up.You can e-mail me for the rest of this story to let me know how you feel about it or I just hope to help someone to keep living and to know that posting your past can help someone's life to keep living. much love friendleysis! P.S. there is more to this story stay tuned! and Oh Fellows I am are ready taken!
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