gigg1es22 I should be asleep right now especially since I have to work BOTH jobs today.....Insomnia sucks lol - May 23, 2010 add/view comments (0)

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Hey Bp, just thought i would change my page up a little, hope u like it :)

I am a very down to earth person, i always appreciate a good sense of humor......i love to read, i have to admit i am a computer addict...lol im born and raised in pasadena, ca...for those who don't know its in los angeles....i have no children of my own yet but i have so many beautiful nieces and nephews ;)


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If u have any other questions for me feel free to ask.... :)


ATTENTION:

i am a woman with dignity and respect for myself and others so please adress me as such, thats all i ask

Outside looking In-

Do you see me smile so wide it make my eyes look tight can you hear my laughter resounding,

my mood seemingly light do you see the pep in my step my body language so care free

come a little closer get a glimpse of the real me

behind the charade you may just find a lost soul whose happiness is in short supply

now do you see my smile has been plastered on in place of tears, cried from years come and gone

listen closely you may hear the scared little girl whimpering through my laughter slip out

she's trapped inside too tired of screaming no longer able to shout

and the pep in my step isn't really there at all

what you thought you saw was really me stumbling trying to catch myself from a fall

so do u see now,

has your curiosity been piqued yet

well if it has and you want more I must warn you what you see is what you get

-Lady J

ROOKIE-

Not yet a woman, yet no longer a child your body is developing and your hormones are running wild

new breasts, new butt, new thighs to match

loving the attenion from guys you attract

confusing love with sex was a rookies mistake

and the guys are lined up for your candy to take

you give and they take as the cycle continues

they add you to the list of all the other pros

no one there to tell you to keep your legs closed

now your sixteen with a baby on the way

and the daddy is in line waiting for someone else to lay

now you refuse to go to school all the while placing blame

becoming another statistic of society

ain't that a damn shame

-Lady J

-MIND SEX-


Can you handle it
us exploring a new level of satisfaction
can you captivate my thoughts,
make love to my intellect
not looking for the physical
in need for something deeper
more sensual and spiritual
create a new mile high club without ever leaving the ground
can you keep me guessing
play the game of 21 questions
looking for mind sex in the rawest of forms
craving the mental stimulation
powerful beyond measure
an afrodisiac
foreplay of the mind
can you handle that

-Lady J

I know I haven't updated my poetry in a little while, and I stumbled upon some poems I wrote a few years back so please enjoy, no judgement.....

-HONESTY-

I've been broken hearted one too many times.

Cried so many tears I thought I was going to lose my mind.

Experinced so much drama in these short 17 years.

Seen things of hate and heard things a child should never hear.

Learned to grow to quickly, figured out how to block away my past.

Made wrong decisions even though in the end I knew it would not last.

I've searched my soul for a speck of light to keep me holding on.

I told myself it would be okay if I just stay strong.

Masked myself with one of the phoniest smiles.

Made an effort, gained an inch and fell back a whole mile.

But in the end I turned to the one who keeps me breathing everyday. Then, to my surprise all my pain just washed away.

Hey everyone, Just wanted to update some of my poetry....let me know what you think....be honest ;)

-ODE TO SELF-

Do you know me?

Past the laughter in my voice,

So light and carefree

Past the dimple in my smile

Do you really know me?

Can you see past what's appeasing to the naked eye

Are you brave enough to venture deeper?

To where the real me resides

To where the laughter turns to tears, & the pain shines through

To where no one can judge my vulnerability, & love flow pure and true

If only you would look closer,

Past the facade standing so strong

You may realize a mirror was not needed

To see the real me all along

-Lady J

-OVER RATED-

We could have been grrrreat....

Thought you were the Tony to my frosted flakes I was your ride or die chick,

Thought you were the captain to my ship

But you played me

Had me making plans for us Not knowing you were the one I shouldn't trust

Left me for dead when I needed you the most

Thought you would stick by my side, But you got ghost....

You lied, pretended to be faithful Claiming "baby I would never hurt you"

& silly me, so blind to the game you were spittin'

Couldn't see it for the poison that it was I admit you had me trippin'

While you did your late night dippin'

But when played me is when you started slippin'

They say you don't know what you've got until it;s gone,

And with me boo you had it all along

So I know you're not taking this lightly

How could you be,

Your dumb %#&@$! chose a 'trick' over Wifey

-Lady J

Wow.... I pulled this off one of my old pages lol...........

-Untitled-

No I`m not ur average chick, but I am the kind that u keep.

I am a hopeless romantic, and love to be swept off my feet.

I treat my man like a king, and I am a queen so don`t forget it.

People take my kindness for weakness, but when I turn away that`s it.

I`m intelligent, and funny, I always have something to say.

Stubborn, yet sweet and sensitive

(Try not to let the sensitive side get in the way)

I`m very down to earth, a ride or die personality.

But if you`re looking for booty call, then snap back to reality

-Lady J

The `L I T T L E` Things .

As you might know, the head of the company survived

9/11 because his son started kindergarten.

Another fellow was alive because it was his turn to bring donuts.

One woman was late because her
alarm clock didn`t go off in time.

One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike because of an auto accident.

One of them missed his bus!

One spilled food on her clothes and had to take time to change.

One`s car wouldn`t start.

One went back to answer the telephone.

One had a child that dawdled
and didn`t get ready as soon as he should have.

One couldn`t get a taxi.

The one that struck me was the man
who put on a new pair of shoes that morning,took the various means to get to work but before he got there, he developed a blister on his foot.He stopped at a drugstore to buy a Band-Aid. That is why he is alive today.

Now when I am stuck in traffic, miss an elevator,turn back toanswer a ringing telephone...
all the little things that annoy me.
I think to myself, this is exactly where God wants me to be at this very moment..

Next time your morning seems to be
going wrong, the children are slow getting dressed, you can`t seem to find the car keys, you hit every traffic light, don`t get mad or frustrated;

God is at work watching over you.

May God continue to bless you
with all those annoying little things and may you remember their possible purpose.