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This lonely ach that I feel is taking over me it grows day by day it surrounds me like a rain storm clouding my days. I wake to this everyday hoping that one day it will go away I find myself wondering if am wroth any happiness and love. I feel that I am but why doesn't it come my way why is that the only thing that is holding me right now is pain and heart ache and sorrow all my days are dark and fill with sadness most days I feel why even get out of bed for this but somehow and some way I seem... (continue reading)

I miss my lover sometimes I call his name just to feel the ringing in my ears I even call my own name but it don't sound as sweet coming from my lips as it did coming from his lips. I lay in bed and hold myself but my arms don't feel like his arm nor do my hands feel like his hands. I close my eyes and picture him his lips the way they would kiss me until all the air was gone from my body and I can feel the heat coming from my body. I can feel his touch so soft and strong at the same time oh... (continue reading)

what happens when you scream for help but nothing comes out what happens when you go around and around in a room looking for a door but there it's one. what do you do when you want to give up but don't have the courage to, how do you go on when there's nothing to look forward to how do you reach up when there's nothing there to grab. How do you be happy when sadness has you trapped and won't let go, how do you feel when life goes on around you and your standing still. how do you get over a lost... (continue reading)