honeylover2009 luvin my life right now - April 28, 2009 add/view comments (0)

A whispering voice within my soul constantly calls and beckons me. Telling me the secrets of a souless heart and a calmless spirit so withering. Ever closer it calls to me, telling me thats how it should be. I fight to ignore the blistering pain, the shouts of rage, the cries of shame. The lonely crossroads of a bitter heart, never caring, never to start to let the pain within me be, so effortlessly, so carelessly. Should i listen and let it take over my soul, a long bleak and darkened road?... (continue reading)

I feel a struggle within my heart slowly tearing me in two. Forever aching, never stopping, begging for me to tell you. I pray for release against the pain as my heart struggles onward to help me clear my decision and help me to move forward. How much longer will my struggle last, how much longer shall i suffer?? I have everything to be had, and yet my battle grows rougher. I fight to overcome the split decisions forever wracking my heart. I pray to God for release from my struggle, i beg for it... (continue reading)

HE'S BROAD LIKE A TREE AND FREE FLOATING AS THE SKY HE'S CALM LIKE A BREEZE AND I WONDER HOW I COULD FIND A LOVE AS STRONG AS HIS SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I DONT DESERVE IT BUT ITS HIS TO GIVE IM THE QUEEN B IN HIS NECTAR SWEET WORLD I LOVE HIS PASSIONATE SPIRIT...HIS FIRE... THAT HE BRINGS INTO MY WORLD HIS KNOWLEDGE IS GREAT LIKE AN OLD TIME PROPHET HE'S FILLED WITH SO MUCH LOVE AND HE GIVES IT TO ME......MY LOVER... HE'S SEXY AS HELL AND HE DAMN SURE KNOWS IT HE'S SO... (continue reading)