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If anyone is aware the heartbeat of the earth has almost double in MHz from 7.8MHz to almost 13MHz so you all have wondered why the world and every one around you seems to be going crazy. The profound effects of this change effects the human body so much that your mind has reacted to things that used to maybe not bother you. My question is why is that not told on the news? So in this as a result  your insights can widen and understand that there are big changes coming. There is duality that comes into play what the general public would call good and evil but for so long we have been controlled as to how to think and what to think. The vale is falling and this is their last ditch effort to keep you from knowing how much power as a human you do have. For a person to walk in to a room or building or what ever it may be at the time and just start shooting is beyond any reasoning but understand these people have something inside of them that has festered and all it takes is the right wire to tap or switch to flip; Like a friend of mine always says "AND GO"  if You are curious as to why these violent things are happening on a daily basis even more than it did say maybe a year ago .  This is the effects of the change in your enviornment 

This is a just a small statement that was on my mind for some time now.

I have been receiving the dumbest bu%*$@!& on my page. I am only here to socialize and meet new people but apparently BP has launched an attack on its users. The recent comments have been some stupid dumb ass shit that I can’t even explain. What the fuck…….. I am so angry. I have had to delete comments from my friends that I know dang on well they did not send simply because I don’t have stupid friends. So why is BP doing this??!!!!! I don’t know. Maybe someone has hacked the site I’m afraid to think of what the true deal is. Why would I send a dumb ass comment to someone that I just had a beautiful and stimulating conversation with or someone that I consider to be just a friend some thing about a crush. I am highly upset as you can see because this is and infringement on my free will and privacy. This is the last place that I would expect that but apparently I am highly mistaken so I am posting this for reasons listed above. Please Black Planet don’t do what the rest of the world does is impose views and values that we come here to get away from.

I needed to share this. Well there has been some dramatic changes in my life furthermore I have to say that I have taken some risk; but we will see exactly how it is going to turn out. I have not really been the type of person to be alone, so with that written you understand that there has always been some man some where at all times. I have only recently decided to just let a relationship go that I had been holding on to for many years. I love him but things must change and evolve always. I was only there out of habit, and fear of the unknown; Pretty sad to admit but its true. I have grown and learned allot about how people do connect whether it be physical and/or mental. While there with him I tried every thing to make it work including all that he thought I should do. I read books, listen to lectures, asked for advice etc. So in a nutshell my knowledge on relationships between a man and a woman is a tremendous skill that I posses. I certainly did all the things that was essential to make him want to stay with me. The truth of the matter is; did I really want it? That has been a long burning question in the back of my mind for about three years now, only being a fraction of the time we had been together. I thought I needed him so badly that I would put up with all kinds of idiosyncrasies that a female with confidence as well as having any opportunity that is conceivable, would not tolerate. Yes, I had my weak times as well where I was not so good myself; but he chose to be with me regardless no matter what I did, he was still there. With immaturity I entered into a union that was doomed from the beginning. I thought that I could change his mind about me and the things that transpired between him and I. Moreover GOD knows that I forgave him every time he hurt me.( IE) Cheated, disrespected, argue for no apparent reason, stay out all night with no phone call , females calling the house. If you could imagine it, like Murphy's law it happened. (Don't believe in that any longer!) What you think about is what you bring about!!!!!!!!!! I am a woman that understands that if you want a man to be with you; I do all that is fundamental to get and keep him so in that department I have no difficulties . The problem was were we meant to be together? Was he the right type of person for me? He had it all for what I could see physically, mentally, financially. But the way he grew up was lacking in so many areas as far as nurturing from his parents. Yes his family are all doctors, judges, professors and all that you would consider to be the cream of the crop in society: but if the caring and rearing of a child is lacking how can that person mature and become caring them selves unless they make the decision to break the mold; if you will. How is it that a man says he wants to be with you but never try to change or at least sacrifice a little? Money is not the end all be all, when you die you cant take it with you. LOL That was his way of showing me don't get me wrong material things are nice but I wanted the emotional parts the connecting of souls, sharing of feeling. If you don' t tell a person how you feel about them how are you really truly supposed to know it. So here I am now, looking in the mirror and asking myself why did I waste all that time? I am not getting any younger.... Fortunately I understand that life is only what you perceive it to be. So I have done all that I could do and now it is time for more growth, connectedness, ending of a long slumber in addition being open to awareness that brings self closer to Truth. Life is wonderful and I am going to make the most out of while I am here in this holographic situation, while occupying this physical body. I am no longer dependent upon another person to make me happy. Everything I need and want is coming from within and the Prime Creator is the one that has my back. The knowledge that I am seeking and learning on a daily basis is enough to sustain my life force as well as keep me moving forward. My love for the world is unbounded and condition less, my positiveness will and has been known to make others feel better. My prior statement is for those that decide that you want to be my friend however keep in mind that I can only share my space and spirit with those that are positive. Peace, Love & Light Lanie

Strange they can be............. One day I went to sleep and I came upon a river where the water was so blue it looked like a painting. In front of me across the river there stood the Washington monument with many stairs. The color was so bright white it almost seemed difficult to look at. The sun beaming down on my skin so warm I'm thinking to my self. I begin to walk towards the water because all I know is I need to get a cross to the other side. I m wondering; why I want to go over to the other side so bad????? My chest starts to get warm like you feel when you think you love someone. Passion wells up in your chest it feels like it is about to burst. I need to know I am being pulled over like a magnet. Suddenly I realize that actually floated to the other side and landed right where I wanted (needed) to be. I have this long flowing dress on that looks of opal essences and pearls with crystals lain in the edges of the dress. The colors change as I move almost as if I am in the water the material flows. I look up at the top of the stairs which seem so far too far I need to get up there. From in the distance I see this face so familiar I know him we are speaking but not moving any lips his eyes so bright and happy to see me. It was so quick how we just floated towards each other it was like warp speed He says to me I'm here with no voice to ear. His skin of brown caramel complexion so clear it looks like you could see right through him akin to tans lucidness. He says "I have been looking all over for you why is it that it took so long for me to find you, why did you go away? I look at him in wonder trying to figure out where I knew him. I can't remember; all I know is that he is so familiar his look, as he smiles. His touch as he reaches out to me and gently caresses my chin and the back of my neck. This happiness that I could see was like nothing I experienced in recent times. He grabbed me so tight I could feel his heart beating from his chest on my ear so loudly. Fast was its pace. I love him I know he is from somewhere I used to be in the past maybe in the future. The chills that race down my spine is like something touching you but you can't see it...... thrilling but scary. He is so tall I have to look up like you would to the sky just to gaze into his eyes. He told me that he had a mission to complete and he could not tell me for fear they would come and take me away from him, he missed me all this time and he was not going to allow for us to be separated again. I saw and felt his concern. So serious was his gaze there was no mistaken how sever the whole situation is/was he is gazing into my eyes the love emanating from him was so intense I almost felt as if I was heating from the inside out nothing to do with the sun beating down upon us. I am so filled with the notion that I want to go with him I almost immediately feel this great sadness come over me. I say to him "Please don't go. What will I do, I need to know where and what we are." He says "it will come to you in time. You already know but give it a moment it will come." He sits on a stair and pulls me down with him where I am in between his legs and all I can see and feel is me hugging his left leg for dear life. I wanted it to last for ever but I know I have to let him go. In silence we sit watching the others walk but float in a manner of speaking. So busy the streets but almost like we were in our own sacred space, sort of a barrier (bubble). It was a while before he actually stood up to proceed with his mission but it was enough for me to receive all that I needed to allow him to move forward with his undertaking. Passion makes us do and think mysterious things that may seem so far fetched but understand all fiction comes from truth. Whether it is here in this dimension or another we all have other universes were we dwell and snippets come to us in day dreaming sleep dreaming, and so forth. Reality is a holographic matrix. So can you tell me would you partake of the blue pill or the red on? He could have very well been my twin flame. He is not here in the dimension but waits for me to return. Maybe he did lose track of me for my childish worldly ways that took me so far into false hood that he could not feel my vibration, so full of fear and anger. I was so bitter with how the world is and why did I have to dwell in it, because I know that I don't really truly belong here; if you will? I allowed myself to place faith into those that did not have my best interest at heart. So after the disappointments I turned it into anger and resentment. I took it out on a lot of those that were around me and in return my life was difficult so it is just a vicious cycle that happens when we are asleep and blame all things and every one else for our troubles when the root cause of it all is you (ME).

What would you say if all the things that you dreamed about were possible? Would you decline to listen or read; For fear of success or the possibility of having all that you want with no difficulties. Are we attracted to making things hard for ourselves?????????????? Do you walk around and critize yourself for the silly things you do? Beat your self up verbally or just think about yourself in a bad light? Are you your worst critic? Thoughts are energy and to think something is to give it power. Energy manifest if you are just at the right frequency. Frequency meaning feelings of extreme tremendous happiness or intense angriness or feelings of sadness and or disappointed makes our greatess desire or what we fear the most come to past with very little effort. If there was a world with out war, crime and everyone was living in a state of ecstasy would you want to be there? Why do you not think it is possible? More people that ponder that is probable the closer to that reality we would become. When you think about the races of people that have persecuted, killed, martyrs so forth, what do they all have in common? Most times their spirituality, religion beliefs play a major role in the reasons why they are attacked. The spirit can not die and if you connect to it, spirit will always lead you to truth. So many of our leaders do not want you to know this because they want to keep all the power and give you the illusion that you have none. Hint; I really hope and pray that you understand where I am coming from because time is running out. Our people are so close but so far please , I beg of you to think outside the box and stop letting people tell you that you are nothing, buying into the lies and deceit gives them power and you very little, all can be changed at a blink of an eye but it comes with practice. Starting with YOU .......................... If you want the knowledge you have to seek truth. Your heart will tell you but you also have to know when heart speaks.