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There's a lot to be said about me...but ill try to sum it up in a
few words...In the past year i've been blessed in all areas of my
life---and i'm at the point where i feel like it can only get
better. While pursuiing my degree im also embarking upon a career
with the govt at the moment and im currently out of the
country...No, im not in the military , but i do work along side them. I was
in Statesboro for a hot second attending Georgia Southern, but fate
led me elsewhere. Theres really no telling where ill end up once i
return, but im pretty sure someone can suggest a place...oh well
for more of the story you know what to do.
Send a Note link: or How we do thangs in the `Boro, thats Statesboro, is like no other,so u when ready and willing to be what i need, drop by, say hi, and ill get up. This is a lil somethin; for the guyz... Unpaid Debts For some reason or another I felt like I owed you I don`t know why You had given me nothing But still you expected something I could see it in your eyes You wanted what was mines... And no matter how many times You could me that it was always my decision We both know that`s not entirely true And what that testimony is missing What you should`ve been lifting, maybe kissing Is the fact of how many times I`d played in my mind The scenerio that went down Against mines That I had envisioned I felt like I was reliving Some movie scene And it was just too tempting To not say yes How could I turn down your caress Your lips against my chest Your tongue between my legs Your promise of breakfast in bed I mean yes, I could have said no But we`d both know How that`d go; why I couldn`t let go How could I get you to that point And tell you no I felt obligated if anything...and so The decision was made And my body obeyed To where you laid it I stayed, never strayed From your grasp Attached... By the fixation of your voice in my ear If anything was contemplatible It remained unclear You were somewhat sincere As you molded your body Into mines One last time Straddling the line That divided us I`m... Thinking to myself Was that it? I must have misconceived your direction Cause the erection Was not the perfection That you had me imagine Now I`m torn between disappointment And laughing; what`s with all the gasping? Towards the end I felt like you owed me at least something Unsatisfied...I decided That is was just nothing Another one of those One hit wonders Blindly reaching Like Stevie Wonder Leaving me to ponder "What the hell was i ever thinking?" climax my heart pounds like crazy as my hands suddenly become moist my eyes close automatically to a commanding unheard voice my lips find themselves quivering aching to let go of sound and release a soul penetrating sigh that i know is heaven bound im lifted from my earthly being for an outer body experience only one event comes close but this is no deliverance forgetting to breathe for not wanting to exhale my chest heaves irrhytmically wanting to expel every gasp, every moan, every...well, my very essence in the least and then this raw animistic lust takes over me and i feast ferociously and hurriedly as if this moment is one of my last im penetrated to my very core, my center unaware of the time that pass clockwise, counterclockwise the undeniable truth reveals itself a thousand times as my being is split in two over and over im taken higher elevated beyond comprehension...i touch the sky only to fall from heaven`s doors and i now out of breath, somewhat dazed and perplexed i attempt to reopen my eyes but what happens next is nothing short of a dream some illusional fantasy state with heart still pound, boomp, boomp i wait... for this extraordinary feeling to subside and subdue me to some peace i gasp once more and ecstasy`s released... woulda coulda shouldas i called your name but i guess u didnt hear so you kept on walking in my trail of tears that lead away from the doorstep that i now found myself on i called your name even though i knew i was wrong wrong for not telling you the truth about what i was really feeling about not being there when %#&@$! hit the ceiling about walking out on you when you were in mid sentence about tuning you out while i was watching the apprentice about not calling you for a couple of days and you not knowing where i was about putting you after my fam and favorite cuz about talking about your mama when i got mad about not realizing what i had about not appreciating the little things you did about brushing you off when you were serious about having a kid about not caring when you were really hurt hell, that out of all of them is probably the worst about not believing in you when you said youd rise about not seeing the situation thru your eyes about not loving you...damn, the way i should for not keeping to my word like i said i would so, i know why you chose not to hear me why you didnt turn around why you kept on walking over my tears on the ground why nothing i could say would change your mind why i knew myself that, that was my last time what i shouldve did i didnt do and now out of everything ive lost you too hit up www.poetrypoem.com/dbbeauti for more http://us.f3.yahoofs.com/users /42514a9az144135cc/7ec2/__sr_/ d410.jpg?phPTTTDBlvmFozJk  Ur a Mercedes S500!!Hehe....good old Mercedes, u r as classy as they get, well, thats good, ur classy and rich.U`ll probabli be a CEO or lawyer or doctor, u have a big brain, and u have a very classy brilliant look, go u! Which Expensive Car R U? brought to you by Quizilla |
