josefinabarroso IM CHILLAXIN I NEED A VACATION ASAP........ - September 25, 2009 add/view comments (0) |
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It's the truest of what I speak, the meaning in which to reach, of nothing that we redeem...it's not you it's me. I won't lie to you...I won't beat around the bush...but I'm walking away from this...no time for a second look...I've taken all I can take...made it all I can make...there's nothing that I can say...Consider me gone astray...It's truly so clear to see...we're never meant to be...you were never meant with ease...but it's not you it's me... It ain't the fact that you complain every single %#&@$!ing day...or depend on me to work so you can steal my pay away...It ain't the fact you say I'm cheatin' knowing no one else is beatin'...but my girls be catchin you out with a %#&@$!es on every weekend...Or the way you disrespect me every second I'm around...how you hate to see me smile when all my niggas come in town...it ain't the way I feel depressed every time I take a breath...or how when I ask for sex you grab your keys and flee the nest...it ain't the way you never cook...in my eyes you never look...how my confidence is shook...and my heart you never took...it ain't the fact you kill my dreams...say no one will take to me...that my juice ain't worth the squeeze...and won't touch me when we sleep... See the end is here but it's not from what has happened...it's not the thangs you did just the way that I'm reacting...it's not about you it's all what's in my mind...I've let it go enough and nothing repays the time...so here is my relief...the reason for which I speak...to know the truth in speech...it's not you it's me... I don't want to hear your spoiled whining %#&@$! complain...I don't want you to replace the joy I feel with all your pain...I can't percieve to think of being with someone with no ambition...I just don't like people who live lacking intention...I don't like people screaming in my ear that I'm a cheat...knowing every other second not with me they're on the creep...it's just not me...I don't take orders...I hate the disrespect...and the thought of being tortured...and me I need contact...passion runneth over...sex is needed not depleted...not for colder shoulders...I won't carry your boulder...I only make a bid...most people live to eat...baby boi I eat to live...and what's that type of %#&@$!...can't cook so sad...guess the qualities of life from you is why I never had...and I got bigger dreams...they deserve to see support...and everythang is asinine cause you never put in work...and with all this I see that it's not you it's me...you're just being who you are and that doesn't work for me...so I'll get what I want got the means got the team...it's the simplest of things... boi its not you it's me...and this is why I leave...it's not how you proceed...but simply cause I know just how my life is suppose to be. It's the truest of what I speak, the meaning in which to reach, of nothing that we redeem...it's not you it's me... I LEAVE ON THAT NOTE CUZ I'VE FOUND HAPPINESS...N I WON'T EVA LOOK BACK I PROMISE IM OUT.....UR GURL MOYA ,,,ONLY CUZ I LOVE ME N DESERVE BETTER,,,DONT STESS I LEFT WIT DA BEST PEACE..IM STRONGER,,,,,,,,N IM BLESSED |
