jsnwill9 Still searchin for substance...... - December 13, 2010 add/view comments (0)

Holdin on to these grudges like rigamortis has just set in. Tryin to let things go is like driving to a dead end. These negative thoughts I try my hardest not to let in. But animosity always finds a way to sneak and then get in. Right now a moment of peace I'm not lendin. Even to my very own heart I'm not tendin. Words of hope and positivity, my mom, she keeps sendin. Hopin that her baby boy's heart can keep mendin. I appreciate all she's tryin to do, the demons I'm still fendin. Knowin that... (continue reading)

Can I please get pennies for thoughts, so I can be a millionnaire, billionnaire, trillionnaire. But I wonder if the pain will still be there? I feel the tension in the air. No matter what, it still ain't fair. I really wish I didn't care. But I do, so I just sit and stare. Hopefully time lets my vision clear. Cuz it's hard to see what I'm missing here.

I made myself a ladder so I could step my game up. I worked my fingers to the bone so I could shut these lames up. Anything put before me I've accepted and conquered it. When it comes to resilience I've taken and sponsored it. I've been built to last and formed for the better. Even when the chips are down I'm tougher than nails and leather. This is far passed boasting and far passed rhetoric. It should be evident I'm tryin to be farther than I've ever been. I wanna be so far that only... (continue reading)