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I am a D.I.V.A./RockstAr ..:::BY THE WAY I DONT CHECK NOTES:::.. As of today... I am a single young black woman w/ no kids. I feel that I am truly blessed for that. Not knocking anyone with kids but I know its hard out here. Its a recession right? Anyway. Im still writing poetry since the last time I was on here. I havent completed my book yet. I have had some bumps in my road to success. Thats my own fault. Most of my poetry came from my relationship. Now that that is over I somewhat feel like I have lost my motivation. I dont have the passion anymore. Its like this man has ripped everything away from me. But I allowed that. There is no one to blame for that but me. There is a saying that I feel is really true and that everyone should pay attention too. "You cannot hold anyone responsible for your own happiness". I was looking for happiness but the things that should have made me happy was me. The things I did for myself. Im so mad at myself for allowing a man to rhow me off track to take me away from the blessings that God has in store for me. Its a new day now. I love me cause I got my own. I bounced back. I learned a life lesson. I will never be put into any type of life altering position again unless its the best for me. I love me. I mean I really love me. See:: If you cant love me the way I need to be loved. If you cant spoil me the way I spoil myself... Then ask your self this question why do we really need to talk. If its not about helpin me go forward with my writing career or puttin money in my pocket. DROP IT! I got my own! If it aint about money IM not CONCERNED!
Okay It seems that it may come off like im bougie. I am to a certain level. I just want someone to put as much time into me that I put into them. Is that so wrong. And who doesnt like Money? Whoever said money isnt everything is a DAMMMNN liar. Ciao!♥ |
