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 What`s good BP? I have finally graduated from Georgetown University (03 baby). Let me just say that it was quite a learning experience. I have learned the joy and pain that can be associated with love. Still learning how hard it is to get through the residuals of an intense love for someone. And believe me, it has been a crazy struggle for me. But, I give thanks to God for putting so many positive people in my life. They have been the sanity in my insane reality. I have learned the importance of friendship and how growing apart is apart of life. I have learned that you will never truly be happy until you reevaluate yourself and understand what it is you want out of life. You can`t live for others. Yes BP I am an independent woman, holdin shyt down on all ends. I love partyin, gettin to know positive people, and writing poetry. I can`t stand those that play games. No lies, no lying by exclusion, no fakeness...I hate it all, because if I can let you know how I feel...Why can`t you be true to me as a friend, a lover, or whateva our lines of connection might be? So all those that need to work on the latter, please work on you before you try to get to know me. And all those who have hated on me in the past, I Love You too, and wish you the best. I would first like to introduce myself by saying that I represent Harlem NYC and give much love to all the powerful people doing their thing to get by. I am a seeker of truth and greater knowledge, open to explore new and adventuresome things. I love people who are true to themselves, not afraid to express the way they feel and basically keep it real. That is what is most important "being real" and that is what I live by - keepin it real. I love keepin fit and playing basketball. I played for GEORGETOWN UNIVERSITY`S women`s basketball team for my Freshman through Junior years here at Georgetown and really loved that experience. I would just like to give a few shoutouts to all my people`s at Georgetown, G-Town Women`s Basketball Team, Spellman, my Phoenix Sisters, and all those who have gotten me thus far and seen me through. NANA>> Rest in Peace and thanks for being there for me over these past three years. May God shed his light upon your blessed soul. I Love YOU... 9/7/03 PAULETTE>> {cutiedred} (My ACE BOON COON for life) TAISIAN(My partna in crime-freak nasty) KEISH>> {nomore24} I mean what can I say...We have gotten so close in the past few months. I Love You to death. Thank you for being there when I needed a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen, and someone to rely on. Love you Baby!!! MY Lil LC KIA>> {Trinity24} (Thanx for being there for me...when I felt like I couldn`t make it) Congratulations on taking your first step to achieving your main goals (helpin family, career)... That`s whazzup Officer Williams, Always Love... LAUREN>> {Lamystic42} (People`s For Life, girl thanx for always being there when I needed you. Even when I seemed irrational and you didn`t understand where I was coming from , you ain`t walk away. I Love You Girl) YVETTE>> {cutie_24-7} (yo what can I say...You opened my eyes to so many things. You have really taught me a lot about life, relationships, and how to handle all the emotions that go along with them. Thanx baby, you know I am always here if you need me. BEKKY (my lil sis bound for the league, Kober 24 all day baby...) ANTONIQUE (My Lil Sis) MICHAELA and TASHA(My Role Dawgs 4 Life) JEWEL (Keep doin what you doin sista and things will work out) LESLEY>> I_M_URS (My peoples always keepin it real, keep ya head up sweetie and things will work out. Tomorrow is promised to no one, so live today like its your last. Everything you want will come, "carpe diem". I got much love for you, keep it movin. RENNEIKA (You know I Love You Girl, you held it down at the University of Maryland,always killin em girl!!!) KRISSY>> {lil-24} (Love you lil one, anything you need you got it} I have mad love for all yall!!! And remember that through thick and thin I gets down for you!!! Well, I Thank God, my family and friends that I have made it thus far and hope and pray that things continue to boost me to that ultimate pinnacle of success, while continuing to do my thang and be there for those who matter so much to me. People often tell me I am lyrically inclined so I`ll give you a lil taste of the real. Poetry is definitely my thang. Saying things that I feel poetically brings me a feeling of freedom and serenity. So here`s a taste. MAHOGANY CREAM Mahogany cream, Sensuous sexuality bustin out of the porous seams, Leaking, seeking security under the audacious gleam of her personality, With each step, she doesn t accept any of the confused and easily amused hypocrites, That constantly put her assumed ignorance to the test, For the complexity of her multi-dimensional being, isn t easy for the simple seeing to pick apart. Yes, strong black woman she is Handles herbiz, controls how she lives, and instead of hey you! prefers miss. She is elegance, standing tall like the statue of liberty, For of thee she sings, Don t need no man to seek and understand that her Pre-determined destiny lies within the palm of her hand. Doesn t need to get an education just to be domesticated, to have a spatchler and baby s diaper in each hand. She is miss I am I am the end all and be all of what I will and will not do Not just an actor in this patriarchal society s play. But the producer, writer, and set manager. She has the power to be called the wo-manager for she picks, and encourages the display The liberated, non-confederated, I pledge allegiance to the United States of independence flag of America. She will not be affected by the ideals, which are the appeals of Euro-America, she will be her own glamour girl, talking fashion as if she s the only one in her own world. One will no longer look into her eyes and see indication of the meek and the weak, for her time to shine, her time to rise, has come. Black woman its your time to claim your prize. Its your world make it, mold it, until it gets to the point where the light illuminates and reflects bright off of you. Yeah, yeah that s you, golden brown mahogany cream, with that sensuous sexuality bustin out of the porous seems, Do You! MY LOVE I said hello to LOVE, and it knocked me to my knees, worse than physical oppression, I didn t learn my lesson, cause I gained my breath and kept fighting, Caught in its emotional twine, I was deep in its manipulation, you know how it goes that feeling of complacency, when it makes you feel that you could be no where else but in its grasp, A grasp so great, you are so infatuated in its sexiness, its tension, its swagger, its lust, its power, that it has blinded you to the truth, you ve lost your couth Making you do things, you ain t never done before. LOVE, you made me smile, you made me cry, you made me feel like I have never felt before, and then when I felt that LOVE wasn t enough I met its master, the ultimate level, a disaster IN LOVE came, what a shame. Now there was no turning back. IN LOVE killed my reality, took my sanity, until all I saw was the positive, which illuminated and embellished itself in all that was good, until I lost myself in a pool to deep for me to swim in. IN LOVE you took me for a spin, andwhen I finally was let go of by your grasp, I could have died from withdrawal. I felt like I had nothing left, you stripped me of my me, until all I could see, was my other half, there was nothing left, I had lost my me I had died emotionally, mourning day by day, wondering when my disengagement from you would leave my being alone to grieve, to relieve the remnants of your touch, so I could love once again. IN LOVE let me go. Show me how to simply love again, this numbness had me emotionless, never desiring to cry again, back where I started. IN LOVE I want a divorce, cause this race is over, I can t continue to run its course. Please release me, before I become an emotionless, loveless, dissenter, disillusioned with ever trying to be all that I can for another. Release me from your hold, this is getting old, make me anew anew .PLEASE, PLEASE, let me go I beg of you to show the me the way, to grant me another day to be whole again IN LOVE, you bastard, am I just a piece in your million pieced puzzle of happiness and misery TWISTED Twisted beyond belief, not high,haven`t even hit the leaf Is my view off the hook because I can read these guys like a book They all about hittin the skins and on what that depends has nothing to do with my inner being, just my sexuality exploiting me, devouring me as if I were a sloppy Joe, or betta yet, they`d rather me be a Hoe, but maybe I`m warped or so they tell me so, But when I say no I`M BEING TWISTED, or selectively interested in only those that can break through that wall, built in the latter years by my tears, rocked and cradled by the shears which cut intomy soul and exposed that which was inert, that which hurt - BUT I`M TWISTED. TWISTED and out of control because I put it on you at the club, don`t want no connection, no I don`t want to be connected and exchange lines of communication, because you say I am teasing you and am an awful temptation. You can`t keep ya hands to ya self but I`m TWISTED, I`m trippin, I`m diggin Look at ya self brotha and those innuendos and malfunctioning tendencies, the way you appear to me when reflected back at you kills how you feel cause you a wife beater to be, not because of anything physically, but because of your nature immaturity-inconsiderate being. BUT I"M TWISTED. But, I`ll accept my TWISTEDNESS, which envelops and encompasses a nest ofwhat you can`t understand. But, that which has been finagled is not me, but you tryin to manipulate my being. So, the next time you start seeing that so called twisted nature in me, remember that it is created and evoked from your inconsideracy. Cause I don`t want to deal with you isn`t as TWISTED as you see. *Truly Z* Anyway now that yall have gotten a lil piece of me aren`t you dying to see what`s hidden, my inner mystery. So lady`s and gents of Blackplanet Step up to the plate and let me unlock the doors to your world. KEERA03 Don`t forget to hit me up! Love and Peace CONTINUOUSLY LEARNING TO LIVE AND LOVE MYSELF............. |
