kelly224 Magically, when there are no enemies within, there are far fewer without - April 15, 2009 add/view comments (0)

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There is no logical reason to feel guilty for being courageous when the situation calls for it. Being a yellow bellied coward isn't good for the soul. I'm glad God bought me full circle, and allowed me to be more externally what I am internally. I love the congruency of being aligned with a life of meaning, no matter how much pain it causes me.



There are some deeply held beliefs I have from childhood that I am thankful to have become so engrained into my being.



The ridiculousness of... (continue reading)

the more and more I grow, the more I become aware of the fact that some people have not a care in the world for me, which is alright, but they are the same ones who call me when they are dealing with something, I realize how they say that the more we learn, and know,knowledge becomes pain after while. I can't believe that I am boling because of this, but at the same time why would I not? If someone says they are your friend, and you are theirs, why is it that they are ghost when YOU need an ear?... (continue reading)

seeking purpose and meaning in our lives is what eveyone deires. we vacillate from thing to thing, person to person in order to provide our life with some direction, indulging in self-absorption, emotionally cripple. I have been going through a series of changes as of late, trying to find new outlets, and avenues in which to bring meaning, having so many suppressed feelings and emotions, needing somewhere to place the love that I have inside of me, rather than... (continue reading)

my weary heart seeks some sort of climax, my soul desires to have some sort of closure to the innate questions that rest within, so how is it that a soul that seeks to attain divine healing constantly in an upheaval? what we consider to be love is an entity that is beyond explanantion, something that we all seek, a force that is said to be the one sustaining force in humanity, so how is it that I can abstain from futile engagements, and at the same intervals... (continue reading)

my soul is crying out for expression, the innermost depths are seeking an outlet, as my brain anchors into the port of love, I begin to think about a loveless life plagued by inner city life, thuglife to the unindated, for many years I hid my true self from the world, yet there was something greater tugging at my heartstrings, a kindred soul trapped inside of the concrete jungle, many have fallen victim to the plague, but the "most high" has a bigger plan for my spirit, he wants me to come to... (continue reading)

what I wouldnt give to have your silhouette here before my eyes, how I enjoy seeing your virtuous frame lifting up and down as I slide my passion pole up and down, in and out of your love canal, darling my love is able to leap magnificent bounds, as our kindred spirits intertwine into a galactic explosion of pure ecstacy, my weary heart has waited ions for this moment in time, this time was etched into the fibers of destiny, I have visions of you daily, there are... (continue reading)