10/18/2009
Wow.... so it's been almost a year since I've updated my personal message on black planet. LOL I've really become a facebook junky I guess. Well today my mind is on a woman's right to be the rib of her choice. I do get it, I get that a man wants to have a beautiful, educated, appreciative, appendage for him. That he wants that appendage to be his everything, but give him enough lip to keep him on his toes, and enough space to not smother him. The need to have great head on Sunday morning, and then cook her breakfast while she gets ready for church. I get all that.. in a nut shell.. please know that it's ultimately my choice though to show you that i have all of those super powers. that i am that woman you seek, even when you dont seek me. i am that woman you cant forget, and you thirst after even when you find yourself delving into something new, something old, something true, or something thought to be just as if not more powerful then me. It's my obligation to myself to keep my super powers closely guarded, because no so many are even deserving to get a glimpse of this golden rib. the appendage that keeps you smiling, dreaming, scheming, wanting, upset, hard dicked, pissed off, ready to fight, ready to spank me, then make it all better. I have the key, but its up to me who I give it to. don't ask yourself if you're the one take me to a new place and show me that there is no other that should have the rib, by taking the rib from me and never letting me have it back. rapture me with your package so that i can slide your rib in and fit like i never was anywhere else.
have faith.. i am here!
beautiful lani.. she can blow...
11/13/2008 - preparing for life. Hello BP.. hope you're all doing well. I'm not fairing too bad out here. I decided to write today to let some of yall know that, life isn't about everyone else. Its essentially about you and what you make of it. I encourage you all to take stock of your situation and be SURE it's the situation you truly should be in. Now, on another note..... stop HAWKING MY FU\CKING PAGE IF YOU NOT GOING TO SPEAK... YOU ON MY PAGE 3xs out of the week but dont leave a note? KIND OF SH\IT is that? LOOK I am not here for your personal pleasure and I dont feel like making my page private. SO STOP HAWKING or SAY SOMETHING!! :D
as always... hotep!
10/22/2008 my ni\ggas, my ni\ggas, my ni\ggas.. please keep yall shi\t tight! Yall not up on game at all these days. Too many bi\tches got in your head that you are the man, and you started to believe that. I INSIST that you take off that superman cape, and put on the Clark Kent HAT! Think, before you act! If you have a girl, dont let her have access to your accounts if you have things to hide! Bi\tches like me have no cut card when a ho\e calls my phone. I am going to let her know, because unlike that bi\tch I GOT NO LOYALTY to you! So please for the sake of man kind, and for your girl, your sister, your couso... keep your game tight cause its some of us real true females that got a lovely life they want to live, and will do anything and run through ANYBODY to keep it stable.
Peace & Blessings
9/19/2008 - Please don't be angry if there is no response to your note. If I didn't respond to your note, do not send me additional notes with the same message as the first note. That's well... LAME! Please refer to my message of 3/5/08 were I stated that I was not interested in being a 3rd wheel to any relationship. I'd also like to add that I am NOT interested in hooking up with ANYONE that is "going to be in DC for a few days and wants to hook up"! DUDE respect yourself and you'll realize you're disrespecting me.
be easy
8/29/2008 - why cant guys get it? what makes you want to stay in that young man mode? I know that everything is a process, but as we are progressing in our involvement shouldn't our future progress in a positive direction? I do my part, and often forgive you for not doing yours. Accepting the cost as a milestone in our future happiness, forgetting that I didnt want to be back in this same cycle again. "sigh"
8/11/2008 - Price of an education. When I traveled the halls of Catholic School in DC I didn't realize that I should be cherishing my education. My parents cringe at the cost of the same schools 20 years later, but encourage me to "Do the Right Thing"! Mom last time I looked. Spike Lee was NOT on my block! I chalked it up though, and now face the reality that I might have to put my leg on some downtown corner once a month....! LOL a mess
Catholic School: $4700 + $1800 + 200; 21 days out of school & half day Wednesdays; one of the best education systems; no free breakfast or lunch
Public School: Free; free breakfast & reduced lunch; 11 days out of school & 4 half days the whole year!; eh... DC education su\cks!; free bus rides for the kids
What do you think? I enrolled her in CS.
8/5/2008 - LOL; exactly 5 months later aye? I know that ppl have mixed feelings about my more provocative photos, but please know that I ......... pay my mortgage on the first of every month. When your ready to foot the bill, I'll conform to your wishes! :) Much love to my one and only boyfriend.
3/5/2008 - I know that people use all methods and resources to "hook up", but seriously I am not interested in being a part of any tangled web already woven by some tagged and bagged male. ERGO, NO I am NOT interested in being your: friend, companion, confident, mistress, or addition to your relationship. If you're in a situation you dont want to be in, don't disrespect me by asking me to be involved in BS that you cant even understand or handle.
*sigh* I'm not sure why, but the below is thought to be a joke. It's real sh\it dont be offended. I'm not some woman out here saying one thing and seeking another. Be true to yourself and to others.
Hotep
I work hard at doing me and being a mother to my daughter. I'm not interested in finding the one man to complete me because my faith in GOD teaches me that I am not the master of my fate, HE is.
I've been fu\cking off on black planet for a long time, and to date I have not met one person here that could make me delete my screen name. To date I have never went out with anyone or met anyone on a one on one basis, based on meeting them on black planet. i have some homies now though from the DC area, and even call a few true blue friends.
that being said i appreciate all the love the brothers show me, but if nothing comes of the notes we pass back and forth just know that, its not you, its me.. i dont believe in finding love period... much less online
you can catch me in the streets of SE doing what i do best.. enjoying life!
my sisters, my girls, my roll dawgs drink and smoke up!
