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  • Here For:

    Friends, Casual Dating, Networking, Serious Dating

  • Member Since:

    October 03, 2005

  • Real Name::

    Gerald Donaldson

  • Sex:

    Male

  • Dating Preference:

    Female

  • Age:

    37

  • Relationship Status:

    Single

  • Last Login:

    May 26

  • Education:

    Bachelor's Degree

  • Primary Job:

    Customer Service and Call Center

  • Location:

    New Brunswick, NJ

  • Race:

    Black/African American

  • Zodiac:

    Aquarius


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It's been a while.. I have this itch to write.. so im scratchin... Love is the topic today.. I hope you have a moment to relate. Looking at love in the context of today is a lesson in of itself.. Compare today's LOVE to that of yesteryears. People always wonder why its so fleeting today. It's not hard to realize. Once you accept that love is not a wish or dream but a reality then you can understand it's true meaning. Love doesn't bode well in today's society for a number of reasons. It's often snubbed out instantly in many unions before people even know each other. Today people particularly Americans are so used to this microwave instant gratification culture. That mindset has rendered love unworthy of the hardship and ache that it takes to nurture real love. People want love without the risk. The Lottery of Love is what I like to call it. People want to diet and lose weight meanwhile not exercise to build a good respiratory system or overall well being. People just want to look good on the surface. Often you find people looking to put forth just enough effort to get what they want. Just enough don't cut it when it comes to love. People want plastic surgery to enhance their looks without giving their body the attention it needs to be what they want. Similarly people are the same when it comes to love. You don't see people who take pride in a hard days work and an earnest dollar. P We just want what we want not now but right now. People don't take pride in their love for another. Often this has to do with the fact that those they give it to have no respect for it.

MY PEOPLE (righteous) you can't lay down with dogs and expect not to come up with fleas.9-11-08 was one of the best examples. Being broke victimized and ostracized as a race will not lessen the threat that faces all who are American- domestically or abroad. Change may soon come but is it too little too late?

Atypical.

 


Nothing about me is average-
my vision, wisdom- or lineage.
Blessed with DIVINE TUTELAGE.
Our folks toiled as farm hands- on hot unforgiving farmlands.
Disbanded- reprimanded-
tortured by KLANSMEN-
Still Persistent in our existence-
We Survive with sheer Resilience.
NOW time quickens and world politics thicken-
Globally cultures rewind
the crimes of parasites and vultures-
WHICH we liken to torture.
One thing is for sure-
when all comes to pass-
THE WRATH will not be ours-
OH BLESSED is that HOUR-
Hold on- to the POWER
like the scores before you
YOUR retribution- is definite- and infinite
Guaranteed - so dont ruin it.
In this age of guns - drugs-and CYBER THUGS-
remain TRU
and when it comes- his wrath wont be for U.







My Fantasy

I see you-
inside and through
this passion is true
complex and forever so new
no words for it-
and no cure wanted

U haunt me when Im restless
daunted yearning for ur caress
yea she touches me
claims she loves me
I just close my eyes
where visions of you reside

I picture ur lips
remember the curves of your hips
I need that shyt.....
you left an impression
one she cant conjure-
so Im second guessin
No matter -the world will continue to turn
and my insides will continue to burn

Until I lure you away
briefly-
even for a day-
uplift me
they can only tempt me
Which is why I come runnin to you when im on EMPTY!!!!!!!


lexxer45 at yahoo-

 

 

Give me a minute. My pics only tell half the story- let me fill u in.

I'm not bout drama and lies. I take pride in the fact that the words that come out my mouth are the truth. My actions are deliberate and my intent crystal- clear. I'm not the type to chase. I mostly enjoy my freetime chillin- doing things I love doing. Did I mention I smoke and drink from time to time.... lol When I'm not working im joggin or playin ball. Love watchin sports.. Take care of my kids (2). I like positive people and positive things.


In ur eyes my happiness resides At night when u sleep- my JOY hides until sunrise when they open escape into ur gaze- at a sudden pace People can't relate- so they HATE - Debate my reasons - my choices - why I call u my MOISTNESS? Reality's skin DEEP - wear ya heart on ur sleeve 4 me I can't believe we can't achieve The unfeasible - Possibilities limitless Ur smile fortifies me 4 miles - absent is the internal inferno - yearning for a connection thicker than blood LUV Is eternal

Wisdom is his first creation- really your only investment

 

 

Right Wrong, Wrong Right

Let's talk for a minute...you're here now. Often I grow weary worrying about the state of affairs that I find myself in. I don t worry myself to death . But s it s more of sporadic awakening where I look at my past, both recent and past. I benefit from a candid holistic evaluation of my existence in a historical context. You should try it. Think about where you come from focusing on your upbringing and spiritual make up. When you had the understanding of a child is the best place to start. It s not hard to remember how you felt about certain things that happened to you. The emotions conjured thinking about the time you went through trying times or utter devastation bode well for this journey. At the same time the high points in your life that left you tingling down your back are just as relevant. Memories that touch a chord today as strong as when it happened shape everything about you. Your mental response evolves constantly developing your belief systems. Your reaction to the time that you embarrassed yourself contribute you your mental make-up as much as the time you achieved what you previously described as an unattainable. It s both unspoken fantasies and secreted ambitions that we use to navigate through a plethora of choices. We disclose superficial intentions only to mask our true pursuit. When you compare your belief systems with that of mainstream America We all know what is considered to be right, right? The American Dream is pursued at every level of society and also defined by them. What 50 Cent believes to be the American Dream is a nightmare to Bill Gates or Oprah Winfrey. All to true is the disparity between Blacks and Whites perception of the American Dream. Think about the times when SLAVERY was RIGHT or when Civil Rights were outlawed. Consider slavery on a level one person at a time. Try to embrace the loss the pain and outrage that our ancestors endured. Think about the pain and struggle that we endure on a daily basis. Liken your inability to get ahead to that of your ancestors perpetual burden. Understand your plight as an residual of slavery. Don t let people explain away the inherent obstacles of your existence. The minute someone tells you that you are the problem and you believe it you work for them. You are their agent their follower for better or worse. When policies Lol.



 

 

 

 

 



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