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HELLO BLACK PLANET!!!
This is Sunday, September 20, in the year of our Lord 2009. Another update is pressing upon my soul, demanding to be aired. I have been stuck in a place of remorse and regret for all of the UNs in my life. These UNs were the baggage which impeded my progression, towards my dream. I had been unhappy, unacclaimed, unfulfilled, unmotivated, uninspired, unloved, unappreciated, ungrateful, unnoticed, unheard, unspoken, unrewarded, unacknowledged, underutilized, underpaid, unassisted, unbelieved, uninvited, and unable to forgive or focus on the true prize. All of my UNs had company, the MISs in my life that helped the UNs stop me cold. These MISs were the taxes and tariffs on my life which I thought that I should not pay. I have been misunderstood, misheard, mistaken, misspoken, misquoted,&nbs p;misinterpreted, misappl ied, misallocated, misappropriated, misintentioned, misdirected, misassigned, misplaced, and misinformed on what my true purpose is. So, here we go now! The UNs are no longer going to be allowed to over stay their welcome, and the MISs are being evicted, as well. It goes something like this, on this Sunday, the 20th day of September, in the year of our Lord 2009, I do hereby proclaim the MISs UNs are no longer allowed to dwell in this vicinity beyond their moment of conception, delivery, and immediate dismissal. So let it be written, so let it be done. It is now time that I must apply one of my most beloved quotes, to my life and myself, and it goes something like this... Perceptions are ever lasting and indelible, however, intentions are merely premeditated thoughts, which may or may not be achieved. Read this more than once to get the full jest of what I am saying. It hit me like a ton of bricks, that the impression which I was leaving with people, was not the image which I had intended to portray. No matter how assistive or benefic ial I had been to others, they still had a very negative perception of me. This was entirely the result of the presence of the MISs and the UNs. They were acting as though they were a fourth dimension of me, reflecting all of the negativity and unpleasantries which I had been subjected to and insisted upon lugging around with me, everywhere I went, so as not to forget my pain. I foolishly had convinced myself that if I remembered my pain and kept it close, then I would recognized when a new assault was approaching. All I truly had succeeded in doing, was creating a very cleaver and effective cover of diversion allowing the new threat clear access to deliver whatever unpleasantness there was to be delivered. So, once again I have to take more of the wise advise which I offer to others and apply it to my life and myself. It goes something like this, You have got to learn to let go and Let God, followed up with a healthy dose of, Relax, Relate, and Release! I do not expect that people will begin to embrace me as though none of this ever existed, but I do feel as if I have lost a tremendous amount of weight. I may not be able to reconstruct any of the unforged or broken bonds and bridges, but I do know, that my journey will be less difficult to travel, in the future, without all of that unnecessary baggage to carry. I had the epiphany of this message delivered to me at a time when I could not hear the message or appreciate the bearer, but it did get through, in spite of the baggage of the UNs and the MISs. This messenger was not the first to deliver the message, but hers was the first to penetrate the self-imposed and impervious line of defense of the UNs and MISs baggage. I am the first to admit that I am a work in progress. I feel as if this is a monumental accomplishment achieved in my life today, I wanted share and say, Thank You, to the messenger, whom I so graciously allowed to leave with her head intact. You were absolutely right Jorzette, and all the others whom had had the courage to speak out before she did. I apologize to you all, for not hearing and incorporating this astounding knowledge before now. In recognition: yes, the devil is busy, but Our God is an Omnipotent and Mighty God who Overcomes ALL of our obstacles For Us, if we can just get out of HIS way and LET HIM DO HIS JOB!!! I Have To Admit, This Battle Is Not Mine, It Belongs To The Lord...AMEN!!! personal info
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