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call me a fool and stupid...always the fool never the princess.
treat me like an angel and i will be your lil devil if you like a lame sense of humor, here is where its at. i am a walking condriction. i am human with thoughts, i have feelings that can be dismissed. i am articulate when i feel, i am me only when im present.i resist being me because i do not trust. i am all of these things and then some but that doesnt make me"bad" nor perfect. i am who i need to be for now. i can be who i want to be when i understand. because i can, because i am me. my motto in life would be...see something you want go for it, your dreams are never out of reach, whats happened in the past has happened for a reason, get over it, move on and enjoy your life. it is afterall the stepping block of who we are today. as long as i can think, i will write. i am a running commentary on what i see, what i hear and who crosses my path. i regret nothing,i am an optimist by nature and i sometimes ramble, so you have to keep an eye on me (though it wont do any good..) and i have ..."miles to go before i sleep." we all take things from past relationships we have had. what have i learned? flossing is important. laughing is essential. perfection is impossible. better to be single than to be in a bad relationship. if its worth it, ill work for it, if its not, i wont. dont say anything youll regret because you cant take it back. finally, you must expose yourself emotionally its the only way to reap loves greatest rewards.  *seduce my mind you can have my body, find my soul and i am yours forever* they say to truely know someone you should watch there reactions to certain situations, which is true. but to me to truely know someone you have to know their heart, you have to know their soul and then you truely know what someone is about. its vary rare in life to actually know someone that well. to have someone open up completely to you, to have them bare your soul to you, is a great feeling. maybe it will only happen once in your life, maybe a few times. but when it happens you will know and there wont be a day that goes by that you arent thankful for this ng they are there means the world to you. dont underestimate the power of touch. the emptiness when needing, but not having. the overwhelming , when got in the right time. the lack of touch, says so much. as simple as one touch could change so much. just remember theres always somebody that needs your warm touch, to make life worthwhile. somewhere out there is that nirvana, that little touch of heaven that edge to a paradise that all of our hearts wish to feel. one look at you, sets my soul on fire. the passion in your touch is what i crave. the security in your presense gives me relief. learn from your heart. yes i feel it, yes, i hear it, yes, a quivering in my spirit. a pain so great it stops my breath. a feeling that makes you feel on cloud nine, yet it can break your heart in two in a matter of seconds. |
