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Hello everyone. Welcome to my page.I've been on Black Planet for a year and 7 months. I consider myself fairly attractive, somewhat smart, lol, but forgetful,someone with a sense of humor, honest, faithful, sensitive, loving, and a christian. I enjoy movies, plays, concerts, dining out, walks holding hands, photography, and writing. I'am presently attending college to study Journalism and Writing. I'am going to write a book one day. I'am looking presently for someone compatible for friendship only. I'am a retired nurse, single, and have trying to enjoy everyday God has given me. Another thing I love to do is travel. I bought me my first new car, that "I only paid for in October 2009. One week-end I decided to visit Chicago. Aroung 1:30 am, I had a major accident, and found myself hitting a 4ft dividing wall head on, then bouncing off and slamming the other 3 sides of the car against the wall as well ! Mysteriously I survived. I got out of the car after a struggle, and walked away ! I later found out I had a collaspe left Lung, and Pneumonia in the right. Then I purchased another exact car. I went to Texas to visit my family. Two weeks after being there I hit a traffic light pole and knocked it down, jumped over a medium and hit a telephone pole, eventually landing nose down in a deep ditch in someones front yard ! Well, this time I had to be mediflight to a hospital near by.There I was informed nothing was wrong with me, but I knew better because I was encountering the most escrucitating pain I've known !I ended up in the ER all times of the night, last being by ambulance ! I finally got someone to listen to me ! Special test were done to be able to confirm any diagnoses. I was told I had a broken back ! I was not only relieved they had a reason for my pain, but I was now angry with a lot of people, and dissapointed in others ! I've had surgery since to repair my back. I'am still in escriciating pain sometimes everyday and terribly pain inbetween ! No one was able to tell me how long I would have to endure this yet, so in the mean time I have to use a cane, and I've applied for a scooter when I have to take care of my responsibilities, using the buses, which I really don't mind. It has taken all this for God to open my eyes as to whom my so call friends are. Every since I retired I've tried to enjoy life. In during this, my daughter, whom is 38 yrs old, tried to have me committed to a Phych ward ! I've worked 42 yrs, and I've always wanted to travel. I also like to shop. Don't worry, I always take care of my responsibilities. Which included buying any and everything my daughter, son (who is 30 yrs old) and 2 granddaughters ever needed !Needless to say, I was informed my doctors that I was quite sane, and seemed like to them, my daughter was the one with the problem ! So, I've decided to buy me a house there, and I will be returning the middle of February this year. I refuse to allow ANYONE to take my JOY away ! Then today, my ONLY girlfriend of 18 yrs at least, called me to talk about what happened when I visited her for lunch at work, as I often did. I was distinctly informed that she didn't appreciate the way I acted ! Well of coarse I was shocked because I surely didn't know what she was talking about ! We had never had words before ! I was telling her of all my uncomfortable encounters with people. I guess it was the extra cursing I was doing that set her off ! She is so boring and passing up life as it goes by ! I always felt very at ease in doing this with her. She told me she didn't appreciate that and that SHE thought I needed to be revaluated by a Phyciatrist, that I need to take medications !!! WOW, is all I could say ! Well, I felt attacked, so I informed her she won't have to ever worry about dealing with me ANYMORE !The reason I had those two accidents in the first place said an ER doctor was the medication I was taking made me have a seisure and black-out episode ! I couldn't imagine ! Thank God I didn't harm anyone else ! So see people ! You can't really trust or depend on NO MAN, but God himself, remember that ! Well, I'am going to put that behind me and continue to enjoy every minute God will give me ! I hope I was able to help others through sharing my encounters. Thank you for visiting. "Remember"..Always treat others as you want to be treated" Then everything will be ok...............    |
