looney_20 smiling - April 12 add/view comments (0)

My thirst for the truth is ever so great
I'd spend hours turning every rock and stone
Each word is so very vital
Scamming through all the pages I can find
I search and I search and I search
No hour is too long or day too short
The need of knowing must be fulfilled
Memory can only hold so much yet I go on
Leaving behind what I find wasteful
I surge forward every moment seeking
My strength is my weapon
Deeper and deeper I dig for information
Necessity is it for my life to have some meaning
Facts... (continue reading)

All feelings, pulsing thoughts, seeping through what was brought
Ending in anxiety, a death of what is ought

a sacrifice of happiness

Leaves you with a handful of depression
To soak in your soul
motivations, goals unrealistic
Because of the feelings of what is behold

The cosmos the stars, the infections and bizarre
Mars, Pluto, solar systematic behaviors and flaws

What makes you happy, who do you care for
Is everything rules, or everything feelings
Listen to your conscience or listen to... (continue reading)

Sometimes I ponder about what will come next
Where will my life turn when it seems to stall?
When is the next time I will smile again?
and how will I get up, should I fall?

Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness.
By that I mean I know it can't last.
Beauty decays, laughter subsides
When will the stones be cast?

Tragedy can be measured
by the amount of happiness taken away
Elusion is our only protection
As we fall victim to its prey

So when I've reached a fork in life's road
and the... (continue reading)