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THE APOLOGY
I see you sitting there. . . so together. But inside, the tears keep falling. I see the anger, the disappointment, the pain. Inside I hear a voice that's calling. At night's end . . . you pretend. It doesn't matter . . . There's no one waiting at home. Well, I know that it matter Because I too am alone. Now for every man that ever hurt you, For every tear that fell from your eyes, Here and now . . . I'd like to apologize.
I'm sorry for all the many nights You spent staring at the phone. I'm sorry for the birthdays, the holidays, Just the days you spent alone. I'm sorry for the other women Who made you feel less than the queen that you are. I'm sorry that he reached for the moon. When in his hand he held a star. I'm sorry for the broken promises, the broken ribs Blackened eyes behind tinted shades. I'm sorry for the fear, the risk The possibility of Aids. I'm sorry for words so cruel, Words that tore the very life from you. But rejoice and weep not my child, For there were those who spat upon Jesus too. I'm sorry the only time you heard I love you, Was when he found himself between your thighs. Here and now . . . with my soul . . . with my heart To you . . . I apologize.

I'm sorry he never listened To what you had to say. I'm sorry when you needed him most, He just turned and walked away. I'm sorry for the first time you said, I'll never love again. I'm sorry for the first time you said, God forgive me, but I hate all men. I'm sorry for the fist that says, I only beat you because I care. I'm sorry for all the times you needed to be held, But he was never there. I'm sorry for the scars No medicine can heal. I'm sorry for the near fatal overdose of sleeping pills. I'm sorry he wasn't to his children, The father he should have been. I'm sorry he missed the opportunity To be parent, as well as friend. I'm sorry for all the times he swore truth, But you knew every word he said was lies. Let this be a moment of healing Here and now . . . To You . . . I apologize.

I'm sorry he rejected your child. Never picked him up when he fell. I can only say, If I'm willing to love the woman, Then I'm willing to love her child as well. I'm sorry for the girlfriends, The wife he forgot to mention. He knew from the start; He'd break your heart. Though he said it was never his intention. I'm sorry he used your body. Seeing you as nothing more than a notch on his belt. I'm sorry that no answer came When your heart cried out for help. But most of all . . . I'm sorry he took you for granted. Never realizing The Strength . . .The Beauty . . . The Glory The Wonder . . . That Is You.

But to you I say, Don't give up. God has something special in store. To you I say, Love is around the next corner, Behind the next door. And this time, God will give you . . . Just what your heart is asking for. Lord knows, we all make mistakes. We're only human after all. But don't be so angry That you turn your back when true love calls. So just remember. Not every man is the same. So not every man should bear the blame, For the deeds of a misguided few. There are men out there Who are willing to love YOU . . . JUST . . . FOR . . . YOU. Also remember, Yours is not the only broken heart. Mine has been broken too. I just hope you can forgive the MAN in me. Like I forgave the WOMAN in you.

(C)2001 Alpha Omega McCoo, Jr. BP's OWN 1BLESSEDPOET
A STRONG MAN

The strength of a man isn`t seen in the width of his shoulders. It`s seen in the width of his arms that encircle and protect you. The strength of a man isn`t in the deep tone of his voice. It is in the gentle words he whispers. The strength of a man isn`t in the words he speaks. It`s in how he keeps his word. The strength of a man isn`t how many buddies he has. It`s how reliable of a buddy he is with his friends. The strength of a man isn`t in how respected he is at work. It`s in how he is respected at home. The strength of a man isn`t in how hard he hits. It`s in how tender he touches. The strength of a man isn`t in the size of his chest. It`s in the heart . . . that lies within his chest. The strength of a man isn`t in how many women he`s loved. It`s in whether he can be true to the ONE woman he`s trying to love. The strength of a man isn`t in the weight he can lift. It`s in the burdens he can carry. The strength of a man isn`t in how much food he eats from your table. It`s in the effort he puts forth when you are unable. The strength of a man isn`t in how he makes love. It`s in the understanding that there is more to making love . . . than making love. A Strong Man knows when he has a good woman and doesn`t do things to lose her............. But does everything to cherish her.  

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

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What kind of lover are you?

Domineering When it comes to the bedroom, you are always in charge. You know what you want and you always go after it. You almost expect your lover to be all about you and giving you whatever your heart desires. For this, you will often be called a selfish lover but not to worry.. the ones who say that about you only want that same strength and courage to go after what they want to make them satisfied. There's nothing wrong with it at all!

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