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JUST TRYING TO UPDATE MY PAGE A LITTLE BIT OR WHAT NOT AND SEE HOW MUCH THINGS WOULD CHANGE OR STAY THE SAME. BUT NOW I HAVE BEEN IN THE NAVY FOR 7 AND A HALF YRS YEARS, AND I AM CURRENTLY IN SCHOOL WORKING ON GETTING MY DEGREE, SO THAT I CAN BETTER MYSELF AND MY FAMILY LATER ON DOWN THE LINE. AND AS WELL AS FOR MYSELF. BUT I WANT SOMEONE THAT IS ON THE SAME PATH AS ME AND WANTS SOMETHING OUT OF LIFE AND NOT JUST LIVING FOR THE MOMENT. THIS IS A POEM THAT I WROTE FOR MY DAUGHTER, SOME MAY LIKE SOME MAY NOT BUT WHO CARES IT CAME FROM MY HEART.
PAIN
DO YOU KNOW WHAT PAIN IS? I MEAN DO U KNOW WHAT IT IS FOR YOURSELF NOT BECAUSE OF WHAT SOMEONE ELSE HAS BEEN THROUGH, BUT YOU. WELL LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT MINE. MY DAUGHTER WAS BORN INTO THIS WORLD ON THE 21ST OF FEBRUARY AND SHE LEFT IT NOT EVEN TWO WEEKS LATER. HOW CAN U GET THE MOST EXCITING NEWS IN THE WORLD AND THE WORST ALL IN THE SAME DAY? MY DAUGHTER(ANAYA) WAS BORN PREMATURE, AND SHE HAD A SMALL HEART. SO INSTEAD OF SEEING HER SUFFER,GOD TOOK HER INTO HIS HOME INTO HIS KINGDOM WHERE HE CAN TREAT HER BETTER THAN I EVER COULD. THE QUESTION ON MY MIND STILL REMAINS WHY? BUT HE DONT DO ANYTHING WITHOUT REASON. ALL I WANTED TO DO WAS JUST KISS HOLD HER IN MY ARMS,KISS HER ON THE CHEEK, AND TELL HER ALL MY DREAMS THAT I HAD PLANNED FOR HER. BUT IT
AS ALL GONE WITHIN A BLINK OF AN EYE. SHE WAS MY FIRST BORN SEED AND SHE WAS TAKEN FORM ME. IT HURTS ME EVERYDAY TO SEE PEOPLE NOT TAKING CARE OF THERE BABIES, AND LOOK AT ME, MINE WAS TAKEN AWAY. I WOULD TAKE HER BACK WITHOUT GIVING IT A THOUGHT. SHE WAS THE REASON WHY I DID MY PART, GOING BACK AND FORTH TO WORK, SO SHE COULD HAVE WHAT SHE NEEDS AND GIVE HER EVERYTHING THAT SHE WOULD EVER NEED. SPOIL HER TO DEATH WITH ALL KINDS OF THINGS, BECAUSE I NEVER GOT EVERYTHING WHEN I WAS A KID. MOST OF ALL I'D GIVE HER SOMETHING THAT I NEVER HAD, A DAD, YOU ARE GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN. I LOVE YOU ANAYA MCLEOD
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