missonya1 lost 165 lbs of dead weight - July 14, 2011 add/view comments (0)

BROKEN DREAMS
Current mood: accomplished
Category: Writing and Poetry

I WAS BORN YOUR LITTLE GIRL

YOUR ONLY BUNDLE OF JOY

PEOPLE WOULD SAY WHEN I SMILED

IT COULD LIGHT UP THE WORLD



GROWING UP YOU ALWAYS TAUGHT ME

TO BE THE BEST PERSON I COULD BE

BUT NOW THAT I AM OLDER YOU RARELY SPEAK TO ME

I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE MY ENEMY



WHENEVER I WOULD TRY TO GET CLOSE TO YOU

I WAS CONSTANTLY HELD AT BAY

ON TELEVISION I WOULD ALWAYS HEAR

THE LOVE A MOTHER HAS FOR HER CHILD NEVER... (continue reading)

COMING UP AS A CHILD
I CAN'T REMEMBER YOU RECITING ONE LULLABY
ONLY THE PAIN AND SUFFERING
YOU ALWAYS CAUSED
FILLING MY ROOM WITH SILENT CRIES

CAN'T REMEMBER THE WARMTH OF HUGS AND KISSES
NOT EVEN MOTHERLY SUPPORT
BUT I DO RECALL THE ENDLESS BEATINGS
TO YOU THEY WERE A SPORT

ALWAYS MADE GOOD GRADES
DID MY BEST TO MAKE YOU PROUD
SOMETHING BAD AT WORK JUST HAPPENED
OH LORD... HERE COMES THAT BLACK CLOUD

I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT NIGHT
WHEN I THOUGHT MY LIFE WOULD END
I WAS BARELY THIRTEEN... (continue reading)

YOUR A HUSTLA?

LET ME TELL YOU WHO THE REAL HUSTLA'S ARE

THE SINGLE MOTHER'S OF THE WORLD

THESE ARE THE REAL HUSTLA'S

HAVING TO RAISE BOYS INTO MEN

IS NO EASY TASK

WHETHER IT BE YOUR BABY'S DADDY, OR EX HUSBAND HE HAS GONE AWAY

NOW THIS LIL BOY IS BECOMING OF AGE

FILLED WITH A LOT OF HATRED AND UNRESOLVED RAGE

SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU WENT AWAY

WE THE WOMEN ARE THE ONES HAVING TO FACE

THE STRUGGLE BECAUSE YOU CHOSE NOT TO NUT UP AND FACE RESPONSIBILITY

TRYING TO EXPLAIN THAT EVEN THOUGH... (continue reading)