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In the upcoming days this page will contain some more general information about me. I'm going to get personal on you, and let you know why I am who I am. And my inspiration for some of the poems I write. Been at it for 18 years and still I strive. So put me in your favorites and stay tuned, 2007 is going to be a good year! You can also check me out at the myspace link below and read some of my blogs. In the meantime, take a minute and read one of my latest works.
Whole I want you whole. Mind, Body, and Soul. All. Not damaged or confused. To the bone, combined. Cause I want to feel you here with me. Not always physically, but mentally. I want us to connect before we connect and indulge in our sweat. Sharing sweet 4get me nots. Conversations and arguments about our differences of opinion. Let's practice LOVEmaking. Let's be intimate. I want to feel you in me. Know that you are here with me, and not lost in memories that made you sad. Because you have overcome. And if not completely, you're going to, that time's done. Run away with me mentally. Share with me your dream vacation. And why you want to lie on a beach butt-naked. Or why you want to go to Amsterdam and smoke dat good green. And your motivation for the log cabin location and the trees. Touch my heart before we f\/ck, stimulate me emotionally. It's not always about the way you erupt when you nut cause if we're not there mentally, it's all about me. And I want it to be all about you and our chemistry. I can get a good nut from my left or my right, day or night. But I want to feel you inside after all that's through. So, if you're conflicted about your feelings... then pause ... take a step back, and get yours. And come back to me refreshed and new. So that I may physically, mentally, and emotionally Love you. I want you whole. Soul, Body, and Mind combined. Not for a couple hours, but 'til the end of time. For the early morning breakfasts, and the after sex showers. Whole. That when I hear your voice and know that you're alright in my spirit. I don't want you at 4 o'clock in the morning, for a couple of minutes after you've had all that you can drink. You've got to think before we can sleep. And if I can't have all of you, we're done. No part-time fun. I want to share kisses, hugs, and laughs. Talks about times to come, and our memories of the past. As the clock ticks and the world turns. The fire still burns, and my heart still yearns. Conscious minds, and no concerns. 12-26-06 Motivation: part-time lovers I pretty much wrote this because someone affected me. Was disturbed a bit by things in her past. Which in turn, distracted her from her present. And I know that I infected her with some of my knowledge, and COMMON sense. But I can only pray for her now, for I am a loving person, and her worries wear too heavy on my soul. Okay, so now that you've gotten that glimpse, I suppose, just to let it be known, I should let you know a bit about me. Well, I stand at a full 6 feet, 220 lbs. and as you can see I've got dreads in my head, oops, used to( visit my myspace link for updated pics). Still got all my teeth, and I'm in pretty good health. Currently a working good, with a few other side hobbies(bartender, maintenance man, landscaper, plumber, painter). I've also been writing poetry for the past 20 years or so(still searching for new motivation). But aside from all that, I'm still not a father, dad, or Baby's Daddy. I do have a few beautiful Nieces, Nephews, and Godchildren, but none of my own. The reason being that I want to be a friend, and husband first, and foremost. I am strictly drama free. Nor do I want any. A simple man who enjoys simple things. Good conversation, good friends, and good fun. And looking for that 1ne. Is it you? She. . . well, she's sexy, independent, and educated. I don't need a woman with a degree, but a degree of willingness and drive to suceed is a must. She doesn't necessarilly have to have her own place, because when the time's right, our place will be together. But it would be nice. A mode of transportation is good too, so that she can come and go. And would prefer her not have any children, but a WANT TO gene in there somewhere. It's only fair seeing that I don't. I do understand certain situations, but in most cases, either the mother isn't done with the father, or the father isn't done with her. And I don't know how much a heart can take. If things didn't work out . . . Dealing with losing you . . . and kids too! Let's get to know each other first and see. I have been convinced on occasion. But if you don't want to have more. . . Let's not start. Also, she's cute in the face, and thick in all the right places. She knows the LORD. And carries herself as a lady, and commands respect with her very essence. This is My Queen, and I WILL be her KING!! I once told a Lady that I was IN LOVE with the THOUGHT of being IN LOVE. And she never understood. So I keep this posted as a reminder to those who welcome the idea. For I haven't really known nor have witnessed IN LOVE. I've known few relationships to last. Whether be it my own or others. So the thought of it. . . well this is my motivation. IN LOVE WITH THE THOUGHT OF BEING IN LOVE is just that. See, I`m IN LOVE with the THOUGHT that one day I will finally know the one that the LORD has prepared for me. The one that will complete me. That`s PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY, and SPIRITUALLY. The one that will know what I want to say before I even say it. Not only because I want PEACE in my home, but because she`s the ONE. I want to feel that "To the Bone" type of LOVE. Ladies, you know that chilling sensation a man gets when he`s about to orga$m and his toes curl, and just falls out after? Like the way you feel when you`re THERE and your eyes roll back in your head because of the overwhelming sensation! Yeah! Well, I want to feel that way EVERYDAY. Not just in that way, but in all ways. I`m IN LOVE with the thought that that day will be. I want to WANT TO come home everyday, and see your pretty face, and kiss those lips, EVERYDAY. The Blockbuster nights, Date nights, Candlelight Dinner nights, Lingerie nights, Sunset in your eyes nights, and sunrise mornings! Breakfast in bed days, and all that. I`m IN LOVE with these thoughts. I'm in love with our children, our house, and our life. Untitled I`m in love with th every thought of being in love with you. Seeing forever in your eyes and smile. I like your style. Your sexy walk. The way your lips formulate the words when you talk. You know you can steal my heart with pure sweetness. And if you fall in love with me, be my strength and weakness until death parts our flesh, and takes our very last breath. I know I should watch my steps, but I just can`t help myself. I want to get next to you. And go through some sh*t I mean, you know what I`m talkin` `bout! Get to know each other`s spirit without doubts. And peak each other`s interest. You know what I`m speaking of. See, I want to know how it feels to be IN LOVE. I was at work thinking about how hyped I would be from the very touch of your hand again, and the things I would do for you if ever given the chance to . . . Fall . . . IN . . .LOVE . . . Deep . . . with you. Head over heels. And understand exactly how it feels. Tell me, is it slow? With a jazzy flow? Completely being into someone from head to toe? I appreciate the whole if that`s the case. I`ve already told you everything I like about your face. What you see, and hear, is what you get. No bullsh*t, no games. But a man who`s in love with the very thought . . . of changing your last name. . . Sharing anniversary after anniversary. Dreams and fantasies too. Intimacies and sextasies. For Love, there`s nothing I wouldn`t do. Trust in me. In my eyes is Love. Eternally. Unconditional. Sending flowers to your job for no reason. The one loving you through all seasons. And forevermore. In love with the thought of you being the one that I adore! THE FOOL Out of control and wild like a child with something new. Wanting to be all over you. Lost in love with you. But I gotta let you go. Because when I think of you, I feel out of control. Because I was Oh So In LOve! So gone like Monica. Similar to an addict, you were my drug. I tried to go cold turkey, but someone mentioned your name. And there I was, back, in the midst of your game. Playing your game like the late great Barry. Turnin' off lights and lighting candles like Teddy! Losing all control like Silk. Envisioning your body dunked in milk! I hope you get the gist, I lose myself in you. Stuck on stupid, emotional over you. Since the first unexpected kiss. Wishing I could take it back ever since. Because you break me down every time I get the courage up to tell you I want more than a quick nut! I may be a dogg, but I aint that man. Not even the man standing next to that man. Or the cot-d@mn man that broke your heart and lied to you. But yet I stand by, wanting you. Masturbating thoughts of you. Out of control, blinded by unconditional love for you. But you'd probably want me more if I were lusting over you. And I'm the fool! Okay, so you've looked into my eye's, dined at my table, and listened to some decent tunes, feel free to leave me a note, sign the guestbook, let me know that you were here. I promise to at the very least, attempt to return the same gesture. But if I don't . . . please . . . blame my mind, and not my heart. And remember, have Faith in Him, for He will never lose Faith in You! create your own visited states map or check out these Google Hacks.
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