mrwendell7719

Look deep into my soul, and if you can see clearly, you will see that my heart has a hole. For so long I have thought that I was the best man I could be, But in reality I've only shown flashes of what I could be. So where does the change begin, or should I say how. To answer my own question the change starts now. I long to love with every fiber in my being. Love has been good to me that fact is one I cannot deny. It has also brought me pain that made wish that I could die.So many times... (continue reading)

He shares something with you that I wanted so much

And perhaps I would be alright if I had never felt her touch.

If had never held her in my arms, or heard her cry.

Or watched her learn and grow, She's so smart.

At times it is too much for me, and saddnes overcomes my heart.

To know that the child I wanted with you will never be.

That fact is still hard for me to see.

In my heart this is not the way things were supposed to be.

All I can do... (continue reading)

The chains that once bound my heart lay broken.

The memories of my love for you are like token

relics to a past I want to forget.

This is a sad day I never wanted to see.

The day there would be no you, no me, no us, no we.

But in the same breath I'm glad this day came to be.

I'm glad because even though I stand all alone.

And the pain you brought still aches my bones.

I rise from the ashes stronger, wiser, and able to carry... (continue reading)