April 27, 2007
June 28, 2009
Christian Hip Hop, R&B, Rap
Ashanti, Lil Jon, Pretty ricky etc.
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MY WAR...... I've been in this game for about 13 years now and I can truely say right now none of this ishhh matter to me. This whole game is like the fakest ishhh i've ever been apart of. Everybody hard, everybody slinging dope, bussing heads, got guns, ah put that change on ya brain, riding, smoking, rolling ,shining, stunting etc... and all for fricking what??? this shit has no purpose to me!! I have been fighting with myself for a long time..basically my Spirit against my flesh. Ya see God has opened my eyes to alot of things and now I see the schemes of the enemy. he has tried to kill me and keep in this bondage I called the game. Ya see I feel you can't serve GOD and the world!! It just don't work. I have some stuff I need to be delivered from, everybody have "issues" but I refuse to stay in my mess! I don't live for the world I live for GOD and I have been kind of worrying about the world and what they want to hear and also dealing with my flesh liking what I used to do. Ya see in my heart I want to just worship Jesus, he is my peace, my joy, my strenght, my everything but then there are times when I'm like Lets get crunk nigga! smoke something ya feel me. I go back and forth and basically I'm tired. Ya see I'm a real chic and I like real ishh. I know Jesus is real!! I have felt him come in my room. I'm really not about the things I used to be about. I have been dropping these songs and they really don't mean shit to me! it's my flesh going back to the old me and I don't want to go back anymore. I'm at the point right now I would give all this shit up.Why? because it has no purpose. jumping around, killing niggaz, slinging dope etc.. has no end but DEATH.. And I want to live. I want ya'll to live. I want to be free and I want ya'll to be free. There is alot of deception going on and I refuse to be decieved. I love Jesus thats in my heart and I have to do what GOD called me to do.I know alot of people are going through this, it's a war against our soul and we have to know how to fight. i know how to fight , I have Jesus I pray. In fact I'm in a war right now and I'm fighting. I have not been showing what I feel in my heart right now. i want to see my thugz make it! Not end up dead, not end up in jail, not living in poverty, and bound up by addiction and lust and hate and anger and bitterness... so on and so on.. ALot of people say they love Jesus and Know God but they really don't. They know of him but they don't have a personal relationship with him. How can I keep living a life that I know will lead me to death, somebody have to stand up! People are living any way they want to live. They don't want to sacrifice, they don't want to pray and fast. they don't want to get out of their comfort zone, I didn't.. it don't feel good but I feel this ain't about me, I want to help people I don't want to hurt them. I been the streets, trust me I have did this and did that and I know how it is but I also know that Jesus can change things and people, your looking at well reading about one and I'm not going to live for the world I gotta do what I gotta do even if its walking away from this game...Thats how strong I love Jesus. I can't wait to show ya'll the real deal..Chyna Whyte... Heaven Bound...Don't judge me all fall short