mylifepoetic

(Normally i tend to do this on Myspace, as they tend not to censor anything but tonight shall be a night of firsts....so here goes from the top of the head...Free"Typing"......hahahahha)**** I tend to recoginize hurt...even rationalize regret....i can almost envision the pain and my eyes haven't even left the mirror yet...see i'm an outdated dreamer...still breathing in a dead world deprived from color...still feeling alone, even as i'm sitting next to others...now as for my brothers...its... (continue reading)

I will still continue to post new stuff here, although on my myspace page i will post more as it is not "edited" there..... www.myspace.com/mylifepoetic

I'm changing. It's crazy saying that when change as we know it is enevitable. You see, i am both my biggest fan and my arch nemesis...i believe i deserve to be happy and then i deprieve myself from it. i hate using these artificial means of communication, but i refuse to let go in case someone that i care for needs to get ahold of me. i %#&@$!ed up. i went back on promises, sacrificed humility and integrity...put my own %#&@$! on hold for what? the pursuit of being loved? the pursuit of... (continue reading)