mysticalone |
|
|
 Now Playing..."Cyberstix" Original sounds composed by *webmistris*  Greetings All..... I decided to do a little work on my page so I should have it up and running soon.... I would like to give a shout out to all of those who are my true friends and have been with me through my trying times..... You ALL are truly a Blessing to me........ Please remember: whenever you feel your self-esteem is at an all time low. Remember this phrase: "I AM FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE."Once you realize that God made you a certain way, you will keep your body the way that GOD designed it to be. Not the plastic surgeon, not Mary Kay, not Fashion Fair and not Mabeline. You see, every breath that we take should remind us that we live ONLY because GOD LOVES US. So therefore YOU ARE FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE. I`LL HOLLA!!!!  By Mysticalone (copyright 1997) What`s reallygoing on here? Did you think I wasn`t going to find out about it? Did you think that I was not going to question it? Well my brother, I did and there is no way I am ever going to forget. I see now that you are not a true friend. You were not even man enough to tell me that it was going to end. How am I supposed to face you now? I don`t know. I guess I won`t. I will go on my merry way. But this will be on my mind everyday. Still I can`t dwell on what isn`t going to be. WHY did this have to happen to me? Oh, don`t get me wrong. I know what to do. Hopefully you can stay out of my life, because the more I see you the more pain I feel. I hope this feeling will heal sooner or later. Hopefully sooner. Sooner than you told me the truth. Why did you do it? Why did you hurt me so? Oh I guess you were through with me so you let me go. I was a fool to fall for you, I see that now. But, the question is: HOW? How did you come and take my heart? I don`t know, I don`t know even where to start. "Where do we stand?" you ask. Let`s see: I think that you are selfish and you do not care for anyone else`s feelings. You used me to get what you wanted. WHY? WHY? WHY? We stand no where now and I can`t even bring myself to speak. You may call itbeing shady. I just call it beingme. I do not think that I can bring myself to love another. The only one`s that I love are: GOD MY MOTHER MY SISTER & MY BROTHER Someone help me, please hear my plea. And you young man  My heart is filled with so much love. Or is it? At time, all I feel is rage and torment. But why? That is the question that goes throughout my mind. I`ve never known myself to be so confused or stressed. Which one is it? No one can tell me how to act, feel or see. You know like I always say "just let me be." My heart is filled with so much hate. Or is it? No, I donot discriminate or imitate Becuase you see, All I can be is just plain ole me But, who am I? Do you know me? Listen do you hear it? Well I do. It is the sound of my heart. My heart is thumping so loud. I feel as though I am in Edgar Allen Poe`s "The Tell Tale Heart." Could this be real or is it just a sign of my untamed heart. Copyright 2003 Mysticalone (This is dedicated to my Aunt in memory of her late son) RIP GRW please little lady don`t you cry all of your pains and sorrows will soon pass you by. for you have been strong thus far please little lady don`t you cry all you have to do is look to the sky when you look there look very far for you will see your shining star this star is a reflection of the love that you gave andshared there is nothing that has ever compared compared to your life your thoughts and your compassion. once again little lady don`t you cry all you have to do is look to the sky this time when you look do not frown for a heavenly blessing will shower down. Copyright 2003 Mysticalone They say that only the strong survive. Hmmmmmm.....Yes I can say that this is true about you. You have raised three children on your own, And I know that was hard to do. You put a smile on the faces of everyone you see. And it all seems to come so naturally. I know that there can and will be no other, That is why I am glad to call you my MOTHER!!!!! Copyright 2003 Mysticalone The following is the name of my church home where the Rev. Rickie Rush is the Pastor. Go visit the site: http://www.ibocjoy.org, YOU WILL BE GLAD YOU DID!!!!  |
