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GREETINGS & GOOD WISHES FOR YEARS I'VE BEEN TELLING MYSELF OVER AND OVER AGAIN THAT THIS CONSTANT FEELING OF LONELINESS CAN BE IGNORED OR SUPPRESSED, THAT IT IS A MEANINGLESS EMOTION, SOMETHING I COULD LIVE WITH. BUT AS OF LATELY THIS LONELINESS HAS GROWN INTO AN UNBEARABLE BURBEN, THAT OFTENTIMES CAUSE ME TO LAY HERE UNDER THE COVERS WITH MY EYES WIDE OPEN IN THE DARKNESS OF THE NIGHT, STAREING AT THE UNSEEN CEILING AND DRIFTING BEYOND TOWARDS THE HEAVENS AND WONDERING; WILL I EVER FIND HER? WILL I EVER FIND THAT SPECIAL WOMAN WHO WILL PUT THE FIRE BACK INTO MY EYES? A FIRE THAT HAS LONG BEEN EXTINGUISHED BY THE HARDSHIPS THAT I HAVE HAD TO ENDURE BEHIND THESE WALLS. IT DRIVES ME CRAZY AT TIMES THINKING THAT SHE MIGHT BE SOMEWHERE NEAR TO ME, HER FEET PLANTED ON THE SAME SOIL AS MINE, BREATHING THE SAME AIR AS I BREATH YET ARE TO EACH OTHER OR CAN SHE POSSIBLELY BE OUT THERE BEYOND THE OCEANS AND SEAS, HILLS AND VALLEYS, AND WOULD IT TRULY MATTER? FRIENDSHIP IS THE ESSENTIAL FOUNDATION THAT EVERY RELATIONSHIP MUST HAVE BEFORE IT DECIDES TO BLOSSOM INTO SOMETHING ELSE, THEREFORE, THAT IS WHAT I SEEK, FRIENDSHIP IN ITS PUREST FORM. TO CREATE A FOUNDATION BASED ON SIMILARITES BETWEEN US THAT WILL ESSENTIALLY BUILD TO FORM AN UNBREAKABLE BOND AND AN EVERLASTING FRIENDSHIP. SOMETHING THAT IS VERY RARE IN THIS WORLD. AND IF THE UNIVERSE IN ALL ITS GLORY DECIDES TO HAVE US EVOLVING INTO SOMETHING GREATER, SO BE IT. BUT FOR NOW I LEAVE OU HOPING THAT WITHIN THESE WORDS YOU HAVE ALREADY DISCOVERED SOME SIMILARITES BETWEEN US THAT WILL LEAD TO US FORMING AND ENJOYING SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL. I AWAIT YOUR RESPONSE. AGE AND RACE ARE NOT IMPORTANT BUT A KIND AND CARING HEART IS.