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Hey HOW ARE YOU DOING this is your girl phatnae A.K.A Ebony I am a 26 year old Single Mother, representing Fort Wayne and Detroit to the fullest. A FEW THINGS ABOUT ME: I am real laid back, down to earth female. I love good conversation and poetry. I am one of the realist people that you would ever meet. I don't sugar code or bite my tongue. I love spending time with my daughter. I also like hanging out with my friends and family, go to movies, go shopping, work out, eat chocolate candies, travel, and play basketball and any other sport and just have fun....I also like to go to Detroit in the summer and visit with my cousins. I also love poetry. DON'T FORGET TO CHECK OUT MY PICS AT THE BOTTOM OF MY PAGE
Lord Why Did You Make Me Black
Lord why did You Make Me Black Lord ...
Lord ... Why did you make me black?
why did you make someone
the world would hold back?
Black is the color of dirty clothes,
of grimy hands and feet...
Black is the color of darkness,
of tired beaten streets...
Why did you give me thick lips,
a broad nose and kinky hair?
Why did you create someone
who receives the hated stare?
Black is the color of the bruised eye
when someone gets hurt...
Black is the color of darkness,
black is the color of dirt.
Why is my bone structure so thick,
my hips and cheeks so high?
Why are my eyes brown,
and not the color of the sky?
Why do people think I`m useless?
How come I feel so used?
Why do people see my skin
and think I should be abused?
Lord, I just don`t understand...
What is it about my skin?
Why is it some people want to hate me
and not know the person within?
Black is what people are "Labeled"
when others want to keep them away...
Black is the color of shadows cast...
Black is the end of the day.
Lord you know my own people mistreat me,
and you know this just ain`t right...
They don`t like my hair, they don`t like my
skin, as they say I`m too dark or too light!
Lord, don`t you think
it`s time to make a change?
Why don`t you redo creation
and make everyone the same?
God`s Reply:
Why did I make you black? Why did I make you black?
I made you in the color of coal
from which beautiful diamonds are formed...
I made you in the color of oil,
the black gold which keeps people warm.
Your color is the same as the rich dark soil
that grows the food you need...
Your color is the same as the black stallion and panther,
Oh what majestic creatures indeed!
All colors of the heavenly rainbow
can be found throughout every nation...
When all these colors are blended,
you become my greatest creation!
Your hair is the texture of lamb`s wool,
such a beautiful creature is he...
I am the shepherd who watches them,
I will ALWAYS watch over thee!
You are the color of the midnight sky,
I put star glitter in your eyes...
There`s a beautiful smile hidden behind your pain...
That`s why your cheeks are so high!
You are the color of dark clouds
from the hurricanes I create in September...
I made your lips so full and thick,
so when you kiss...they will remember!
Your stature is strong,
your bone structure thick to withstand the
burden of time...
The reflection you see in the mirror,
that image that looks back, that is MINE!
So get off your knees,
look in the mirror and tell me what you see?
I didn`t make you in the image of darkness...
I made you in the image of ME!
Did You Make Me Black Lord?
by Unknown
I am the Black Queen
I was born with not a silver spoon,
but a golden spear in my hand.
I was taught to be strong,
and not to fear the white man.
Stolen from my homeland where the streets were paved with gold,
and bought to this country where I was stripped of my soul.
Brought here on a slave ship shackled and bound in chains.
Robbed of my heritage, and given my masters sir name.
I have survived the long and restless journey of the slave ship.
I have endured the painful lashes of the masters whip.
I had babies in the cotton fields,
and was back in the big house in time,
to cook my master`s meals.
I prayed, while master had his way with me
in the slave quarters.
I cried as I watched him sell my sons and daughters.
You wonder who am I, that I can endure, these things?
I am the mother of a warrior
and the daughter of a King.
I am the Black Queen.
"Still I Rise"
You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I`ll rise.
Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
`Cause I walk like I`ve got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.
Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I`ll rise.
Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.
Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don`t you take it awful hard
`Cause I laugh like I`ve got gold mines
Diggin` in my own back yard.
You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I`ll rise.
Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I`ve got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?
Out of the huts of history`s shame
I rise
Up from a past that`s rooted in pain
I rise
I`m a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that`s wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.
By. Maya Angelou
My Top Ten Qualities: 1. Honest and respectful 2. Real as it get 3. Have a job 4. Have a car 5. Have Associate Degree in Early Childhood education and working on bachelor degree in Elementary Education 6. Love kids 7. Caring and loving 8. Like to cuddle 9. I'm down to earth and laid back 10. Can make you laugh
MY OCCUPATION: I work at a local Wal-mart. I also like working with children and helping children learn and experience new things. I am also college student. I go to Indiana University, Purdue University Fort Wayne A.K.A IPFW and i also have a associate degree in early childhood education from Ivy tech. I am working on opening a home daycare center.
MY ZODIAC SIGN: I am a Pisces. My birthday is March 3. You should be dating a Pisces. 19 February - 20 March. Your mate is loving and caring, trusting and hospitable, and romantic. Though he/she can be self-pitying, temperamental or dependent, the fishes are quite romantic in bed.
First, I want to thank god for letting me see another day. *My parents *My family *The Dobson`s family *The Hickman`s family *The Johnson`s family *The Banks`s family *The Israel`s family *Mario (My Best best friend) *J-boys *Marcellus (My other Best best friend) *J-boysin training *Peeps on Douglas st. *Peeps on Spatz Ave. *Peeps on Hanna St *My peeps at Ivy tech *My Peeps at Indiana Tech *My Peeps at IPFW
WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR IN A MAN:I am looking for a man with a good head on his shoulder. A man that knows what he want in life. He got to be nice, sweet, caring, loving, funny, and fun to be with. HE has to be a man that have to no what he want to be in life and what he want to do with his life. The physically characteristics would be he has to be at least my height or taller. Beauty is not important, but I have to be able to stand looking at you, (anything between 5-10). I love chest so he would have a nice sexy (or almost sexy) chest. I would like a man that is coo to chill with, fun to be around and have a good sense of humor. He have to have some kind of potential or goals for himself. He got to have a job and a house would be nice. He basically just got to be a person that can make me smile, and laugh and just loves to have fun and be his self and most of all someone that would be there for me when I need him.
*Top Ten Qualities I Look For In A Man* 1.Honest and respectful 2.Keep it real 3.Can make me laugh 4.Have a high school diploma or better 5.Has a job 6.Is open minded 7.A man with a good head on his shoulder 8.Love kids 9.Caring and Loving 10.Attractive physically and personality wise
WORDS TO LIVE BY
-Treat me the way you want to be treat.
-If you love something let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours. If it doesn't it never was.(DMX)
-Hold your head up, hold on, and have faith and thing will be alright.
-Your friends and family may not be there, but no matter what God's going to always have your back.
-If you want to be somebody, if you want to go somewhere, you better wake up and pay attention.
-Don't EVER EVER let anyone tell you that you cant make it, because you can.
-What ever you want to do in life, go ahead and do it, anything is possible
-Troubles they don't last always, for joy comes in the morning.
-you may steal from a man and in time you can return his goods or repay him of equal value, you may fight a man and in time his wounds will heal. But if you kill a man there is no healing or returning.
-A smile can go a long way, so if someone is feeling down just smile and see how you have made their day.
-EVERYONE PLEASE TAKE THESE WORDS OF WISDOM AND LIVE BY THEM, USE THEM, CHERISH THEM AND MOST OF SHARE THEM.
R.I.P. I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU: I think about you all the time, and all the good and bad times that we shared together I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU ALL.....
*DADDY WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU *Grandma Mattie *Grandpa Mac *Grandpa J.B *Momma Heartance *Uncle Udace *Uncle Marice *Uncle Gale *Uncle Floyd *My Cousin Larry *My Cousin Corey
DON'T FORGET TO HIT ME UP AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK: Don't forget to holla back at your girl if u sign my guess book I will sign yours, if u want to get at me just hit me up on:
*yahoo @ phatnae432@yahoo.com
*FACEBOOK @ Ebony R Johnson
*or just write me at Phatnae432@blackplanet.com
