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my website. LOVE I knew one day I would find you/ it wouldn't be
arduous/ you were imbedded in me surfacing occasionally/ often at
inopportune times/ appearing when a man with a false facade
pretended he felt me/ played with my emotions/ leaving tears
glistening in my eyes/ scars that are gradually healing with time/
I blamed you for my loneliness/ my loss of creativity/ the
emptiness in my room/ the darkness that crept in at night/ I
detested you for leaving me/ until the rising of the sun reminded
me of hope/ that you would never leave me/ I had to find you/
appreciate you/ acknowledge no one could take you away/ you're a
part of me/ I am you/ even if others try to steal you away/ even if
they abuse you/ you're always here/ still I denied that you
existed/ you were simply not meant for me/ you were simply a
fairytale/ a hoax/ not meant to be/ you taunted me/ left me
confused/ my thoughts became twisted/ spinning my life out of
control/ until one day I stopped, listened, became calm in the
middle of chaos/ I used self- love to conquer my fears/ and I
recognized you as if I had known you all of my life/ and I had/ I
knew you well when I was a child/ you had always guided my soul/
put me back on the right path when I strayed/ removed others from
my life who didn't belong/ who weren't meant to stay/ you comforted
my heart/ eased my mind when times got rough/ you'd been there when
everyone left me/ you emerged from me/ made my heart sing/ and I
knew to find you/ all I had to do was to have faith/ all I had to
do was believe WHEN I'M NOT LOOKING FOR LOVE Love has always
deceived me like a mirage / an optical illusion playing tricks on
my eyes pretending it's close when it is obviously so far/
tantalizing me with its sweet lies/ making passionate physical
love/ filling me with empty promises / leaving me more thirsty
inside/ my soul is parched/ I wanted to be drenched/ cascaded on
like a waterfall soaking up love from my soul mate until I explode/
showering him with a perfect love that glistens on his beautiful
black body/ diamonds shimmering on black satin / I keep falling
blinded by the sands of time/ tiny grains filtering slowly in and
out of darkness/ still I'm not losing ground I continue on my
journey guided by my desire to be cherished / I can't surrender / I
know I'll find it when I least expect it / when I'm not looking for
love LOVE JONES They've got a twelve step programwhen you're trying
to kick drugs/ but where do you go when you're addicted to love?/
I've got a love jones /When I introduce myself do I say?/ Hello, my
name is _____? /and hell no! I'm not addicted to crack/ I'm a love
addict /Do I get a warm reception?/ Pity filled eyes? /No! I get no
sympathy/ Only a strong dose of reality /Oo it's a bitter pill to
swallow I'll never be cured/ I'll be forever chasing that high
trying to obtain my initial state of euphoria when I met you on
that hot steamy night/ I've got a love jones / I'll sometimes
shiver when my loves jones comes tumbling down/ as I fall from that
black horse floating high on the clouds/ Oh but of course I've got
to get back on and ride/ to ease this dismal sensation of being
alone/ possibly never to materialize past anything more than a tear
soaked pillow/ after I prayed for morning to come/ I've got a love
jones/ I know someday I'll hit rock bottom / but I know it's not
today as I intrinsically pick up the phone to call you simply to
say/ Baby, I love you/ I've got a love jones/ My sistas/ My
brothas/ Can you please tell me?/ Where do you go?/ I've got a love
jones LONELY HEART I lie awake tonight wondering how did I arrive
at this destination? alone waiting for you to come again/sheets
wrapped around my body/where your arms should be/why did I walk
along streets of desires? content to be with only you when the city
was filled with other attractions/ why did I focus only on the
dangers lurking in the shadows?/ perils eager to devour me/play on
my ignorance because that was my comfort zone/what I had grown
accustomed to / why did I chase dreams that seemed impossible to
catch with you? when I could have used my energy not to run
whenever you called/but utilized it to walk into the arms of a
deserving love who would cherish me/ why did I invest valuable time
in you when I knew you had no interest? you didn't want us to grow
together to benefit from the returns of giving to each other
unconditionally/ Why do I want to cry but tears will not spring to
my eyes? I'm in a different season of my life/I no long reside in
December/that's where you died /and I gave rebirth/ As the sun
creeps into my room / I rise to see golden regally ascend from the
horizon/erasing doubts and insecurities/reassuring me that life
does exist without you/ laughter erupts overflowing releasing the
pain/ and at that moment I realize my heart isn't lonely at all/it
simply is not filled with you JUST ONE DANCE I'm not going to keep
dancing with you. Dancing around the issue, what you already know.
No, you can't cut in. You can't interrupt this flow. Some things
can't be explained. You instinctively know. Somebody already has me
slowdancing for the night and I can't break away from his embrace.
I can't let go. I'm inebriated from his kiss, tantalized by his
touch. He's the only one I see in this place. The one I could
visualize loving every night and day. I hear the music we're
creating and my heart is beating in sync with his to a crazy
rhythm. It's thunderous and he's only whispering to me. But his
soft words have the power, the intensity of a bass drum. His
breathing is sending heat all over my body. Sweat covers me and
chills race up my spine like a thousand thoroughbreds. The scent of
our bodies make me weak. He's gotten into my head. I become
entranced and cannot speak. I look into his eyes and I know he's
one. No words are needed. He has captured my attention, my heart.
Could this just be a lucky chance? And if it is. Think it all
started with you asking may I have JUST ONE DANCE?

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