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JESUS SAID GIVE IT TO ME I WILL BEAR IT, GIVE IT TO ME I WILL SHARE IT, IF THERE IS A NEED IN YOUR LIFE, I WILL TAKE IT, IF YOU ONLY GIVE IT TO ME



 

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I am a 50 years young lady, married with two handsome sons, both adopted. I love going to church, I have been in church all of my life since the age of four, water baptized in the NAME OF JESUS, and saved since the age of four, I have been singing since age four and still singing for the lord, cooking, decorating, I'm kind of a neat freak,lol, I love kids, like meeting new people,entertaining, shopping, shoes are my pet peve,lol love to travel, bake all the time but I don't eat alot of it,lol, I spend most of my time at church, and I am a people person. My days are spent taking care of my elderly aunt, handicapped son, my father since my mom died twelve years ago, a friend from church's grandmother, and my home. I try to reach out to people who are in need, that seems to be my ministry. At the age of sixteen I went totally blind at a church convention, I did not know that my eyes were sensative to bright light, i stayed blind over six months, attended a school for the blind, you never know how to appreciate sight until you loose it, knowing what things looked like before, learning how to get around your own room, stumbling along to find your way, and not knowing if you will ever see again. God had mercy on me once again. I was not able to have children of my own, so i chose to adopt, even with all one of my son's disabilities i still feel he is a blessing from God. He is diagnosed with ADHD, Bipolar Disorder, Mild Mental Retardation, Speech Impediment, and Learning Disabled I gave up my career working in Cardiographics Heart Station to stay at home and raise my son the way the Lord would have fit, and to give him the life he well deserves, I chose him he did not choose me. He has really been a blessing in my life, through all our ups and downs God has strengthen me and is pouring me out blessings that I don't have room enough to receive them. I walk by faith and not by sight which has gotten me this far in life. Through all I have weathered the Lord has been dealing with me, and has taken my faith in him to an all time high, another level, a new beginning.


Growing up i had alot of heartache,and pain, suffering, disappointments, stress, no type of relationship with my family, a messed up marriage for 12 years, so mentally abused until i lost my identity of who i even was, i lost myself it was like i had became someone else. Instead of being a husband, companion, comforter, bestfriend, he became my leader, my dad, which neither did i need two of ,felt so ugly on the inside and out, i fell into a state of depression that i thought i could not recover from, i even had to seek professional pyschiatric help and medication, but i hung in there because i took my vows seriously, and i was brought up to believe in one marriage till death do you part, so i did not want to bring any embarassment to my family. By this time I was desperate for a way out according to the word of God, my prayers changed and I started praying for the Lord to take one of us by death, it did not matter which one, I was not selfish. One day I was riding on the interstate and a voice came to me and said, just open the door and get out, it will be over quick, I immediately starting calling on the name of Jesus, I knew it was not the way that God had planned for my life, that he still had work for me to do. But to be honest if I had my son in the car with me the devil may would have won me over, I wouldn't have been leaving my son without someone to care for him.


After all was said and done GOD led him back into our lives, a different person, the lord took him through all kinds of test and trials, until he realized what he had in a lady, and what he had let go, my son and i became homeless and he took us in when we had no where else to go, we stayed there five years, in seperate rooms, became very good friends, and got to know each other all over again, a new start. We remarried last year on our same anniversary date.Thinking things would be better for my son i made an unselfish decision to give up my life even though it was not the life i had dreamed of but it was a life, I am here and I love him for the person he became, but i am no longer in love with him, its easy to forgive but very difficult to forget. Now i find myself still giving without anything in return. But I know if anything ever happens to me, my son will be well taken care of. I feel that as long as i continue to live right, and do as the bible ask a wife to be and do, that the LORD will be well pleased with me and will truly bless me for it one day before this life is over, with a mate that will love me for me, treat me the way that a Godly woman should be treated, as a queen and a lady. I want all the things I dreamed my marriage to be, a best friend in my companion, good conversation, long walks in the park, to be held and cuddled, romantic dinners, quality time together, to miss him every minute of the day that we are apart, for my heart to skip a beat when he holds me, I want him to be the air I breath, unconditional love.


I had to learn to let go and let GOD ,learn to forgive ,trust all over again, stop worrying about things that i had no control of, i wore a mask out in public as if everything was alright when down on the inside i knew i was slowly dying. I thank God for his grace, mercy and most of all his umerited favor. I am a simple but elegant, attractive (but not stuck on myself), fun, total and complete beautiful heart and soul on the inside, i am told that i am a loving and caring person through the works i have done, and I thank God every day for what he has turned my life into being, for without God I never would have made it.And I would not be the lady you see before you now.





 

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

You Are Incredibly Virtuous

You're so good that you may end up a saint. You do the right thing a lot more than most people, even when it's near impossible. You put a lot of thought in to every action you do. You always try to make the right decisions. And that's all it takes to be a truly virtuous person. Where You Are Virtuous You have the virtue of Silence. You avoid frivolous conversation, and you use your words carefully. You have the virtue of Resolution. You are determined to do what you should, no matter how difficult it is. You have the virtue of Temperance. You don't eat or drink excessively. You have the virtue of Moderation. You don't do anything at excess, and you avoid extremes You have the virtue of Justice. You treat other people fairly, even when you don't feel like it. You have the virtue of Industry. You know how to do what's useful and avoid time wasters.