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So......after so many years on this earth I finally know. I know whats important to me, what will make me smile in the morning, what will make me content a night. I know the lips that kiss me and the fingers that touch me will strengthen my back and broaden my shoulders. I know the heart that beats on my chest... will echo the heart beats in my chest. I know the whispers in my ear will be true. I know her jokes will be funny, the food delicious, and the criticisms just.
This woman I know, tho... (continue reading)

I awoke suddenly yesterday morning, not sure where I was, and for a moment unsure of 'who' I was. But then It happened... it washed over me slowly. A dreary sadness, heavy from inside my head, down to the pit of my stomach. The source of this heaviness began the day before, watching tv. A commercial; a young boy with a toy that was suddenly useless. So I lay there, in bed, knowing how the boy might have felt. It started three years ago. A dissconnect, a separation from everything and most... (continue reading)