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recent blog postsEverlasting Bonds...Posted September 06th, 2008 at 11:18pm People pass through our lives Day in and day out Some share with us their wisdom, Some fill our minds with doubts. Whichever way it goes.. Their presence help us be aware, of who and what we are... of why and how we care.
Sometimes a day might come, when we have to part Some goodbyes are easy. Some will break our heart. But hopefully at that point we know, that it's just that our time has run it's course And have no feelings of regret... of discontent or remorse.
Every now and then though, Some will come in to our space.... Who from the very first moment, In our heart, seem to find a place. There is no reason or rhyme as to why you so connect..... But you know that in your hearts the same recognition reflects.
There's a certain joy they bring that is hard to ascertain. They fill your world with the brightest smile, and make you forget all the pain. You communicate on a different level, where words just flow with so much ease... Every fibre in you feels alive and there is so much you want to share, To give.
You feel you've known them all your life A kindred spirit, a soulmate, a friend.... An inspiration to keep hope in your soul. A revelation that true love never ends. The definition of being wealthy, is not in the fortunes we accumulate.. It 's in the friends God gifts us with, with whom everlasting bonds.... we create.
You will, forever,....be edged in my heart M...A...R...C...O
The feelings in me...Posted September 01st, 2008 at 03:10pm
The feelings in me.. are hard to explain. They are not just of loss, not just of pain. The feelings in me are of unbelievable bewilderment. They consume my waking moments.. hard to put aside, hard to forget. The feelings in me are creating questions, that are burning, charred remnants... into my very being .. And coming up with answers that I know.. are hindering me, from properly seeing. The feelings in me are screaming! for this existance to make some sense. I find myself hiding, living a life of pretense.
The feelings in me are playing havoc in my head, holding fast on to me.... Oh what would I give, for these feelings to go away, to leave me be... But can anyone tell me... what would I be, without the feelings in me?!
Knowing...Posted August 15th, 2008 at 01:45pm
Don't I know how hard it is? To decide your way in life Don't I know how hard it is? To stay on the path, in the face of strife Don't I know how hard it is? To maintain a sense of sanity Don't I know how hard it is? Not to give up and fade into obscurity
I ought to know that nothing In life, is guaranteed. I ought to know that not every journey ends, where it set out to lead. I ought to know that people can Build you up and tear you down, I ought to know that to be a queen One really needs a crown.
I do know that I will do my best To fulfil my destiny I do know that often, what you get.. Is not always what you see. I do know that nothing will ever change my convictions. My heart and my soul.. I do know that all I can do is my best Spring, summer, winter or fall .
Do I know anything at all????
My friend...Posted August 10th, 2008 at 12:09pm
My friend.... you ask me why?
Why am I distant? Why do I seem changed? Why don't I try? I said this before Let me say it again I am what I am and right now, I'm in pain.. Rough times?...I can deal with them I have been through a few. Hard times?.....hey, it happens, they're certainly nothing new. Testing times?.... in the long run, only make me stronger and true. But painfull times, I find hard to deal with, and don't know what to do.. My wish.. is to leave the darkness behind me My wish.. is to find hope and faith inside me My wish.. to feel peace and stillness in my soul..... I pray for love and joy and to be again, in controll. But wishing for something, doesn't make it so.. And these days, god help me,...... I just don't know. You are my friend, so please know this.. it's from my heart, honest and true... I don't ever want our friendship to be a source of pain and stress to you. You say you know me... you know my heart and my spirit. Then you would know.. that for my affection and care, there is no limit. I value your friendship, I appreciate your care, but,... somethings,... sometimes.. are just too hard to share. I'm here if you need me your friend, for as long as you want me to, I will be..... but please, don't expect of me to be someone, other than ME... I am what I am... Your friend... sincerely Beyond your thoughts...Posted July 21st, 2008 at 03:58pm
When you think of someone you care for Holding on to faith.....Posted July 11th, 2008 at 01:02pm
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