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  • Member Since:

    March 15, 2007

  • Sex:

    Female

  • Dating Preference:

    Male

  • Primary Job:

    Financial Services

  • Location:

    Australia

  • Race:

    Black

  • Zodiac:

    Sagittarius


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Everlasting Bonds...

Posted September 06th, 2008 at 11:18pm

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People pass through our lives

Day in and day out

Some share with us their wisdom,

Some fill our minds with doubts.

Whichever way it goes..

Their presence help us be aware,

of who and what we are...

of why and how we care.

Sometimes a day might come,

when we have to part

Some goodbyes are easy.

Some will break our heart.

But hopefully at that point we know,

that it's just that our time has run it's course

And have no feelings of regret...

of discontent or remorse.

Every now and then though,

Some will come in to our space....

Who from the very first moment,

In our heart, seem to find a place.

There is no reason or rhyme as to

why you so connect.....

But you know that in your hearts

the same recognition reflects.

There's a certain joy they bring

that is hard to ascertain.

They fill your world with the brightest smile,

and make you forget all the pain.

You communicate on a different level,

where words just flow with so much ease...

Every fibre in you feels alive

and there is so much you want to share,

To give.

You feel you've known them all your life

A kindred spirit, a soulmate, a friend....

An inspiration to keep hope in your soul.

A revelation that true love never ends.

The definition of being wealthy,

is not in the fortunes we accumulate..

It 's in the friends God gifts us with,

with whom everlasting bonds.... we create.

 

You will, forever,....be edged in my heart

M...A...R...C...O

 

The feelings in me...

Posted September 01st, 2008 at 03:10pm

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The feelings in me..

are hard to explain.

They are not just of loss,

not just of pain.


The feelings in me are of

unbelievable bewilderment.

They consume my waking moments..

hard to put aside,

hard to forget.


The feelings in me are creating questions,

that are burning, charred remnants...

into my very being ..

And coming up with answers that I know..

are hindering me, from properly seeing.


The feelings in me are screaming!

for this existance to make some sense.

I find myself hiding,

living a life of pretense.

 

The feelings in me

are playing havoc in my head,

holding fast on to me....

Oh what would I give, for these feelings

to go away,

to leave me be...


But can anyone tell me...

what would I be,

without the feelings in me?!


Knowing...

Posted August 15th, 2008 at 01:45pm

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Don't I know how hard it is?

To decide your way in life

Don't I know how hard it is?

To stay on the path, in the face of strife

Don't I know how hard it is?

To maintain a sense of sanity

Don't I know how hard it is?

Not to give up and fade into obscurity



I ought to know that nothing

In life, is guaranteed.

I ought to know that not every journey ends,

where it set out to lead.

I ought to know that people can

Build you up and tear you down,

I ought to know that to be a queen

One really needs a crown.



I do know that I will do my best

To fulfil my destiny

I do know that often, what you get..

Is not always what you see.

I do know that nothing will ever

change my convictions. My heart and my soul..

I do know that all I can do is my best

Spring, summer, winter or fall .



Do I know anything at all????

My friend...

Posted August 10th, 2008 at 12:09pm

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My friend.... you ask me why?
Why am I distant?
Why do I seem changed?
Why don't I try?
I said this before
Let me say it again
I am what I am and right now,
I'm in pain..

Rough times?...I can deal with them
I have been through a few.
Hard times?.....hey, it happens,
they're certainly nothing new.
Testing times?.... in the long run,
only make me stronger and true.
But painfull times, I find hard to deal with,
and don't know what to do..

My wish..
is to leave the darkness behind me
My wish..
is to find hope and faith inside me
My wish..
to feel peace and stillness in my soul.....
I pray for love and joy and to be again, in controll.
But wishing for something, doesn't make it so..
And these days, god help me,...... I just don't know.

You are my friend, so please know this..
it's from my heart,
honest and true...
I don't ever want our friendship to be
a source of pain and stress to you.

You say you know me...
you know my heart and my spirit.
Then you would know..
that for my affection and care,
there is no limit.
I value your friendship,
I appreciate your care,
but,... somethings,... sometimes..
are just too hard to share.

I'm here if you need me
your friend, for as long as you want me to,
I will be.....
but please, don't expect of me to be someone,
other than ME...
I am what I am...

Your friend... sincerely

Beyond your thoughts...

Posted July 21st, 2008 at 03:58pm

When you think of someone you care for
and wonder how they're faring
Wonder how life's treating them
and want to show your caring....

When you see someone sad
or eyes full of tears
when you wonder what could be the cause
and wish you could ease their fears

When you see injustice done
see people suffering day & night
when you wonder what you could do
and feel the need to make it right

When your heart is aching for someone
with emotions hard to contain
when you wonder if it's the real thing
and you hope they feel the same

When your heart speaks
before
during
and beyond your thoughts.....heed its call
When your soul screams
before
during and beyond your fears.....stand up tall

You know that life is but a fleeting moment
so till it ends
give it all.....

Holding on to faith.....

Posted July 11th, 2008 at 01:02pm

WITH FAITH OR FLAMES WHITE ON BLACK

It seems like.....

Anquish follows me around like a fascinated child
Moments of peace and calm are so hard to find
Courage, it seems to be,
slowly.... deserting me.
Leaving my soul weary,
My heart bleeding and in pain...
My mind in constant turmoil.....dear God
Will things ever be the same again?

I look around and observe life.... it's still going on..
I wonder... couldn't it just..hold on??!!
Just for a minute...
Give me a chance to absorb this new reality
Adapt to the changes, make sense of this brutality
I need time to figure out a way....
To be able to convince myself.... to say,
It's ok...

That there's wisdom somewhere in all this
A lesson.... albeit one, to which knowledge I'm yet to gain
That my faith, patience, devotion and trust
are in the right place.... that they're not in vain.
I need to pray....I know
but these days it's something I find so hard to do
Yet with all that's in me, dear lord I ask...
don't keep me away from you..

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About me

I am a person who appreciates life, my family, my friends and all humanity. I have great faith in God and truly beleive that everything in life, happens for a reason. I try my best to treat people as I would like to be treated. My respect extends to everyone. Big or small. Young or old. I'm on this planet to make some friends, share my thoughts and maybe learn something new


My aim in life

To be true to myself, no matter how hard it may be.
To be surrounded by love as far as I can see
To contribute "good" and hope it comes back to me
To never have to judge or be judged
Just live life to the best of my ability

 


What I believe
I believe in the good of people, untill they prove me wrong
I believe that in life you reap what you saw and I try to get along
I believe there's nothing to regret in life, if you know you've done all you could
I believe in being true to my heart and standing up for what I should
I believe I'm a person of faith, but religion for me is the matter for ones heart
I believe it should never be used to keep us together or apart
I believe that in love I always give all that's in me
My heart and mind are open
I believe that what is meant to be, will be


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FOOD FOR THOUGHT
Once you have started seeing the beauty of life, ugliness starts disappearing. If you start looking at life with joy, sadness starts disappearing. You cannot have heaven and hell together, you can have only one. It is your choice."
Osho
It is time to fill the world with strong and powerful deeds. It is common knowledge that no great captain in the world has ever destroyed all of his enemies and lived with a sense of satisfaction. If one enemy is killed, two more will appear. It is important we cultivate love and compassion to all the sentient beings which is the way to bring peace to all.
Dalai Lama
"If it were proved to me that in making war, my ideal had a chance of being realized, I would still say "no" to war. For one does not create a human society on mounds of corpses"
Louis Lecoin.
What difference does it make to the dead, the orphans and the homeless, whether the mad destruction is wrought under the name of totalitarianism or the holy name of liberty and democracy
Mahatma Gandhi
The four hardest tasks on earth are neither physical nor intellectual feats, but spiritual ones: To return love for hate; to include the excluded; to forgive without apology, and to be able to say, I was wrong.
Author Unknown
Fame or integrity: which is more important? Money or happiness: which is more valuable? Success or failure: which is more destructive? If you look to others for fulfillment, you will never truly be fulfilled. If your happiness depends on money, you will never be happy with yourself. Be content with what you have; rejoice in the way things are. When you realize that nothing is lacking, the whole world belongs to you!
Lao Tzu


African Beauty
By my friend: Seeclay
His poem inspired me to write (The wind beneath my wings)

God's beautiful African woman graces the hemisphere.
A Woman of spiritual essence, God's endless premier.

Her charm flows like two rivers meet, bringing people together.
Symbolically over flowing is her love, like the White and Blue Nile River.

She has a sincere heart to serve justice for all of humankind.
Her sprit is of joy, as if she can open the eyes of the blind.

A Strong back boned woman; from the Land of the Blackened, an Ebony queen of Sudan.
Strengthen the family together with unconditional love... she is their holy corban.

Blissful is her smile like God whispered in her ear.
Incandescent glows on her face that make angels appear.

The true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.
She has a heart of an angel more precious than gold

Pure love is the life road she drives to destiny.
Sensuous is her touch, peace is her journey.

A hug in her bosoms is such comfort for safety.
It's like God's blessed gift, for a holy sanctuary.

Abysmal is her eternal beauty birth in the Garden of Eden
God has a special place for her... it must be in heaven.







2 truths and a lie

Two of these are true about me. No joke. Which one's the lie? Take a guess...

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