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personal messageFive five and a half shorty Hav patiently awaited being adored forever
Hello to you all, introducing myself as REDD! Originally from GA; current resident of VA. Thirty-five y.o. single mother. Future spring 2010 grad obtaining a second B.S. degree.
These are a few words from my heart to the heart of that REAL man who's not afraid to be loved and knows how to return the same.
I gave you all I had of me, expecting nothing much in return the harsh reality left before me, of moving on; live and grow as I learn.
Though I cared for you wholeheartedly, my best friend was lessons learned by experiences showin' me how your heart was never in it, you were only around for your own conveniences.
Would've respected you that much more, if only you hadn't have pretended to be dat ni99ah on anotha level by doing things dat would befriend me.
Should've stayed true to your game, upfront just asked for the sex maybe a few rides to and from work, but nothing more should I expect.
Reminiscing back on times, maybe you tried to make it clear that I was only serving a purpose, to you I'd never be anyone so dear.
For years I've been alone, but never was I lonely so why did I include you, the thought remains in my mind "IF ONLY".
"IF ONLY" I'd been the playa, and left you the one in doubt instead I played the fool, all those times that I looked out.
The dates I financed, the nights I romanced anytime you would call, I'd come through in an instance.
You had no need, that I didn't meet without exception paying close attention to your wants, only you had ALL my attention.
Even through all the sacrfices, of you, I never grew tired because I wanted to get to know you, since everything about you I graciously admired.
Whether the definitions of our relations were lovers or just platonic I never thought we would end, which to me is quite ironic.
So that thought in my mind still remains and in my heart of hearts "IF ONLY" not just am I now alone, but i truly am somehow very lonely.
But Imma keep it real with you as I've always done with my feelings I'm sorry you aint that ni99ah, that you portrayed to me in the beginning!
I'M A REAL INDIVIDUAL! I SAY WHAT I MEAN & MEAN WHAT I SAY!!! comments from my friendsYou need to be friends with sexxiestredd in order to leave them a Comment.In the meantime, you can always sign their guestbook. meet me in 3
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