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  • Member Since:

    December 01, 2002

  • Sex:

    Female

  • Relationship Status:

    Separated

  • Last Login:

    January 29

  • Location:

    Miami, FL

  • Race:

    Black/African American

  • Zodiac:

    Leo


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Hi all, I am a warm giving person who believes if you can think it you can do it..... I`m thinkin`.............



get right

falling in this trap that i try to dig up out
praying and not listening to the ways to come up out
wanting to let go of the tears so i can shout
a whisper clear enough to be heard without a doubt
restless from not moving out this spot amidst the crowd
to the spot that's been selected for only me to be allowed
opening these eyes to temptations and to greed
wising up to share the goodness and planting in my seed
trying to remember why it's bad to smoke this weed
to praise the Lord use her ears to constantly take heed
to live the glad times, learn the sad can only make us bleed
bad habits that we simply shed through prayer, we shall succeed


A? Janae Catt

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what's your fear?

Afraid to morph from I will be to I am
Or recognize that these lives are a sham
Dealing with distinct possibilities positive in their source
Begin we, marching on in this obstacle course
Lustrous lives in exercise of true faith in God
Down that old painful path shall we never trot
Forgiveness in life do we feel in our hearts
One life together never to part
Split down the middle quivering pain
Parted the heavens, forced it to rain
Burned out the anger, cooled off the fear
Setting me in the same spot the next year
New opportunities, gifts galore
Blessings that flow right out of my pores
Remember I love you and never forget
If it?s love you are giving, it?s love you will get
Advancing in stages I embark on my plight
Reciprocate love and teach what is right
Repairing my heart the best way I can
To go from I will be to being ?.I am




A? Janae Catt

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Finally re-embracing me

Finally re-embracing me
Smiling hard? I am trying to be free
I see myself as being in need
Of showing all of who I really be
So comfortable in my own skin
Cuz as I am constantly digging within
Readjusting the me that I be and see
Looking out of these eyes and viewing this body
There's an absence of substance in eye candy's appeal
If the wrapper's pulled back and the contents aren't real


Finally re-embracing me
Smiling hard?I am trying to be free
Releasing these analytical insecurities
I see myself as being me
Not as others want me to see
So comfortable in my own skin
Cuz I am always digging within
My mind searching for and letting go of these character traits
That are not pleasing and mirror disgrace
My heart cleaning these festering wounds
That are still sore and scarring up too soon


Finally re-embracing me
Digging deep?.Praying hard to be free
Wrapped up in rediscovery
And how important it is to my recovery
Running towards the invisible light
I feel the heat and hope it's the right
Warmth I am being drawn to
It's getting harder to move
Switching the arms that wrap around me
Giving me a chance to feel new and be
Re-evaluating this person inside of me
Tweaking the quirks internally
To change the position of the world around me



A? Janae Catt

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I wake i am sought i seek a new friend... the friends that i make i keep til the end all males who know i am who they seek those males just seek the sweetness of me i go and show the edge of my mind knowing that real friends will know when they find a good girl who acts out with nothing to do a good girl who's honest and sexy and cute i can't help but show my shell all about though showing doesn't say what's within without proving i am different from all that are known those females afraid to express how they've grown let's all be real and say who we are before we get stuck and make a new scar see me for a part that i show to you then dig deep and change from invisible realize there's more to me than what i show and that more is the chick that you want to know she's pretty and beautiful but not to the eye and really a lady although she tries to trash the idea of who that chick is that lady who's greeted with the daintiest kiss i know who i am and i share her with you in pieces that make me incredible so please just show good and share love and be kind as i allow you to explore as deep as you find to be the most sensible depth for you to handle and don't just dismiss me for my tiny scandals see me as too real to lie to you see me the woman who sees you too i'll stay in your dreams if you give me one chance if you get past the urge to unbutton your pants

Janae Catt ------------------------------ ------------------------------ --------------------



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