AS A TEENAGER GROWIN UP, I WAS THE TYPE OF GIRL TO LET ANY AND EVERYTHING GET TO ME. THE JOKES PEOPLE WOULD MAKE AND THE THINGS THEY WOULD SAY ABOUT ME. I WOULD JUST SIT AND CRY AND WONDER WHY I COULDNT BE ONE OF THE PRETTY POPULAR GIRLS. THIS WENT ON THROUGH OUT MY HIGH SCHOOLS YEARS. AS I GOT INTO MY ADULT HOOD, IT WASNT SO MUCH THE PEOPLE AT SCHOOL OR THE FOLKS ON THE STREET TALKIN, IT THEN BECAME MY FAMILY. AFTER ALL THE STRESS, THE HAIR SHEDDIN, I THEN BECAME TO REALIZE THAT IT REALLY ISNT WORTH IT. NOW, ITS LIKE OH WELL TO ME. I AM A GROWN WOMEN AND I WILL CONTINUE TO CARRY MYSELF AS A GROWN WOMEN. REGARDLESS OF WHO LIKES IT. I ALSO COME REALIZE THAT PEOPLE OR GOIN TO TALK AND TALK AND TALK. THAT IS NOT SOMETHING U CAN CONTROL. AND I ALSO LEARNED TO BE WHO I AM AND LOVE WHO I WANT. ALTHOUGH I HAVE TRIED TO PLEASE EVERYBODY, IT JUST SOME PEOPLE WHO WILL ALWAYS HAVE A REASON TO RESISENT YOU NO MATTER WHAT. I HAVE RAN ACROSS SOME OF THOSE PEOPLE AND I DO BELIEVE IT WILL BE MORE. I AM CURRENTLY WORKING FULL TIME, GOIN TO SCHOOL AND RAISING A 2 YEAR OLD ALL ALONE. THE LAST THING I NEED IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW IS STRESS. TO SUM THIS NOTE UP, IM GOIN TO JUST LET YOU KNOW THAT I AM NOT A PERFECT PERSON. I WASNT PUT ON THIS EARTH TO BE A PERFECT PERSON. ALL I WANT TO DO IS TAKE CARE OF ME AND MINE. AND TO ANYONE THATS ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE THAT JUST WANT TO SIT AND TALK, AND TALK AND TALK, HERES A LITTLE ADVICE, IM OUT HERE TRYIN TO MAKE SOMETHING OF MYSELF, GIVE MY CHILD THE BEST LIFE THAT SHE COULD POSSIBLY HAVE. BUT WAISTING YOUR TIME ON ME, WILL NOT GET YOU ANYWHERE................to be continued
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