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  • Member Since:

    August 24, 2002

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    Male

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    Female

  • Education:

    Certification

  • Location:

    Belleville, NJ

  • Race:

    Black/African American

  • Zodiac:

    Gemini


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My WORDS have become SILENT because of the plate that I have been served through my time of life. I have migrated my words through my eyes. My mouth has then become idle ready to express only when time provides me to.



*****Please note*****

(Aggravation should not be part of the process of what time brings nor allow the emotions of anxiety be overwhelming during the process)...TIME IS ONE OF LIFES GREATEST REWARDS



SOME INSIGHT........

At some times in life we may find ourselves alone and abandoned either by love in a relationship, family or even by friends. The feeling that is caused by this to some can be unbearable and leads them to wonder why they had been left to suffer under these kind of circumstances. Some may also find that these feelings of loneliness can make them feel as though they may not be able to carry on which then allows them to be engulfed by their feelings and will lead them to suffer with misery and helplessness



FROM MY EXPIRIENCE....

I have learned that in these times of "abandonment" or in being broken and left isolated by yourself and your inner being is a time I feel and truly believe had been granted to us. This may happen a numerous times in our lives and in fact should not be counted as a suffering but a time for REFLECTING, a spiritual PAUSE FOR THE CAUSE ..It brings fire with it as a branding of a chapter in your mind, a reminder of that particular time of your life more like a bookmark for you to remember. I also feel that each one of these chapters moving from one to another in our lifetime contributes to growth in life and with growth again comes more pain and discomfort. IN TRUTH WITH NO PAIN THERE IS NO GAIN



Through all this one should never loose faith...The clinching of your fists maybe needed everytime you may feel the need to but never give in... for pain can only last for so long or as much as you allow it to.



ABOUT ME?

Well I am a deep and spiritual man. I hold my corner. I am a fantastic observer. I am far from perfection but I always take the time to learn. I believe I am a righteous man. I don't take time for granted. I love what life brings and it's teachings. I will never give back what I have seen or learned or have been fed. I am a father a dad not a baby father or baby daddy. I bare no markings or piercing. I am a very plain and simple man, although some individuals may find me to be very complexed. I have a very low tolerance towards ignorant and negative individuals that will try to bring this negative energy towards me in anyway or any form. I don`t ask for much in others just the realness and positivity they may carry within. I make no promises for they are only a comfort to fools. I am a very good listener but I will refuse to express words that one may be looking forward in hearing I will never hold back the sharp reality of truth. I see things for what they are not what people want me to see them as.I carry a very sharp sword of low tolerence by my side at all times. I show no external glamour nor do I feed into compliments of my exterior being for it is just a shell of ones soul.



THERE ARE A LOT OF PRETTY SHELLS OUT HERE I HOPE THERE ARE JUST AS PRETTY INSIDE OR THEY WILL BE NO MEANING TO THEM.



IN MY PAST...

I SPIRITUALLY had my throat slashed and was left for the spiritually dead but I have always held on to my wounds in front of my enemies and took shelter for I refused to bleed in their presences but instead put my hands together in prayer that my wounds may heal properly. I have witnessed "like many" birth and death, which brought me to a higher ground of understanding at an early age. I have been stripped of all my badges of pride now I learned to live with just one



Many times I had been put to rest on numerous occasions but refused to close my eyes and because of this I have been able to share and express things to others so they may do the same or at least realize certain things about themselves or about life it's self.



PRESENTLY...

I noticed as I have gotten olderI have become more and more silent and my words or phases became shorter and more meaningful. It is known that what you give and show to others in a helping way do come back to you in many ways it has been proven



But be forewarned that this is a two sided coin....some will need to think a little more about this one



SOMETHINGS TO THINK ABOUT.....

If your memory is not your best trait then my suggestion to you is to never indulge yourself in the game of lies



If you are one that always manages to find faults in others it may be because of the many faults that you carry within yourself... reflection is definitely needed.



IN LEARNING.....

From what I have experienced in life I learned to see our souls to like gold, they are many types of gold but

In order for it to be purified it would have to withstand many degrees of scorching fires and many types of molds for it's brightness and beauty to prevail.



GOOD GOLD MUST GO THROUGH THE WORST OF FIRES TO BECOME PURE (Such As Life).



Although Some types of gold simply may not be able to withhold certain types of fires which will end up simply perishing away by the type of fire which it was engulfed in.



*NEVER CLOSE YOUR EYES ON WHAT LIFE MAY BE FORCED TO SHOW YOU OR WHAT LIFE MAY BRING FOR YOUR PATH IS BEING PAVED FOR THE JOURNEY OF GROWTH*



*WHEN IN TIMES YOU HAVE FELT YOU HAVE LOST, LOOK DEEPER WITHIN AND IN TIME YOU WILL SEE ALL YOU HAVE TRULY GAINED*



I GIVE ALL MY THANKS AND PRAISE TO THE MOST HIGH FOR MY PATH HAS BEEN PAVED AND I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY ACCEPTED MY CALLING.



Favorite Quotes:



There are those times when you re like your son

who has just broken his toy train. He asks you to fix it for

him, but he holds on to it and won t give it to you. In

fact, he even tells you how to fix it. You wanta problem

solved? Then don thold on to it. Release it to me and go

about your work. Let go and let God WORK



============================== ====

When you're down in the arena and your face is

in the dust and the crowds are booing, don't give up.

When they laugh at you and ridicule you and say all manner

of vile things against you, don't give up. When you

feel the boot of your opponent on your neck, when you feel that life isn't worth living any longer, remember this -it's not over yet. Never let go of hope. Hope keeps

mighty big company with faith and love. Get a faith-lift if

you must and don't abandon hope.



John Harricharan



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