Here goes.. I confess this guy here is one of a kind, sweet and such a gent. Tall, dark, well put together and all. As a matter of fact he's a 9 almost a 10, but I'll leave room for improvement. We spend time, talk sports, life, but it appears as if I do all the talking. He just stares at me. Like when I ask him a question, he has no opinion. He's always neutral. Never taking a side, but he did chucked up and called me opinionated which kind of sparked a nerve. Another thing I notice is... (continue reading)

Maybe it's that time of the year when I'm feelng like I'm missing something. I can't put my finger on it, but time is speeding by, and the kids are getting older and needing me less. There's no drama and life is really well. I have eliminated the fakes, the ones who really don't get me, and have I have a new crew, yes my family. My circle consists of my kids, the dog, some of my coworkers, and a few of the newfound family I have at church. Some say I'm settling, but I hope not. I don't want to... (continue reading)

Ok it's been a while since I've found myself on BP. I just kind of gave up on the whole dating experience with random unfamiliar guys who all have some sort of story that doesn't add up in the end. I have met a few since BP and they were somewhat alike. There's this one guy, an ex, who I saw today by coincidence and my heart fluttered. Why? DOn't get it. I know I'm done with him, so why does he makes my heart skip beats. I stared at him from behind and it appears as if he looks better to me now... (continue reading)