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Whispers

Its November 16th 2008
I cried myself to sleep last night Oh lord.
those tears where silent tear.
Tears that fall on deaf ear night after night.
Tear of hopelessness ,frustration and pain.
In my sleep I heard a whisper.
I arose to no one there.

The next morning as I awoke
I opened my eyes and as I always do.
I pray to the Lord before I got out of bed.
During that prayer I heard a whisper.
I opened my eyes once more again no one was there.

that noonday I cried once more
tears... (continue reading)

Night after night.
As I lay my head to sleep.
I look over on the pillows beside me.
I often wonder to myself will there ever be other?
I lay for hours sometime questioning myself.
I asked myself am I pretty enough?
Will there every be other to hold me in the middle of the night?
I asked myself will they accept me and all that comes with me?
Will I every fall in love again?
Night after night I say to myself.
Self what is it you what.
The answers are always the same a man who is going to love... (continue reading)

As the tear fall from my face I cry out to you.
God you did not put me here for this.
To fear man.
To fear a man for whom I once shared a bed with.
A man I now run and hide in fear from.
God I do not believe you put me here for this.
To live in fear of a man who was to be my protector, my provider.
Now he is threaten my life on the phone if I answer.
intimidating show up at my home we no longer share.
All for what I do not understand.
Because he wants out of this marriage.
God I though you... (continue reading)