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THERES NOT A DAY THAT GOES PAST THAT I DO NOT THINKABOUT U. UR ON MY MIND DAILY, CALL IT CRAZY BUT I CANT HELP BUT THINK OF ALL THA GOOD TIMES WE SHARED THA BAD TIMES TOO. THATS HOW IT IZ FOR ME EVERY DAY. SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE HOWCAN APERSON KEEP THESE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE WHO HAS PAST ON AND KEEP THE SAMEFEELINGS LIKE THAT PERSON AS IF THEIRSTILL ALIVE, GOTTA BE LOVE RIGHT? I WISH U DIDNOT HAVE TO LEAVE SO SOON MA, I WASNT READY FOR THAT, IT WAS TOO SOON, I HAD TOO MUCH TO TELL U, SO MUCH I WANTED TOSHARE. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE LOOKIN DOWN ON ME, BLESSIN ME WIT ALL THINGS THAT I MAY RECEIVE, ALL THE GOOD THINGS THATHAPPENS TO ME, I TRULY BELIEVE THAT`S ALL FROM U MA.WHAT HURTS ME THA MOST IS THAT I WASNT THERE WITH YOU THOSE LAST DAY.THAT LAST PHONE CALL WE HAD STAYS ON MY MIND CAUSE I COULD HEAR THA HURT IN YOUR VOICE WHEN YOU ASKED IF I WANTED TO COME HOME. I KNOW YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE NOW,THATS WHAT THEY SAY ANYWAY, BUT I BELIEVE A BETTER PLACE IZ WIT ME, HERE, NOW. I MISS CALLIN MY WHOLE NAME WHEN I WAS IN TROUBLE, CUSSIN ME OUT, ARGUING WIT MY MOTHER FOR ME, ALWAYZ TAKING MY SIDE.WHAT I WOULDNT GIVE MA TO JUST TOUCH YOU, SEE U SMILE AT ME ONE LAST TIME, TO HAVE U GRAB AN TELL ME EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT. IM HANGING IN THERE BEING STRONG LIKE YOU TOLD ME TOO, USING EVERYTHING YOU TAUGHT ME. WE ALL MISS YOU! WHILE YOU ARE UP THERE TELL UNCLE CHAMP AND GRAND DADDY WE ALL MISS THEM AND WILL ALWAYZ LOVE THEM. I WILL ALWAYZ LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!