tj_bethlehem_2 What's up? - October 28, 2009 add/view comments (0)

Welcome to my world BP!

Most of my friends just call me 1-Tmobile, I guess my main purpose for being is to create for others an atmosphere of realness and peacefulness where finding trueness in love is concerned. Now whomever this is reading me, know realness comes at a price...reciprocity....recipro cation....in other words, what occurs for another when she or he shares of himself all that is inside, he or she should recieve equal amounts of what ever is being put out. Whether it be fake or real will be what decides the fate of the participants relationship. I dont believe in 50/50 relationships because nothing good happens for me unless I bring and give 100 % of myself. I can't be concerned with how my potential mate may react or not react because than I would be people pleasing , and I'm sure a future queen wants more from a man than him just doing what she wants him to do all the time. Who wants a puppetted- jelly back 4 a man,......... just a sister who wants no challenges in her life, thus wanting no potential for progress and growth in her life, nor in her mans life. This relationship is already over b4 it gets started. A dead love with no strength! No hopes, thus there is no recognition of GOD! Thus, there can be no expansion in the area of having a successful relationship, consequently, no environment for love. And in this atmosphere my future Queen becomes nonexistent, thus, that which I seek I find not, LOVE

Futhermore, the same commitment that I ask for I am more than willing to give in return to the best of my ability. So let's begin this spiritual as well as physically loving journey as friends first, and see where we end up.......the planet belongs to Us!

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Now this is for the ladies who sometimes find themselves wondering should I allow myself to be treated less than a Queen:

AM I LONELY? YOU ASK ME, AM I LONELY? WELL, I GUESS I WAS AT FIRST; THEN I REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND YOU KNOW, IT COULD BE WORSE. NOBODY'S GOT ME HURTIN' WITH THEIR FLIRTIN' AND IT'S CERTAIN; NOBODY'S GOT ME CRYIN' WITH THEIR LYIN' AND DENYIN'. NOBODY HERE IS USIN' ME, ABUSIN' ME, ACCUSIN' ME; OR TELLIN' ME TO SHUT-UP WHILE THEY DRINK THEIR DRINK AND CUT UP. NO ONE IS STIFLIN' MY WIT, THREATENIN' TO HIT, DESTROUIN' OR STEALIN' MY SH%@!; TYIN' MY HANDS, OR BLOCKIN' MY PLANS WHILE MAKIN' DEMANDS. NO ONE'S OBSESSIN'., OPPRESSIN', AIMIN' AT POSSESSIN' ME ALL WHILE REPEATIN' THE BEATIN'S. SNEAKIN' 'ROUND CHEATIN' ON ME. NO ONE'S NEGLECTIN'. REJECTIN', OR WORSE STILL INFECTIN' ME. GOT ME HATIN' THE WAITIN' WHILE THEYRE OUT DATIN' ON ME; OR STEADY RIDIN', THEN HIDIN' ME, FINDIN; JOY IN MISGUIDIN' ME. SO NOW, IF THIS IS WHAT YOU OFFER THEN YOU TOO CAN TAKE A HIKE. 'CAUSE AFTER SOME OF THIS FIRST HAND, I KNOW THESE THINGS, I JUST DON'T LIKE. AND IF BEING ALONE MEANS ALSO THAT I AM FREE FROM SUCH AS THIS-- THEN WHAT YOU MIGHT SEE AS LONELINESS, I SEE AS SUBTLE BLISS...... ::THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A GOOD FRIEND GIRL OF MINE WHO MOST DEFINITELY IS HAPPY AND CONTENT WITH WHAT SHE HAS DEFINED AS ENGRATIATING SOLITUDE....

THIS NEXT ONE IS FOR SHE WHO KNOWS HOW SPECIAL SHE WIL AND CAN BE ONCE SHE REALIZES WHOSE QUEEN SHE IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE AS THE SEEKER AWAITS.......

HER EYES SO WIDE...... Her eyes so beautifully wide, she seems to see right through me, Telepathically speaking, unyeilding in her thinking, it is with her I want 2 be, I miss her dearly, I love her sincerely, I know well be together soon, The space that separates us, is closed down, in her eyes: I can feel her always in the same room, Her eyes so beautifully wide create subconcious thoughts acted out within my dreams, Although I'm awake, I know her love for me is not fake, my fantasies at night elicit pleasurable screams, we have become one, as God's Grace rests upon us, and through separation his mercy helfps us to endure, The gap between us, unintentional from us I pray 2 God for the final cure, Her eyes so beautifully wide, she has me happily trapped, inside, and I wish to have no other, The windows to her soul, make me sometimes lose control but I have to also remember, that I am her "Spritual Brother" Her eyes so wide, make me want to climb inside, her mind, to crisscross thoughts with my favorite girl, I know she'd be pleased, to know she mentally knocks me to mine knees, I'll spend my whole life looking in her eyes so wide, for she has become my whole world... My Queen.

WRITTEN 4U AND 2U AND AS SAID B4 U'LL KNOW WHO YOU ARE, MY QUEEN BECAUSE YOU SHALL FIND ME Created by yours truly and there are many more 2 come TJ_BETHELEM_2

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