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This has been a long time coming... but I’m finally able to talk about my name changes. Igiveup which was my 1st bp name was how all this modern technology be having me feeling sometimes. Just so happens when the raggedy planet wouldn’t let me pick a name and I typed that one in Yep it took it. I got rid of that one and made me a nice one mrguesswhoi is, now that one came about to see if anyone could remember that I was Igiveup. This brings me to my new and very last BP name. It holds the most meaning and will be the one that those of you who find me interesting and want to get a little bit closer to me will see from now on.
ur4eva_n_myheart was created so I could finally make this page show what my BP experience was truly meant to be, a page to give recognition and acknowledgment to others. I chose the two most important women in my life, that unfortunately I’ve lost. My Mom’s, over 10 years ago, and my sister Jan 08. Being a Man it’s hard to speak about what you feel on the inside on a day to day basis, so hopefully attempting to speak to them and tell them how I feel will help me deal with the pain, hurt, and teach me to open up in ways I’ve never done before.
Debbie-the sista that Mom’s said was truly our only sista cuz we all came outta her ________, man Mom’s sure had a way wit words. LOL. Even tho u only told me that being a guud pimp was the best that life had to offer I looked up to u. When you taught me how to live a life of crime, and when they locked you up for your deeds I didn’t love you any less. If you were here today I’d say man I’ve always admired beautiful women but I’ve always thought you were America’s treasure U reminded me so much of mom’s and if u wasn’t such a crook the sky coulda been the limit. Don’t worry Imma make u proud 1 day by getting me a beautiful wife and pimppin her and letting her pimp me fo life LOL. Debo just remember u to will always and foreva be in my heart. As I wrote this I laffed, I didn’t do that one thing that isn’t in me to do but I think I shed tears of Joy each day on the inside jus because I had yall in my life.
If I had 1 last thing to leave you boff wit it would be this: How come yall neva eva told me they key to finding that one woman, capturing her heart, and making her feel like nothing in this world means as much to me as just being in her presence?
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