"God defend me from my friends; from my enemies I can defend myself."
"Friendships last when each friend thinks he has a slight superiority over the other."
- Honore Debalazac
Alone in my thoughts. Don`t mind me I just felt like writing. We all come browsing for different reasons, whats yours?
Unfinished
His work is unfinished, he has yet to recognize his prize in his eyes, with them never being satisfied by who he think he is by definition of who he should be in order to be, defined by the larger the powerful the enormous masses. His work is of art unknown to many due to his question of self, valued only by those who define who he should be and how. His words so eloquent so thunderous yet so unheard trapped by those who define why, how he will be, unlike any other he cannot see, who he is this man, man of magnificence a roaring lion caged by his thoughts expression and the control of the masses. His work is unfinished; he has yet to master the total freedom of completion stopped by the control of the masses he has allowed to define who he is.
Who Is He?
Who is he? The one whose words are of thunderous eloquence a raging force of him who speaks those words alone making love to the mind of her who hears his words as he touches her soul as he awakens her spirit with his words of ¿¿who is he? He whose magnificence is in the words he speaks to her who hears his heart as it expresses it self with pleasure in her presence. He is a King; fearless, shameless, in his expressions of his emotions caressing her softly with his words, he speaks to her heart. Who is he? The King of his queen who he seeks pleasure in the seeing of her eyes as she listens to his words of¿¿ the look of herface as she finds pleasure as he speaks to her spirit she glows the beauty of her awakening the sounds of her comfort the cry of contentment. Who is he? He is the King, ashe can only be, by speaking life into herwho is his queen.
Sitting atop this precious mass, life and living
Love and giving, sorrow and pain, living in vain
There are many, plenty, of lost, broke and broken
Forsaken, shaken, and forgot.
Beautiful is the night¿¿.Look at the stars
For its beauty is near yet so far
For its light twinkle with a ray of hope
For those who view, and pray for a few.
Love, the word that expresses a feeling
Love, is earned and given to those
Close by and those no longer living
Who is he? Does he know?
His place in the life of she who keeps him
Close. Does he know his own desires?
Does he know what it is that keeps him far yet so near?
Does he know why he shed so many tears?
Alone in his thoughts, he asks why
Love escapes him, and he lies
Does he know his purpose in life?
Does he live day to day on might, maybe
If, would, could, should I or shouldn¿¿t I
It depends on his mood.
She who keeps him close by, hoping, praying
Staying true to him, when is he going to come
Around be who he could, should, be
She realizes he does not know who he is
He is still wandering from place to place
From face to face, looking for a reflection
Of self, as she must know, she is not the
Reflection of him, who is unknown to self
She has realized that he is not what he seems
That love has always escaped him, so he has no
Meaning.
She lets go of him who is unknown to self
For if, he doesn¿¿t know self, what can he give
What can he offer and what will it mean
Good bye is better than sorrow, for there will
Always be tomorrow.
Do notofferwhat youdo not have, and never promise.
The following one is new 12/24/04. He is forever looking into her eyes looking to see if he`s the prize. Always tellingher no when his heart says yes, forever telling her maybe when his mind is made up, forever telling her he likes her when he loves her, forever telling her he`s waiting for the right time when he`s ready now, forever telling her there`s others, when he is alone, forever telling her what she doesn`t want to hear because he`s affraid to tell the truth, forever loving her yet she doesn`t know it, forever looking for the prize in her eyes, just like his love is trying to hide so is her prize.
She won`t chase you.
She won`t be less than
She won`t be average
She won`t be typical
She won`t be easy
She won`t be hard
She won`t be mistreated
She won`t be anything Her God didn`t design her to be
She will
She will not be like others
She is different
She is unique
She is not easy to figure out
She is....just because she is.
The woman of today have challenges when it comes to life and love, trying to conform to what they feel will be attractive to a man rather than what will build them up as women. That thinking ultimately gives room to disappointments women face continually trying, crying, praying, for God to send them a man rather then Allow God to use them for His purpose. Some of you may never marry before leaving this earth, will you go to hell trying? When God decides to put it in a mans heart that you are to be his bride then God will make that manifest in what ever way He chooses. You will know him by his fruits.
I make it my own little personal thing to look at the trees myself to check out the fruit. Be also mindful that not every man He sends will be a perfect man, but he will be perfect for his plan. He may not even be sent to be your mate......Somebody will catch that.
Wanting that which is easy
Wanting that which comes freely
Wanting that which no sacrifice is neccessary
Wanting all when we have done nothing deserving
He asks the Lords forgivenes for he is not a perfect man, traveling the road forward and end up back again, Lord forgive me once again, he cannot see what is ahead, visions, plans, misunderstandings, priorities misplaced, women wanting him bed, Lord forgive me I am a man, I have never known love, not knowing to know God is to know love.
Standing under pressure, under pain, trying to make in this world, trying to be a lady not a girl, they don`t understand that when I yell, scream, attack, my back is against the wall
Standing under pressure, I know God won`t give me more than I can bear, they don`t understand that it is not easy to stand when my knees are weak, they don`t understand love, they don`t understand that they are needed, they don`t understand that yell means I hurt, they don`t understand that scream is that of pain, they don`t understand that attack is a call for help, they don`t understand the concept of looking on the inside, they don`t understand standing under pressure.
The love that knows you, the love that holds you, the love that is there when you hear bad news, the love that is there when your in pain, the love that is there when you think its about to end, the love that tells you its not over, the love that loves when you no one else will, the love that love you in spite of you, the love that helps build you up, the love that is selfless, the love.........
If your reading this be encourage and be encouraging, you may find yourself in the midst of someone going through something in which they may not let you in on, rather than look at how they make you feel, look at how your making them feel.....be selfless enough to ask are they okay, ask if they are in need, be a comfort to them, some people hurt in silence.
He's sharing who he is with you, he's telling you all his dreams, he's telling you how he feels about you
He shares his desires, he wants to be close to you, he wants to comfort you, he wants to love you, he leaves no stone unturned he gives you his all. In his mind is to be the best he can be, in his soul, how can he express how he was designed to be and let he who rules for good guide him, his body a gift to you,
Can he be one with you? Can you handle it? is his dreams safe with you? is his desires important to you?
Can he get that close? Can he comfort you? Can he love you? Can he give you his all?
He has just asked the same of you.
Sometimes we ask people to give something we are not willing to give, and be someone we're not able to handle nor prepared to have.
He's tired, drawn, wasted, overworked, underpaid, and yet still tries to be what the Lord called Him
Life is taking its toll, people constantly draining, wondering if he will fold
Wanting to be that comfort, that one to speak good things, that smile that makes him sing
What harm could it bring?
What mysteries lay unknown, getting to close before I'm shown
Loving Him, in the purest of ways, going home when wanting to stay
Doing the right thing, by him and me, letting the Lords hand bring all that is needed
When someone of opposite gender is going through as much as we would like to be a comfort, sometimes we have to know our limitations, and know there are some places we shouldn't go, even if we love them
We have to do from afar, letting them know that we are there in prayer
Love
I charge you, O daughters of Jerusalem, By the gazelles or by the does of the field
Do not stir up nor awaken love until it pleases. (Song of Solomon 2:7)
Do not initiate love with a man unless it is his request to have you as his mate
If you made this far down the page, just to let you know, its not the hook up page.
Also, My sisters, why are you here putting up ads for a man?
Do you not have qualities that will attract a man of God?
Can you be that which the Lord fashioned you to be, and let the man seek those qualities out in you?
Who told you, you have to man hunt?
It is one thing to be open to the idea of meeting a potential suitor, its another to open yourself up to every lurking thing seeking those whom he may devour.
Some men that cross your path aren't meant to be your mate, nor should they be looked at as such.
Stop trying to make every man you come across your husband, stay focused on the things of God and your walk into being the best woman you can be.
