Amber_714

Why is it that whenever something good happens so does something bad?
Why is it that when you`re happy with your spirits up someone or something comes to make you sad
Why is that people the you think are your friends backstab, hurt you,never stick around to the end?
Why is it that people try to kick you when you`re down?
And you can`t find a single good thing to hold on to and so you start to wear a frown.
Why is it that life brings you so much pain?
And things start to happen that you can`t even explain.
Why is it that love has to hurt sometimes?
Why can`t it just be all good?
With only happiness and laughter just the way it should.
Why is it that people hate to see you succeed in life, accomplish something & do well?
Don`t you wish those people didn`t exist, would leave you alone, or just go to hell?
Why is it that it is easier to do wrong than it is to do right?
Like when a person comes and disses you, you don`t walk away instead you start to fight.
The answers to these questions we may not have, but they are somewhere.
So I guess we have to keep searching till we find them out there.




In those eyes you`ll see a girl who`s sad
In spite of all her hard work things still seem to turn out bad
In those eyes you`ll see a girl who`s in pain
The kind that cuts through your heart to you soul it`s hard to explain
In those eyes you`ll see a girl who`s crying
She`s hurting so bad inside it feels like she`s dying
In those eyes you`ll see a girl who`s angry with her life
Because most of her days are all full of strife
In those eyes you`ll see a girl who`s depressed
Angry, sad, hurt, that her soul cannot find rest
In those eyes you`ll see a girl whose head is in a total cluster
Trying to stillhold on to her dreams with all the strength that she can muster
In those eyes you`ll see a girl who needs to be set free
In those eyes the girl hopes she will someday be




You hurt me so much, it`s more than you`ll ever see
Now I know that you and I could never be
I thought that you loved me because I loved you
But in the end all that proved not to be true
My friends told me I was crazy but I hadn`t cared
Because Ithought what we had was special I thought it was love we had shared
But now I know that I was very wrong
And that I`d been kidding myself all along
I should have figured this out and known it before
Before you could lie to me and lead me on anymore
And now I feel so stupid I feel so naive and dumb
I was so into you I thought you were the one
But now I know the truth and I`m happy to say
That I will never allow myself again to be done that way






I know a man who`s greater than you`ll ever be
When I`m crying, afraid, hurt, or sad he comes to comfort me
I know a man who when I need him he`s always there
And no matter what I do in my life I know he`ll always care
I know a man who`s so full of blessings
When in his presence it gives you a very calm feeling
I know a man who when just talking to him is like a dream
He assures you the best as bad as things may seem
I know a man who`s always there when I call
And he`s the one who catches me when I fall
I know a man who lets my souls find rest
Compared with anyone else he`s definitely the best
I know a man who`s always by my side
A great friend and protector in which I can confide
I know a man who can set your soul free
That man in Jesus and he lives inside of me





Every time I see your face
My heart skips a beat then starts to race
I can`t believe you`re in my life
Hoping one day to be your wife
No one in the world I`d rather be with than you
To me you`re truly a dream come true
Sent to me from God above
You`re come and given me all your love
Never knew I would find a love like this
You`re the one I can`t resist
And all it takes is one kiss
To make my day and fill it with such happiness and bliss
You`re kind, patient, and very sweet
Just being in love with you is such a treat




You never listened when I nedded help
You never cared about what I felt
As a child I was filled with some much joy and life
But you destroyed that with your words cutting me like a knife
All I was atthe time was a child needing love
But that was never anything you ever thoughtof
Even now that I`m older the scars are still there
The card life dealt me seems somewhat unfair
So now that I`m older I don`t need your love anymore
You`re no longer the person I love and adore
My feeling for you are all gone or numb
It`s sad but I no longer feel for you as a loved one
Because you`ve always tried to down or at least kill my dreams
You killed that loving young girl that use to be me




Most people don`t know what they`ve got until it`s gone
Being with someone so long and not knowing their the one
Yeah it`s fun you take it lightly it`s really nothing real
Then you loose them to someone else and can`t help the way you feel
Before you thought it was fun, just a game, it really wasn`t nothing
But now you realize what you had was good, special, rare, you really had something
But now you can`t find a love like that again, and it`s such a pain
All because you left your first love being stupid and very vain
"Why is it" you think to your self "Why can`t I get him back"
Oh please that`s crazy, does life really cut you that much slack
So if you learn nothing in life know this one thing
When God sends you that special someone don`t reject,but accept that blessing


Screw it be done with it all
Tis are the things that make us fall
Being in love thinking to be so sweet
Yet clustered and chaotic as the business of a street
Why oh why do we tend to fall so fast
Knowing tht such things will never come to pass
Not quite the general, not quite the truth
Just the unexplained thoughts of a struggling youth
While it may be perplexing, and difficult to see
The many feelings and emotions that dwell inside of me
A mind being wracked losing the pleasure of sleep
A heart very wounded from being cut so deep


I wish you would do it I wish you would say/
You`ll love me forever, and with me you would stay/
I wish call me simply to see/
How my day is going and say that you love me/
I wish you would take me to watch the sunrise/
And kiss me slowly as you stare into my eyes/
I wish you would hold me and whisper in my hear/
That you`ll love me and protect me inspite of my fears/
I wish you would remember me at night in your prayers/
And ask God to keep me in his loving care/
I wish you`d smile at me and say to yourself/
that you couldn`t imagine being with anyone else/
But most of all I wish my dream would come/
The day you ask me to be with you/