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Member Since July 01, 2002

Age 33

Gender Female

Last Login November 14, 2004

Location Nacogdoches, TX

Relationship Status Single

Race White

Education Some College Coursework Completed

Astrological Sign Virgo



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MUSIC

and poetry are two very important things in my life. Here, on this site, my purpose is to share mine with YOU. I pray that you WILL be TOUCHED...



This poem was inpired by the unfortunate mindset of racism...the effects on how I feel about racism...I can`t stand it or its partner ignorance...



Take This Oh Lord!



In the moment of frustrating bitterness

I realize who God is

In that moment do I feel the Love of God

So Strongly

He`s calling, He`s moving on my heart to just cry out to Him

Jesus! I cry! I cant take this,

I cant handle what I`m feeling

"Rest in me my child, I`m here for you, I love you" Jesus calmly says.

PEACE WITHIN.

His arms wrap around me, full intensity of Love

Deep breaths...

Anger sin realeased, given to Him

Thank you Lord for your Love, your refuge

Jesus you are the way, Oh I love you God.

Tears run down my face...

broken I come- Thank you Jesus!

Why do you love me so much? I ask.

Jesus: "Because I was created to be the representation of true love...

Your real Lord, you never leave me

Thank you Jesus,

I kneel at your feet

I plead God: Why do you love me the way you do? I`m so disobedient. He answers in a sweet voice "Because your worth it"

In a sea of calmness and tranquility

I drift into His forgiveness and shelter.

Such peace in this place...

Lord I`ll never let go of your hand.

Jesus thank you for your love, thank you for your touch.

God thank you for your unfailing love

through your Son Jesus Christ

Lord help me to Love the way you love me...unconditionally



Another poem~



Broken



I come to you

with tears running downmy face

streaming

Lord God take this from me, this pain

I don`t want to own this,

I put it in your hands,

I give it to you

God your unfailing, your unchanging

your the rock that is never moving

That I run to lean on

Your comfort is like no other

You wipe the tears from my face

with your very hand

I`m broken. I need you God!

I cry out to you in desperation again

Hold me, take me, Lord God you are good

You, Oh God, give me liberation in a time of war

Tears of hurt turn to tears of Joy as you Oh God touch my face,

ensuring me that everything will fall into place.

He says: That He is God, to trust and to have faith, with then there`ll be a change of pace.

"Be still, and know that I am God." He says in love and grace.

"Be filled, my child, as I pour out my spirit onto you. In a day that comes now, that I will bring healing."

But you have to recieve it, embrace it, and be willing.

"Oh Yes!" I cry out, "I thank you, I love you. Thank you God for this feeling"





The OTHER side



In a constant cycle of misery

that is where lies shame, depression, and self abuse.

It lives, as do the weeds amongst the flowers. But what is in store for you is a seat of perfection in the midst of the glory.

But first, you must choose it.

You must choose to be set free, and hit all that with the hammer of redemption.

REDEEMED, it is what He says that you are. FREE, its what He says that you`ll be.

Denial only leads to more lies. I have a question- what is _____ doing for you? Is it really helping? Or is it bringing you further down, into a roller coaster spiral of self pity and destruction? You know the truth.

Can you look at yourself in the mirror?

Don`t give in. Let go of it all, let someone who was predestined to carry it, take it on. That is what He`s there for.

How are we, as humans, to tryto on a jobthat only God can do?

Abundant life waits there for you. Just trust Him, and take a step of faith. That chair that you sit in, you have faith that it won¿t break, it will hold you. Jesus never fails. Have faith in someone who is on your side, who loves you, who never breaks.

He didn`t break even when they said He was a lie, when they spat in His face, when they slit His side. Still He remained faithful to you. That¿s deep.

God wants you to get to know this person that HE created you to be.

Stop running from the truth.

You HAVE the strength to run toward it with endurance, never ever looking back.

But you have to want it. Then choose it, embrace it and receive the healing from it.

It¿s never too late to turn away from your sin, away from that life. Turn around and go the other way..run after what¿s yours. You¿re already forgiven.

Its simple.Satan represents lies.

God represents truth.

You choose daily whom you will serve.

The lies or the truth? God or satan?

There are not 3 paths in the road, there are only two. Choose right now. Destruction or Abundant LIFE.

If you choose life, you choose to really live...

and destruction only leads to more pain.

Come to the other side...





If you only knew...



If only you knew the Glory that is waiting for you

The Spirit that lives within you

He¿s waiting, He¿s calling

That still small voice

Yearning, turning, waiting- oh Lord God.

Just kick your enemy in the butt

Tell him how it is

Let satan know that

You will not stand for it

You wont take it anymore

No more lies, no more drama

Just take your foot and stomp him down

Stomp deceit, pride, and denial, smash it down

Don¿t get tired, just trust in Jesus, He IS your rock

And that mountain, oh fall, fall to the ground

Step out of your comfort zone

Let Love reign, and know that its all to your gain~

Blessings, blessings so many, too many to count

Just turn to Christ, and you will too see your crown.

Run hard, run fast, call after His name. JESUS!

You¿ll never know how good it is until you go get it

Don¿t settle for less, the easy road leads to death

Accept life,accept the breath that keeps you alive.

So much Glory, so much Praise, so much Joy all to bless you

To bless this unworthy soul, bet yet God still sees Jesus

When He looks at us, blameless.

You have a choice. Choose life or death. Lies or truth.

But in the end, and all in all, whom have you served? God or man?

Kill self, kill selfishness, and live to your Savior

Pray, seek, and live to the One and only, your Creator

He says, guard what I give you, for it is to be treasured

Keep it protected, your heart & mind, keep it sanctified. Proverbs 4:23

Reach inward, let Jesus heal you, mold you shape you into¿

Into who God says that you are. That is your identity.

Which comes from above, and not of this world.

You are special, beautiful, and uniquely created to depend on Him.

Above everything, know that you have the Victory (I Corinthians 15:57), and that

You have already defeated your adversary through Jesus.

Go forth, and never turn back. Run, Saint Run.Phil. 3:14, Romans 15:13



My RAP:

`get on it`

QUIT YOUR TRIPPIN & GET TO PRAISIN CAUSE JESUS AINT PLAYIN HES COMIN TO SAVE & WANTS YOU READY SO KEEP IT STEADY AND KEEP YOUR EYES ON THE LIGHT IN FRONT OF YO FACE, NO ONE CAN TAKE HIS PLACE, DONT LET IT SLIP, KEEP YOUR GRIP IN HIS GRACE AND SEEK HIS FACE



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SUUUPP beautiful creation of Our God! Never forget what a mighty plan GOd has on your life. AWESOME things are to come for you! Have faith and kick the devil`s butt! He is already mad that he lost forever why not give him ZERO power? :)

God loves you

Christ didsacrifice his LIFE for you, isnt it amazing? That is love

AlphandOmega- the king of Kings is Christ



MUCHHHHH Love to ya!!!!!!!!!!



Check out one man`s testimony about the gay lifestyle





Stephen B.
http://www.sbministries.org/testimon.html










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