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Here For Friends, Casual Dating, Serious Dating

Member Since July 07, 2003

Age 40

Gender Female

Last Login September 19, 2011

Location Baltimore, MD

Relationship Status Single

Race Black/African American

Ethnicity Other

Education Master's Degree

Astrological Sign Taurus

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A Letter to My Past


You have slandered me
Lied on me
Defiled my Name
Making you so great when you are really so lame
Don't hate because Ive lived better without you than with you
Don't be mad because I DO NOT WANT YOU
And Ive found the love of my life too
Don't be angry because I left you behind
So now you want to cry whine
Get over yourself, you are not that good
You are big joke. A man with no hood
It seems EVERYONE knows this But YOU
You are Delusional
even sociopathic
But know for sure
you WIll NEVER AGAIN HAVE THIS
The best thing to ever happen to you
Although you cheated worse than a bad coach
What you think I didn't know YOU were the actual HOE?
Several women and maybe a few men
What I know now I definately knew then
Why do you think I would almost vomit at the sight of you
as my distance from you grew
You are a human lightning rod
Especially how you defile the Name of God
But God is a God of justice and recompence
Two fold reward for all the time I spent
Trying to love a sociopath
With no conscience or moral compass
Soon you will know Gods wrath
Once your covering is gone
and your life begins to crash
God will remind you of every time you spoke of me as trash
But its okay, and all is well
My day of redemption is a clear as a bell
I will live a charmed and wealthy life
with a Man who knows how to treat a wife
An earthly Hell will be your home
It will be worst experience you've ever known.


"The Queen"


"Wise words come from the lips of people with understanding, but fools shall be beaten with a rod" Proverbs 10:13


He Who Angers You...Controls You.
Rise Above The Underlings for they will ALWAYS be what they are...
*The Queen*
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Your Thoughts Will Eventually Become Your Reality...
Unto What is Like is Drawn...What is around you????
*The Queen*
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Just give them enough time and any ex-anything will remind you of why you left in the first place.


Blog 6-10-09
Typhon Development, LLC is Official!!! Watch out world...You ain't seen nothing yet!!! I am excited and empowered by my new business ventures. The news will be out soon. I have a few more business things to tie up before the formal "launch" of everything. I want to thank God and his Universe for allowing this dream to FINALLY come true. The goal is to be out of a 9-5 by 2011. Its going to happen!!
What I am about to do is going to change the world...I am about to fulfill my destiny as well as the people who I love and who have remained faithful to me.
The rest of them can just stand back and bathe in REGRET!!!!! Oooohhh Don't cha just hate me??? I hope so...





Just because you have not found someone to love you on your level does not mean you have to stoop to theirs.




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"I Think PIMP, Therefore I AM"
Katt Williams


Do you live the type of life that if you did not show up for work for 2 days people would notice and come looking for you?? Think about it.


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Some people are still alive because it is illegal to kill them...
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A Woman's Prayer:
Dear Lord,
I pray for:
Wisdom, To understand a man.
Love, To forgive him and;
Patience, For his moods.
Because, Lord, if I pray for Strength
I'll just beat him to death .

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On March 30, 2006 I had a stroke. I was 34 years old. It was mild and I am fine now. I went to the ER with dizziness and a crushing headache. After sitting for 10 hours, I was told I had a sinus infection, given antibiotics/pain medicine, and sent home. I woke up the next am with blinding double vision. I went to my primary. He sent me to an Opthemologist and SHE diagnosed the stroke. Amazing isn`t it??
All this and I have excellent insurance. Think of if I didn`t.
After years of being told my blood pressure was "elevated" but not enough to be on medication I had a condition that is common in people twice my age and one pill could have stopped it.
Know your body, trust your gut, and take total control of your health...
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"I want to be where I am Celebrated not where I am Tolerated."
Pastor Paula White
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"Deep in my mind I believe everything is possible..."
Possibilities by Amp Fiddler
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Expectation is the breeding ground for miracles.
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He who dwells in the Secret Place of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
Psalm 91:1
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"You can fix it but you can`t make it work..."
"Stay" by Chaka Khan
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The One thing I know for sure about 30 and over Black People:
We may not know all the words to the National Anthem.
We may not know All the words to Lift Every Voice.
We may not remember an important family member`s birthday.
Hell, we may not remember our own birthday...
But the one thing we ALL KNOW is...
THE WORDS TO "LA DEE DA DEE"!!!!
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The Quickest Way To A Mans Heart Is Right Through His Rib Cage.
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"Reading maketh a full man, conference a ready man, and writing an exact man." Francis Bacon
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"Love surfeits. Not lust like a glutton dies. Love is all truth. Lust forged of lies..."
Shakespeare
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Well Behaved Women Rarely Make History...
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I am now walking in my Set Time...
Psalms 102:13
"You will arise and
have compassion on Zion
for it is time to show Her favor. Her Appointed Time Has Come."
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"Don`t make me Promises, Make me a Believer."
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Thunder Only Happens When Its Raining.
Players Only Love You When They`re Playing
"Dreams" by
Fleetwood Mac
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Prayer Changes Things
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"Power, without the character of God to control it,
is the formula to the end of the world..."
Pastor John Hagee
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The Bible SaysTo Growin the Midst of YourEnemies....












The Soul Of Brown


Browns

Oh those beautiful browns...

From the darkest chocolate

To the creamiest beige

Oh those beautiful browns...

From 5 foot 6

To 6 foot 5

Slim

Tall

Thick

Muscular

Umm that beautiful brown

Braids

Dreads

Bald

Natural

My, my, my that brown!

Full Lipped

Bright Eyed

Velvet voiced

Smooth Stride

How I love that Brown

Sienna

Peru

Chestnut

Wheat

Sand

Corporate

To

Corner

Wall Street

To

Watts

Forever is the Soul of Brown.
Copyright 2003



Greetings from Baltimore by way of Pittsburgh!

Check out Me and My Mom...



Can You Believe She Is 73?!


Struck

Like a snake

You struck

So fast

No time to react

You bit me

Taking a piece

I

Can never get back

Although

Time heals all wounds

You

Left a scar

Copyright 2003




WHEN WE GET HOME

It's Friday night

Time for you and I

To spend a little

time away from eachother

You out with da fellaz

I'll go play with my friends

Oh, but when we get home

Its On!!

You're not like the old

Neither am I

You understand my need

To get myparty on

Dance all night

And be loud and wrong

But when I get home

Its On!

I know you too

Need ta run wit da dogz

With you're fine self

Teasing those girlz

Who think they'll get more

of whats rightfully mine

But when you get home

Its On!

No room for jealousy

Suspicion or insecurity

Because you know

Like I know

Where home is

And its On!

Copyright 2003




Every life experience,
especially the most painful ones, allows the opportunity
for the next experience...




INTENSITY

Ice

Is in your stare

I try to look away

Locked in your gaze

Fighting the inevitable

Surrender

To your touch

Feeling your grip

Around my body

And soul

I fight so hard

To protect

My heart

From the unknown

The abyss

Of what is hunted

Yet causes so much pain

A word that is lived for

Yet has killed so many

Spiritually

You ask if I do

I will not answer

Locked in your gaze

Entranced by your lyrics

Fear overcomes my center

Rocking it to the point

Of instability

Still my body is safe

Within the sheer power

Of your presence??

Copyright 2003



ABSENCE

The Thought of You

Inspires Me

Our Meetings are Few

Powerful

Frightning

Enough to insite

A Love

Real Enough To Taste

Rare Enough To Envy

Unspoken

Passion

You Leave Me

Consistantly

Speechless...

Copyright 2003




BITTERSWEET

Dark Chocolate

Is usually Bittersweet.

So I have been told.

Its only sweet to me.

Broad Dark Shoulders.

Big Dark Hands...

Envelop.

Causing a

Cautious Submission.

With the strength of Darkness,

Mellow of sweet.

A Bitter undertone.

Makes the taste

Unique.

Copyright 2003




CARAMELLOW

Caramel

cover me

Oozing

Sticky Sweet

Hot

Like bath water

Over my body

Absorbing

Sandalwood

Scented oils

In my pores

Deep

As the sound of his voice

Caramellow dreams

Vanilla sighs

Blended together

So sweet the submission

Total and complete

Copyright 2003




Always Keep In Mind The Value of Your Own Life.
Everything You Give Out
You Deserve Back...
In SPADES!!



Thief In The Night

You stole my heart

Like a thief in the night

With not so much as a warning

Whisper

Gone

Did you plant a seed of love

And not expect it to grow?

Don't you know that words

Have life??

They are alive

Like breath

Just as precious.

So you plant a seed of love

Deep inside a desprate soul

Using Tools

Fashioned with

Pretty lies

and dreamy eyes

Then you walk away

Taking with you

What it needs to Flourish

and so

It Dies

Copyright 2004




SOOTHE HIS SOUL

Come and lay with me.

Allow me to soothe your weary mind.

Your hard day behind you.

Paying the price for success.

Now your soul needs soothing

Let me put my arms around you.

I can make the world disappear.

I will whisper love into your spirit.

And soothe your aching soul.

Let me rub your back

And massage your taut shoulders

Melt away the tension

And replace it with peace.

Let me take you down

And rock you slow,

Both inside and out

Of my precious Venus.

I can deposit and extract strength

at the same time.

Will you allow me?

May I be all that you need?

Come

Lay your troubles down on my breasts

And rest your stress between my thighs.

With every thrust of my hips,

Slowly I will rebuild you.

With every sigh from my lips

And arch of my back,

I will remind you that you are royalty.

Andover my sensuality

You Reign.

Copyright 2004



Blessing


Sometimes
I look to the sky
Then ask why You?
You bring me joy
In ways I have never known
When I look in your eyes
I see myself
In ways beyond my own understanding
You make me glow and gleam
Dream of things yet unseen
Believe love is just that
In the most pure and unadulterated way
Realness
Naked
Sans ego
Just
Spirit
Ebb and Flow
Good and other
Total Acceptance
The way life should be
Power to reach out and touch me in the air
When others would say that I am not there
Only a breath away
Can't stand to be too much further than that
Silliness encouraged
Crassness understood
See...
You
Adore me
As I do you
Powerful Perfection
Envied by all
Only
Comprehended by two
Copyright 2004





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