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KocoaHauntisA Letter to My Past You have slandered me Lied on me Defiled my Name Making you so great when you are really so lame Don't hate because Ive lived better without you than with you Don't be mad because I DO NOT WANT YOU And Ive found the love of my life too Don't be angry because I left you behind So now you want to cry whine Get over yourself, you are not that good You are big joke. A man with no hood It seems EVERYONE knows this But YOU You are Delusional even sociopathic But know for sure you WIll NEVER AGAIN HAVE THIS The best thing to ever happen to you Although you cheated worse than a bad coach What you think I didn't know YOU were the actual HOE? Several women and maybe a few men What I know now I definately knew then Why do you think I would almost vomit at the sight of you as my distance from you grew You are a human lightning rod Especially how you defile the Name of God But God is a God of justice and recompence Two fold reward for all the time I spent Trying to love a sociopath With no conscience or moral compass Soon you will know Gods wrath Once your covering is gone and your life begins to crash God will remind you of every time you spoke of me as trash But its okay, and all is well My day of redemption is a clear as a bell I will live a charmed and wealthy life with a Man who knows how to treat a wife An earthly Hell will be your home It will be worst experience you've ever known. "The Queen" "Wise words come from the lips of people with understanding, but fools shall be beaten with a rod" Proverbs 10:13 He Who Angers You...Controls You. Rise Above The Underlings for they will ALWAYS be what they are... *The Queen* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Your Thoughts Will Eventually Become Your Reality... Unto What is Like is Drawn...What is around you???? *The Queen* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Just give them enough time and any ex-anything will remind you of why you left in the first place. Blog 6-10-09 Typhon Development, LLC is Official!!! Watch out world...You ain't seen nothing yet!!! I am excited and empowered by my new business ventures. The news will be out soon. I have a few more business things to tie up before the formal "launch" of everything. I want to thank God and his Universe for allowing this dream to FINALLY come true. The goal is to be out of a 9-5 by 2011. Its going to happen!! What I am about to do is going to change the world...I am about to fulfill my destiny as well as the people who I love and who have remained faithful to me. The rest of them can just stand back and bathe in REGRET!!!!! Oooohhh Don't cha just hate me??? I hope so... Just because you have not found someone to love you on your level does not mean you have to stoop to theirs. Come Check Out My BP Group "SINGLE BLACK WOMEN WITHOUT KIDS" "I Think PIMP, Therefore I AM" Katt Williams Do you live the type of life that if you did not show up for work for 2 days people would notice and come looking for you?? Think about it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Some people are still alive because it is illegal to kill them... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear Lord, I pray for: Wisdom, To understand a man. Love, To forgive him and; Patience, For his moods. Because, Lord, if I pray for Strength I'll just beat him to death . ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Need Custom Shirts, Logos, or Images For Your Business or Group? WWW.ONYXBYDESIGN.COM Check it Out!!! We can do something like this... For your picture or image! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ On March 30, 2006 I had a stroke. I was 34 years old. It was mild and I am fine now. I went to the ER with dizziness and a crushing headache. After sitting for 10 hours, I was told I had a sinus infection, given antibiotics/pain medicine, and sent home. I woke up the next am with blinding double vision. I went to my primary. He sent me to an Opthemologist and SHE diagnosed the stroke. Amazing isn`t it?? All this and I have excellent insurance. Think of if I didn`t. After years of being told my blood pressure was "elevated" but not enough to be on medication I had a condition that is common in people twice my age and one pill could have stopped it. Know your body, trust your gut, and take total control of your health... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I want to be where I am Celebrated not where I am Tolerated." Pastor Paula White ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Deep in my mind I believe everything is possible..." Possibilities by Amp Fiddler ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Expectation is the breeding ground for miracles. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He who dwells in the Secret Place of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. Psalm 91:1 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "You can fix it but you can`t make it work..." "Stay" by Chaka Khan ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The One thing I know for sure about 30 and over Black People: We may not know all the words to the National Anthem. We may not know All the words to Lift Every Voice. We may not remember an important family member`s birthday. Hell, we may not remember our own birthday... But the one thing we ALL KNOW is... THE WORDS TO "LA DEE DA DEE"!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Quickest Way To A Mans Heart Is Right Through His Rib Cage. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Reading maketh a full man, conference a ready man, and writing an exact man." Francis Bacon ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Love surfeits. Not lust like a glutton dies. Love is all truth. Lust forged of lies..." Shakespeare ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well Behaved Women Rarely Make History... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am now walking in my Set Time... Psalms 102:13 "You will arise and have compassion on Zion for it is time to show Her favor. Her Appointed Time Has Come." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Don`t make me Promises, Make me a Believer." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thunder Only Happens When Its Raining. Players Only Love You When They`re Playing "Dreams" by Fleetwood Mac ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Prayer Changes Things ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Power, without the character of God to control it, is the formula to the end of the world..." Pastor John Hagee ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Bible SaysTo Growin the Midst of YourEnemies....  The Soul Of Brown Browns Oh those beautiful browns... From the darkest chocolate To the creamiest beige Oh those beautiful browns... From 5 foot 6 To 6 foot 5 Slim Tall Thick Muscular Umm that beautiful brown Braids Dreads Bald Natural My, my, my that brown! Full Lipped Bright Eyed Velvet voiced Smooth Stride How I love that Brown Sienna Peru Chestnut Wheat Sand Corporate To Corner Wall Street To Watts Forever is the Soul of Brown. Copyright 2003 Check out Me and My Mom... Can You Believe She Is 73?! Struck Like a snake You struck So fast No time to react You bit me Taking a piece I Can never get back Although Time heals all wounds You Left a scar Copyright 2003 WHEN WE GET HOME It's Friday night Time for you and I To spend a little time away from eachother You out with da fellaz I'll go play with my friends Oh, but when we get home Its On!! You're not like the old Neither am I You understand my need To get myparty on Dance all night And be loud and wrong But when I get home Its On! I know you too Need ta run wit da dogz With you're fine self Teasing those girlz Who think they'll get more of whats rightfully mine But when you get home Its On! No room for jealousy Suspicion or insecurity Because you know Like I know Where home is And its On! Copyright 2003 Every life experience, especially the most painful ones, allows the opportunity for the next experience...  INTENSITY Ice Is in your stare I try to look away Locked in your gaze Fighting the inevitable Surrender To your touch Feeling your grip Around my body And soul I fight so hard To protect My heart From the unknown The abyss Of what is hunted Yet causes so much pain A word that is lived for Yet has killed so many Spiritually You ask if I do I will not answer Locked in your gaze Entranced by your lyrics Fear overcomes my center Rocking it to the point Of instability Still my body is safe Within the sheer power Of your presence?? Copyright 2003 ABSENCE The Thought of You Inspires Me Our Meetings are Few Powerful Frightning Enough to insite A Love Real Enough To Taste Rare Enough To Envy Unspoken Passion You Leave Me Consistantly Speechless... Copyright 2003 BITTERSWEET Dark Chocolate Is usually Bittersweet. So I have been told. Its only sweet to me. Broad Dark Shoulders. Big Dark Hands... Envelop. Causing a Cautious Submission. With the strength of Darkness, Mellow of sweet. A Bitter undertone. Makes the taste Unique. Copyright 2003 CARAMELLOW Caramel cover me Oozing Sticky Sweet Hot Like bath water Over my body Absorbing Sandalwood Scented oils In my pores Deep As the sound of his voice Caramellow dreams Vanilla sighs Blended together So sweet the submission Total and complete Copyright 2003 Always Keep In Mind The Value of Your Own Life. Everything You Give Out You Deserve Back... In SPADES!! Thief In The Night You stole my heart Like a thief in the night With not so much as a warning Whisper Gone Did you plant a seed of love And not expect it to grow? Don't you know that words Have life?? They are alive Like breath Just as precious. So you plant a seed of love Deep inside a desprate soul Using Tools Fashioned with Pretty lies and dreamy eyes Then you walk away Taking with you What it needs to Flourish and so It Dies Copyright 2004 SOOTHE HIS SOUL Come and lay with me. Allow me to soothe your weary mind. Your hard day behind you. Paying the price for success. Now your soul needs soothing Let me put my arms around you. I can make the world disappear. I will whisper love into your spirit. And soothe your aching soul. Let me rub your back And massage your taut shoulders Melt away the tension And replace it with peace. Let me take you down And rock you slow, Both inside and out Of my precious Venus. I can deposit and extract strength at the same time. Will you allow me? May I be all that you need? Come Lay your troubles down on my breasts And rest your stress between my thighs. With every thrust of my hips, Slowly I will rebuild you. With every sigh from my lips And arch of my back, I will remind you that you are royalty. Andover my sensuality You Reign. Copyright 2004 Blessing Sometimes I look to the sky Then ask why You? You bring me joy In ways I have never known When I look in your eyes I see myself In ways beyond my own understanding You make me glow and gleam Dream of things yet unseen Believe love is just that In the most pure and unadulterated way Realness Naked Sans ego Just Spirit Ebb and Flow Good and other Total Acceptance The way life should be Power to reach out and touch me in the air When others would say that I am not there Only a breath away Can't stand to be too much further than that Silliness encouraged Crassness understood See... You Adore me As I do you Powerful Perfection Envied by all Only Comprehended by two Copyright 2004 Favorite Pages(?)Favorite Links (?)Friends(?)
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