Mzilikaze

B4 I write anything else I want to thank my Lord 4 my life. I am not His greatest child and I make so many mistakes, but He always picks me up, dusts me off and takes me through 2 another day... There`s nothing that I can do without Him.



I got a bit tired of my page so i`m sure some of y`all did 2, so i`m in the process of trying 2 make some changes. well, not really too many bcos i love the background. it's an african sunset, not sure which country. i`ll let u know y it`s up and y i feel it`s so important...

i went 2 a junior school that was predominantly white so 4 a long time i resented my dark skin and afro hair, when i went on 2 secondary school the majority of the black people in my school were caribbean and used 2 give me grief 4 being African, so i wasn`t too happy about that either.

It wasn`t until a couple of years ago that I truly began to be proud of my colour and of my roots. I am a strong black, african woman and now very very proud of it.

Another reason for the map is 2 remind people that Africa is a continent, NOT a country, and there are many countries with very different cultures that comprise it. It makes me so mad when people, even black people, refer 2 it as if it were one country.



Anyway, enough of that!! i always get a bit too passionate!lol.



For my sex, age and star sign look to the left!...



I am a fourth year medical student and my feelings towards the profession tend to fluctuate. I may be a little naive but i truly started this course thinking `wow i`m going 2 be helping people AND i`ll be getting paid 4 it!` But it seems that so many people doing it r just so money orientated it`s kind of burst me bubble. yes, i want 2 be comfortable in the future and HAPPY, but i`m just not money driven. Don`t want 2 bore u too much so let`s move on...



Um...i love music. it permeates every part of my life. I love to dance and sing, anytime anyplace! I`m not one of those people who stand around in clubs and checks the opposite sex out, i`m generally the one who`s on the dance floor from beginning 2 end!

I`ve been playing piano since i was about 4 years old. i haven`t been doing it much lately but i will attack it once again once the workload eases a little.

At the moment i`m pretty inactive, i`m trying 2 get back into playing basketball and doing gymnastics, but that`s a little slow right now, i`ll get back 2 u!!



Although u may not believe it I do have my quiet times and I have come to enjoy my solitude. Those moments have brought out a new talent in me. I`ve started writing poetry, most of it is miserable bcos I started during a difficult time in my life but things are getting better!

I place a lot of importance in my friends, and I have discovered some truly beautiful people, I am very blessed to have them in my life. U know who u r!!

I don`t know what else to write, that isn`t 2 say that thers isn`t more 2 me maybe i`m just waiting 4 u 2 ask!!!



Oh, by the way, I thought I`d include something a friend wrote to me, maybe it will encourage someone else...



I understand your inner pain

But there`s always sunshine within the rain.

But in due time

you shall find a mended heart and open mind

Discover yourself from deep within.

You`ll discover that you`re your one true friend

But fate will lead you to to the one

Who`ll end your storm with the blazing sun

..............



I wrote this a little while ago, hope u like it!



It's breathtaking up here.

From this height I see the beauty of the land promised to me.

I throw my burdens off the cliff edge,

And as I watch them disappear into the darkness below,

I feel light, I feel free, I feel beautiful, I am beautiful.

I glance behind me and see the stony path.

It??s surface rough and jagged,

With obstacles of every kind lying hazardously across it.

This path though treacherous, brought me to this place.

And I look upon it with no malice, just appreciation,

Though tears fill my eyes.

Drops of this salty water fall upon my bare feet,

Washing away the blood and stinging my wounds.

Though scarred by my long walk they are strong.

I turn and look to the sky,

Praying for healing rain to fall upon this troubled path.

To wash away the stones and obstacles,

And expose the fertile soil beneath.

For though I walk this path no longer,

Another traveller may find their beauty there



OK i think u`ve had enough of me, don`t go without leaving a little sumthin` sumthin` in my



All those who have been following my terribly slow progress in designing my page will wonder how i managed 2 produce such a wonderful background.... the truth is i didn`t. i had done for me by a very good friend, i don`t know if he wants 2 mention his name so i`ll ask his permission then get back 2 u!! i truly appreciate this and i hope he knows that.





Here are a couple of pics. The beautiful lady in the green top is my girl 4 life, we couldn't be closer if we were blood related. I know that God personally chose her to be in my life as a daily blessing.