inthemood337

A big phat WHAT UP to everyone who reads this page.I am gay black male trying to make to most of the gift of life that I have.There are many ways this world can tear away your faith just know it never deserts you, in the end I will be received. I live my life to the fullest that I am able. My life is far from perfect, whose is.I am a very real person don`t have time for games I stoped running from life, the world and myself.I`m on a mission that is really not important at this time but every one eventually wants to find that special someone.Some People seem to be taking sex so trivially,a good passtime.Sexuality is between 2 people & only them. Sex is something that 2 souls gave to each other as an ultimate expression of emotion. I think it`s really sad how easy it is to get d_ick and a_ss and AIDS but how difficult it is to get a piece of heart. So many peeps think it will never happen to them but it`s not worth it. If there are any bruthas who feel what I`m sayn` give me a holla. As 4 STATS people really put too much on STATS somebody could have good STATS and still be color purple ugly but nevertheless here r my stats.

I`m 5f 7 250 pounds 48`waist

I do luv and carry myself well (see the pictures down there yeah that me). When it`s comes down to my personality it`s varies from day to day (just like everybody else)...but I generally take what you give me and give you twice as much...so it`s all on you. You come real so will I, you act like fake azz fool; give me attitude and you might survive my backlash.

I like to f)uc(k not get f)uc(ked over




LOL I`m serious.

Sexually,I use to allow others place limits on me, that is no longer if you have limits...don`t place labels on me you think AIDS cares about top/bottom/DL/thugs it`s all the same to it. A lot of guys seem to be uncomfortable with me, I just think that they are attracked to me and they just can`t handle it that`s their problem you can deal with or not, your loss. There some that go around and up on their high horses point,intimidate, judge, and have the gull to condemn others. Some people have allowed Society to tell them things which make them lose their faith. They believe these things and get caught up in senseless sex and are really not happy. Some say being gay is choice or that being gay is the evilest all. It`s interesting that some people think that heterosexaul unmarried sex is somehow more holy. What ever be the case of your personal opinion, all that matters is the way I live my life the way I feel. If I could choose to have no sexuality I would, we would love the change things that we can not. If u r one of these people who turn a blind eye to thier actions by walking around claiming to be "saved" as you damn others don`t bother wasting your time move one and try to break someone else.

U don`t know my story or anything about me, all you make a judement only one word. I am fully ready to live my life alone I don`t need anyone to vailidate my existance. I have my own house that I am purchasing not something passed on from generations, I have a degree, 2004 4 door titan truck, and 2007 HHR crusier. My bills are paid therefore I aint got money to pay yours and incase your wondering i never did get a FEMA check but my black azz sure did try

If u want a man u can`t be scared of d/ic/k if u want a man u can`t treat him as if he were a girl.

I DONT care to deal with BI-Sexual peeps at all. My sex life is only part on the total package I am it doesn`t rule over my life.A few maybe know what I do but not with whom I may or may not be doing what with is for my knowledge only.It has been a long time since my last time and I`m in no rush to jump into anything or better yet catch anything. We make time for what we want in life I have the time if you do. If this page offends you can click the X in the top corner at anytime.I not sayn`I want to walk around butt to butt nutt to nutt just that I don`t play the game If I wanted to I would and could like many others do.Females pitty me not cause I pitty you.You be sure of what your getting into or better yet what`s getting into you. If you BI that`s cool but don`t hide behind that you say your BI but only males on your buddy list.As far other bruthas dealn wit this struggle just remember not everyone is the same you have to live in order to learn and ask yourself DO I LIKE ME? think about it if you met someone like you what would you do.

ON yahoo rgsr99cl

The writings below are some of things that lay with in and very important to me they are intended to reach or awaken what come to know as the "impossible one".

The "impossible one", my counter-part,I only know him vaguely,in my hopes,in my dreams,and the love that I one day I hope to have just a taste of.The "impossible one" is a mixed blend of open-mindedness, versatility,decency,he is attractive yet common,imperfect and willing to accept that all people have imperfections.The "impossible one" seems to be a ghostly afterthought.I see him in the shadows,the coner of my eye, I catch him in a glace from a far. He`s always present yet goes un-noticed.Yet I know he exist.I see him,I hear him,I notice him, he passes near me,I smell him,I die, what sweet endless mystery to be ever so close and yet never connect.

"The false-one" is my worst foe, he`s slick,and almost perfect,just what I want and not what I need in every aspect and knows it,he is like the "almost right answer" in them damn mulitpule choice test. The one you always pick becasue it seem right but it be wrong, and a complete waste a resouces.

The "impossible one" Vs The "false one"

which one are you

not much of a choice is it to have a something so normal as yet so rare just the way love looks at you a soft & tender stare or to settle for something that will invaribly fail and will leave you with a feeling just as sweet as tangled pubic hair

With all that in mind I still be horny! Is it`s a crime to want it all?..no crime just impossible.

If the past ever find this page, no this is not about you but only what I`ve learned from you I am in no way bitter nor regret anything but I must say Your place is exactly where u r in the past, never doubt that.

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ALL I EVER WANTED TO BE

WAS ME 4 U AND U 4 ME

ALL I NEEDED WAS A POSSIBILITY.

IN THE END YOU CHOSE TO TURN AWAY

YOU REVERT TO THOSE HEAD GAMES THEY PLAY

WONDER DOES IT REALLY PAY TO FALL IN LOVE TODAY.

SEEN YOU LAST NIGHT BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES

THE SIMPLE THINGS MEANT THE WORLD TO ME

NOW I`M SITTING HERE REMINISCIN` ABOUT THOSE THINGS

NOW THERE`S ONE THING THAT I`D LIKE TO KNOW

DID YOU CARE FOR ME OR DID YOU SHOW

ME THE THINGS THAT I WANTED TO SEE

WITH THESE GAMES I NEVER SEEM TO WIN

I ALL START OVER AND I BEGIN

TO BUILD A WALL AROUND MY SOUL

DAMN THIS STUFF IS GETTING REALLY OLD

YOU KEEP PUSHING BUT I DON`T PUSH BACK

TELL ONE DAY THAT I WILL SNAP

IF I WERE YOU I WOULD CHANGE MY PATH

SEEN YOU LAST NIGHT BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES

THE SIMPLE THINGS MEANT THE WORLD TO ME

NOW I`M SITTING HERE REMINISCIN` ABOUT THOSE THINGS

PEOPLE AREN`T SAME AND YET I KNEW

I KNEW EXACTLY WHAT YOU`D PUT ME THOUGH

WITH THAT IT`S TIME THAT I BE TRUE

THAT I ALLOWED YOU TO DO WHAT YOU DO.

HONESTLY I JUST DON`T KNOW

WHAT TO DO OR HOW TO GROW

BUT THERE IS ONE THING I KNOW RIGHT NOW.

THINK IT`S BEST NOT GET USE TO YOU

I KNOW WHAT`LL HAPPEN IF I DO

I WON`T BE ABLE LET GO OF YOU.

FOR AWHILE I THINK I`LL SHUT THIS DOWN

PREPARE MYSELF FOR ANOTHER ROUND

OF WHAT LIFE HAS NEXT TO SERVE

EVEN THOUGH SOME THINGS I DON`T DESERVE

ALTHOUGH IT`S OVER AND WE ARE THOUGH

I KNOW THAT I....MADE THE RIGHT DECISION

I CAN`T KEEP HOLDING ON TO YOU.

SEEN YOU LAST NIGHT BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES

THE SIMPLE THINGS MEANT THE WORLD TO ME

NOW I`M SITTING HERE REMINISCIN` ABOUT THOSE THINGS

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I use to be:

I use the be your love, your heart, your kiss

But I need someone else

Now you`re sorry

And you want to come back to me

But you`re the one who walked out babe and give me back my heart`s key

You were so sure that I`d always

Be waitn` for U and you could

Just come back babe whenever

You wanted to, but I got news

For you this time you went too far

I use to be your love, your, heart, your kiss

But now I need someone else.

This use to be your house, your hug, your spot

But now I need someone else

My self-esteem, it was just convenient for you

You just come and go whenever you wanted to

Now you`re telling me you realize you were wrong

You should have thought about that the day before

You did wrong, now all feelin` I had, I had you U Are gone.

This use to be your house, your kiss, your embraces

Now they will belong to someone else

I use to be your heart, your love, and your fool

But I will find out what love is

With someone else

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. If I seem to be too complex for U and you can`t handle me it`s all good bye I`m not a hater,just not a participater. Keep the bull, AND YEAH FELLAS DON'T BE SCARED!!!!!!!!!

peace+love+acceptance+respect=truth

BLACK DOES NOT = GHETTO
holla back

28yrs complete and i still watch cartoons now what

I WILL BE VISITING ATLANTA SOON AND IDEAS ANY TAKERS?