Personal Info
Member Since May 25, 2000
Last Login Oct 14, 2006
Location Hyattsville, MD
Relationship Status Single
Race Black/African American, Hispanic/Latino, Native American
Education High School or Equivalent
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kita-boo
*****************DOMINICAN REPUBLIC*************
 FIRST I GOTTA GIVE AND HONOR AND THANKX 2 GOD WITHOUT HIM THERE WOULD BE NO ME OR U! Dear Heavenly Father, forgive me for ignoring your arms. Forgive me for offering you crumbs from my heart. I have been mistaken in my pursuit of love, but it is with clearer vision that I turn back to you right now. I ask you to teach me to love you the way that you love me. Grant me the joy of my salvation and I pray that you will be my constant craving, and as I wait for you to fill my longings, you will fill me completely with yourself to overflowing. And last but not least, I ask that you will be my first and greatest love. In Jesus name I pray...Amen A love walk does not come easily or without personal sacrifice. Each time we choose to love someone it will cost us something- time, money or effort. That`s why we are told to count the cost before we make the commitment.(Luke 14:25-33) SINCE YOUR HERE U CAN SPINKLE SOME OF YOUR LOVE  HATAS EMAIL OR IM ME @ LILDIAMOND17@AOL.COM THERE ARE SOME PICS IN THE GALLERY BELOW NEW PICS COMMING SOON! ALL MY PICS ARE NOT AT THE BOTTOM I HAVE MORE PICS IF U ASK I MIGHT SEND THEM TO U LIBRA LIBRA LIBRA LIBRA LIBRA LIBRA ************************************* CENTER> DONT SEND ME A NOTE TALKING SH!T OR TELLING ME U WANNA %#&@$! I AM NOT LIKE DAT LIKE THAT SH!T! U WILL NOT GET A RESPONSE IF U HAVENT SIGNED MY G-SPOT DO SO, UNLESS U JUST WANNA ASK A QUESTION THEN ITs COOL  ************************************ ME I`M AN AGGRESSIVE FEMALE WHO IS SWEET, CONSIDERATE, CARING,I HAVE A CRAZY SENSE OF HUMOR I LOVE 2 LAUGH AND ANYBODY WHO CAN MAKE ME LAUGH I CAN BE A LUNCHBOX WHEN I WANT TO BE. IM JUST LIKE ONE ON THE FELLAS "IMMA COOLTYPEMELLOWLAIDBACKFELLOWSMOKEDOUTTYPE OF DUDE" WHO LOVES TO CHILL AND DO WHATEVA (DONT TAKE THE WRONG WAY) I HAVE MOST MALE FRIENDS CANT GET ALONG WITH MOST FEMALES THEY ARE MENTALLY UNSTABLE CREATURES I DONT HAVE MANY FEMALES FRIENDS AND THAT`S ABOUT ALL YAL CAN HANDLE. I THINK I`LL JUST LEAVE YOU IN SUSPENSE. I LOVE TO CHILL, TALK, BASICALLY I`M DOWN FOR WHATEVER. SOO THE NEXT STEP IS YOURS........... DON`T EVEN DO IT IF... 1. YOU`RE NOT UNIQUE, ORIGINAL, OR DRAMA-FREE. 2. YOU ONLY SEE MY OUTER BEAUTY. 3. YOU ARE ALL ABOUT GAMES. 4. YOU PRETEND TO BE SOMEONE YOU REALLY AREN`T. 5. YOU DON`T STICK TO YOUR WORD. 6. YOU AREN¿T SINCERE, AND TRUE TO YOURSELF. 7. YOUDON`T TAKE OTHERS FEELINGS INTO CONCIDERATION. 8. YOU CAN`T LOVE ME FOR ME AND NOT WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE. 9. YOU ARE JUDGEMENTAL AND DON`T TAKE THE TIME TO LOOK AT YOURSELF. 10. YOU DON`T HAVE ANYTHING GOING FOR YOURSELF. (NOT JUST PHYSICALLY BUT MENTALLY).    OPEN YA MIND DONT BE BLIND TO THE FAST PACE OF TIME 4 IT IS A CIRCLE THAT CAN NOT BE UNTWINED KARMA WE LIVE IN THE PAST WHICH IS OUR FUTURE A LIL SOMETHING TO TINGLE YA SPINE NO FREAKY %#&@$! THATS 4 MY LOVE BUT ON SOME REAL %#&@$! READ THESE U MAY FEEL ME I know I may not be the kind of person you`re looking for but I`ll make up for that, baby I can give youso much more I may not look like I belong on TV but look and see the good inside of me I know if you just get to know me more you`ll see how I truly am you`ll see me for sure I want you, baby I want to be in your arms You knowhow I feel for you Why can`t you feel the same way too Maybe it`s how I look Maybe it`s how I act But I know I can make you happy I know that for a fact If you don`t feel the same My heartwill break, but will mend Because I love you with all my heart My love for you will never end.... *********************************** If I died alone today, Would it make a difference what I say? If I fell asleep, never to awake, Did I pray the Lord my soul to take?If I left and was never seen again,Would you look back and call me a friend?If I lived my life, just for me,Just to see how selfish I could be,Would my friends turn their backs in the endAnd never acknowledge I was their friend? Would I be missed by the people that mean the most, Or simply fade away... just like a ghost? *********************************** I`m sitting here thinking about my dream. A dream... I see love, I see faith, I see trust, I see freedom... All this prisoned in me, Tears shattered, full of pain, hurt, sorrow. How can it be??? I dream of the light, I dream of flying. I wonder when, When can this prison be gone, An eternal prison of thinking?Thinking of a way for theseeyes to see, To see this light again. And I ask myself and God what I have done To deserve this prison. I listen andlisten, And no answer is coming. My heart is aching,My soul is burning, My body is weak, My eyes are tired, tired, tired. I close my eyes, but they open, Yet they`re closed... Something`s burning, Something`s dying. I see a bird flying, And I think how happy it can be, flying away, Running from this empty world that has no meaning. I fly higher and higher, I reach the clouds, Then I smile for how a dream can make you feel, But still it`s a dream. Wishing it could come true, But I know it`s just a dream. I wish I could close my eyes and dream forever, But then I wake up, For every dream ends as a dream... ************************************ A Hollow Shell in a Life Filled World I am but a Hollow Shell in this Life Filled world. I have no soul, no mind, no heart. I have no conscience, I have no will. My life has no meaning; why am I here? What purpose do I serve, other than another number in the census? How do I thrive, when all I want to do is die? How do I survive, when all I want to do is cry? Why does God play this game with me? Why did He take my soul from me? Will I bask in the sunlight, or play in the snow? How does He have the right to rip me apart, while others are left standing. Life is a terrible blessing. Why was I granted it and UNCLE BUTCH rejected? (RIP) The world has so many people, why did I have to survive? What do I have to do? What is my purpose? Am I special? To whom? To what? Am I special to my friends, my peers, my teachers, my parents? Where do I belong in this world of geniuses? What am I doing here? Am I for the freak shows? Am I here to show the people what not to be? Am I here to be swatted around like a bee? Or does He have a special purpose for me? Maybe I will be the 49th President. Maybe the first Protestant Pope. Maybe I will be a mentor to The One that Saves us all. Maybe I will bring World Peace, or maybe I will cause WorldDoom. Maybe I will discover a whole new civilization, or a whole new world. Maybe I will end world hunger, or maybe I will invent Cold Fusion. Maybe He will fill this Hollow Shell with the Life of the World. Who knows? Maybe I will replace God when He retires. Until then, I will be waiting for my soul and my Fill. Until then, I will keep smiling and enjoying the rain.... *********************************** People are differnt Different views different feelings Even may have different faults No two people are alike. I am not the same as you I do not see things the way you do I do not have the same faults as you do This is what makes me, me. You believe I should see things the way you do You believe I should feel the way you do But what about what I believe What about the way I feel. If you can not accept my feelings Cannotaccept my views Cannot accept my faults If you cannot accept me for who I am Then you cannot accept me at all. !!!
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