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You are beautiful. Right now. Today. Just as you are, just the way you look as you read those three words: You. Are. Beautiful. Say it slowly aloud, as if the phrase were a foreign language, for it probably is.

You are beautiful. Now say it in the first person singular.

I am beautiful.

Do you know that? If so, remind yourself of this glorious fact every day. If not, it is time to become beautiful in your own eyes. This will require a makeover of sorts, but not the kind you think. Learning to love the way you look has nothing to do with starting a diet or reshaping your eyebrows. Accepting and embracing your authentic beauty means seeing yourself from the inside out. I love me, I love me not--I love me.

--Claude M. Bristol


Well its 2010 and i thought i would update my message a lil bit For those that care to read it anyways.....lol

First off let me say............I AM NOT LOOKING FOR ANYTHING, I have a partner. YES, im happy. NO, you can't offer me anything that he isn't able to give me. I am not a CHEATER! Im not looking for a screw partner, a boyfriend, a soulmate.............im just not looking PERIOD. I am here on BlackPlanet strickly for entertainment purposes only. I love the groups that i am in, they give me a moment from 'real time' and are great stress relievers. I have met a lot of nice people in my groups, some have become dear friends. If you are looking at my profile and feel you want me to send you more pics............please keep it moving. I'm not on display, nor am i trying to sell myself in the hopes that you will like or want me. This is me, this is who i am. I'm not here to feel some void you have nor am i here to solve your problems. I'm a full figured woman but please do not mistake that as being a woman of low self-esteem, no morals, no common sense or one who is willing to do anything to have or to get a man. Please don't go there, it aint that serious. I am not desperate so please don't come at me as if you are doing me a favor. I am beautiful inside and out............if you feel otherwise, keep it moving. I hope I'm not coming off as sounding angry, bitter or cocky, cause im none of those things, just really tired of some of the brothers that have been coming at me..............lame, tired, horny and full of nonsense.


A perfect day for me would be to lounge around all day with that someone special......watching a movie, laughing and teasing each other, laying in silence and then falling asleep in each others arms.

Things that I despise: a liar or someone that takes my kindness as a weakness.

Qualities that i admire in a human being would be: compassion, strength, drive, maturity, leadership, GOD-fearing, honesty, loyalty, outspoken, caring, gentle, understanding, sincere, respectful, family orienteted.




" LOVE IS GIVEN TO THOSE OPEN TO RECEIVE IT "




Please do not contact me unless we are in a group together or we are friends. Im not on here to chat or hook up. I don't smoke and I'm drug free. I am a mother, a daughter, a nurse, a best friend and many other things. For the women that are curious, the answer is NO! Never have, never will, i am not curious at all. I LOVE MEN ONLY! And for all of the selfish men that like to swing both ways, that are married or separated, living with their woman or MAN, or if you are in a serious, committed relationship, or if you are looking for a way to get an American VISA, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, KEEP IT MOVING!!! Please do not insult my intelligence.








































~SoulMates Pt 2~

The look in his eyes
i have seen this before
similar to the stars in the sky
my my my
how i gaze into them daily
seeing the blue skies of love and hope
i feel like im on dope
craving his attention
and he gives it freely
to thee
i must be
his one and only
cause boy does he put it on me
that love jones
you know what im talking about
that i cant wait to hear your voice
that i cant wait to see your smile
that i cant wait to feel your embrace
as a grin slips on my face
i am remembering his laughter
how his face lights up like the moon
how it shines like the sun
we are both sprung
basking in the glory bestowed upon us
yes we are blessed
to have found one another
without searching any further
he has captured my heart, mind, and spirit
all in one sweep
our love feels so good
it makes me weep
tears of joy fall effortlessly
for him to choose me
i smile gleefully
knowing that i am him
and he is me
We are Soulmates

PP (9/17/2008)


~Relationships~

Somewhere between light and dark
That?s where we coincide
The grass was greener on the other side
Or so we thought
Special moments taken for granted
So we lost out
Taking in the rain
Patience was washed out
Our lips moved
But nothing was heard
Shouts of frustration
Body language observed
But to no conclusion
Problems still lie dormant
Til the next highlight of confusion
Where do we go from here?
Your guess is as good as mine
Let?s talk it out
Hell, even cry it out
It?s cleansing for the soul
Secrets that were never told
Unfold
The love is still apparent
So lets hold on to that
Make It Last Forever
One of our favorite songs
As we slow dance to it
All night long
Holding each other close
Even after its gone

PP (6/14/2008)